18~SKZ// on hold

Minho

September 12

I saw Jisung walking over to our table. He sat next to me and I started getting nervous. I've gotten pretty good at hiding it though. I've liked him for a few months now and don't really know what to do with my feelings. I would tell him but if anything went wrong it would be awkward especially since we're part of the same friend group.

"Can you guys help me move a table and some chairs for everyone?"

"Ya." Jisung stood up and helped Chan pull a table over while Seungmin and I grabbed some chairs. The two couples came over with their food and we all sat around and talked even though we just saw each other a few hours ago.

There was one thing specifically on my mind though. On our walk from the Cafe to Seungmins house. Chan confessed something to us. I feel bad for him honestly. I can't imagine liking someone who already had their person. I'm just surprised that Seungmin didn't know. Another thing I was surprised about was that Chan didn't have feelings for Seungmin. I thought they were like secretly dating or something because they seem to be really close.

"Oh um my parents are gonna be gone for the weekend. Do you guys wanna stay over a few nights? We can celebrate Jisungs birthday too." Chan brought up.

"Ooh that sounds fun. Are you sure it's ok though?" Felix questioned.

Chan nodded.

After about an hour we decided that it was time to get going so we could meet up at Chan's house later. His parents are rich and he has a massive house so getting it all to ourselves will be pretty nice. We bid our goodbyes and I started my walk back to my house.

The entire weekend at Chans. And Jisung will be there. And it's his birthday on sunday. This'll for sure be a fun weekend. Maybe I'll even tell Jisung how I feel. Or maybe not. Not yet. It's not the right time.

I got my stuff and went to Chan's house. Seungmin was already there, not surprising. The others arrived shortly after I did. It was already pretty late so we decided to watch a movie. While choosing a movie we took turns using the dressing room in the basement to change into more comfortable attire. In the theatre room there was a huge couch along with a few chairs and beanbags. The two couples sat down cuddling, expectedly. Chan and Seungmin sat fairly close to each other as well. I sat down and we got the movie ready while we waited for Ji to finish getting dressed. He came out wearing a t-shirt that was 3 sizes too big for him and some sweats. He is so adorable. Even with all the space left on the couch, he sat right next to me. Why? I don't mind but still. We started the movie and I saw him move a little closer to me. Throughout the movie we got closer and closer and eventually I felt his head on my shoulder. I wrapped my arm around him hesitantly. Is this ok? What if he gets uncomfortable? What if I'm taking this the wrong way? He snuggled closer, nuzzling his head in my neck.