Levi Oneshots

Isabel and Farlan--Those 2 Kids In My New Squad

Levi POV (In his head)

Dear Isabel and Farlan, 

It has been so damn long since we last had a drink together. The night when we first joined the survey corps, if I am not wrong. I missed you both so much. Still have not gotten over you guys yet, although I have made an annoying friend called four-eyed Hanji. I didn't even ask and she agreed. I am also on much better terms with Erwin Smith, I would almost say a friend. So much shit had happened, wall maria and all. Then, this brat called Eren, an Ackerman named Mikasa and a smart-ass who can't fight for shit called Armin joins my new squad. 

They somehow reminded me of both of you. Eren is determined to kill the titans, kind of like you, Isabel. Both of you had the exact same eyes. Those green eyes just staring at me. It made me replay that time when I found out about your deaths. Your eyes were just staring straight up, wide open while the head was on the ground. You have no idea how much I cried, Isabel.

Farlan, Armin is similar to you. Kind blue eyes, keeping calm under pressure, intelligent. When Armin talks to Mikasa and Eren, it is the same way you talked to me. Always smiling. That day when Armin was cleaning the knives at the storage, it reminded me of how you cleaned your knives back in the underground. I may have pictured it was you greeting me instead of Armin.

Sometimes when I look at the trio, there is a feeling I find hard to describe. I feel happy for them, but I miss that bond we shared. How I wish you could have been by my side...it was what could have been, if only we weren't born in an underground shithole. Life is so unfair. That sense of longing. 

I heard about something called being reborn from Hanji. It's when you die, we get born again in another life where we get to live happily. I really hope that is true. I want to hear "Big Bro" or "Believe in us!" again just one more time. I wanna see us together doing our business like it was then. Illegal deals with merchants, beating up losers, pranking the MPs. Those days were the best really. The old trio. Without you two brats, life is so boring. Well, not exactly boring since a lot of crap can happen in one day, but nothing would please me more if I can meet you again. There was a time I considered "Dying" in an expedition, but both of you wouldn't want that, and others need me. Sorry for the delay I guess.

(In real life) 3rd person POV

Levi walked up slowly to the barracks again, to where Isabel, Farlan and Levi would often meet up prior to their deaths. He sat on the stone walls. They were cold and grey. Something like a castle. He gazed up at the stars, before looking down to where Eren and Mikasa were doing late night training while Armin cheered from the side. Levi smiled softly to himself, thinking about his old friends. Suddenly a gust of wind came, and he heard a whisper. 

" We're counting on you Big Bro!"

Upon hearing that, Levi spun around in surprise and shock. But the wind stopped and all was silent again. He lowered his head a bit and sang a song. "Sorry Isabel, Farlan, you always wanted me to sing this song for you, but I kept putting it off since we had 'more important things to do'. It better not be too late."

Levi began to sing softly so as to not alert Eren and the others. He actually had a great voice. the song was " So Ist Est immer", Farlan always played the song on his stolen guitar during the days of the underground. While singing, he imagined Isabel and Farlan were sitting beside him, their arms looped around his neck. Levi stared at the wings of freedom on his uniform.

"Farlan and Isabel, you may not be here with me today, but at least you are free now."