Crying for Love || mattheo riddle

ꕥ꧁Chapter Three꧂ꕥ

Pansy's POV
We all watched Y/n leave and I felt bad for her, I knew that she hated if anyone asked if she was okay or ask how she was doing, so being drowned in those questions drove her over the edge and that made her leave.

I felt really bad for her, I knew exactly why her hands and legs were bleeding, whenever she's mad, stressed or sad she will clench her hands into really tight fists which make her fingernails dig into her skin. Most of the time she doesn't even know that she is doing it and she will stop when she finds out she is doing it, but most of the time she is already bleeding by that time. After that she lays her hands on her legs and take deep breaths to calm herself because she is terrified of herself when she gets angry.

And now also having these nasty words carved into her arm made it worse, I felt so bad for her, she is back for two days and she is already back to those habits.

"Pansy what was wrong with her?" Draco asked turning his attention to me and so did everyone else after hearing his question.

"There is nothing wrong with her, she is just really stressed out" I said which was kinda true.

"Maybe that explains why she was on the edge today" Enzo said.

"She was?" I asked him and both him and Mattheo nodded his head with Blaise soon following them.

"Yeah she was, I sat next to her in potions and we started talking a bit and I asked if she had a boyfriend and she said no and I asked why and then she snapped at me and ignored me for the rest of the lesson" Mattheo explained. "I mean what's wrong with her I only asked why she didn't have a boyfriend and she just got both angry and numb" he continued.

"She will kill me If she knew that I explained this to you but anyway, in the past she had a few boyfriends who either cheated on her with multiple girls or they were very toxic and abusive. So that's why she can react harshly because her last really traumatized her badly." I explained summing it all up a little.

"That explains a lot actually" Blaise said and Mattheo agreed.

"So please do yourself a favor and don't ask again, or try anything because if she even wants a boyfriend ever again she-" I started but got cut off by Theo.

"What do you mean with if she even wants a boyfriend ever again?" He asked and I got quiet annoyed by all the questions.

"Okay because of her past she kinda gave up on love and feelings entirely" I said "not before I was cut of I was saying that if she even wants a boyfriend like ever she doesn't need one of you guys to fuck with her and play games with her, so please don't try anything" I said and got up to go check up on Y/n.

I could see all the boys looking at eachother and both Draco and Mattheo had smirks on their faces but I shrugged it of.

"Where are you going Pansy I was about to suggest that we should play truth or dare" Theo said smirking.

"You go play that game I will check up on Y/n" I said grabbing my bag and went to walk to her dorm.

"Mattheo truth or dare?" I heard Theo ask him in the back.

"Dare" Mattheo said but I didn't even bother to listen to the dare so I just walked way and went to Y/n's dorm knocking on the door. I have to be honest that I did get a bad feeling about the boys but I just shrugged it of because I have that a lot.

I knocked again and Y/n opened the door looking completely fine.

"Hey Y/n" I said walking in her dorm after she stepped a side for me to come in.

"I'm sorry for what happene-" she started but I stopped her with a hug.

"Don't apologize for that okay they kept throwing questions at you and I know you hate that" I said releasing from the hug.