just this once (Felix sandman fanfic)

8.

We didn't even notice they had walked in on us kissing untl we heard "awwww" and "get a room" from down the hallway. 

We stopped almost immediately and stepped away from each other. The guys looked at us with smiles from ear to ear. I looked over at Felix and he looked upset and sad for some reason. I walked over to him and huggged him. He hugged me back tightly. The guys just laughed at us an dwe laughed with them. The guys went back to the Teen Club while Felix and I had out date. We were roaming the ship, kissing in the elevators, playing ping pong, and getting some pizza once in a while. 

"It's getting late" I said to Felix. He checked his watch to confirm it.

"Yea it is. Should you be getting back?"

"I have no where I need to be or want to be that isn't with you." 

He looked down at his feet like he was sad. 

"What's wrong Felix?"

"Umm Nothing. Everything is fine."

""Felix please tell me.."

He decided ot change the subject.

"So what ar eyou going to do tomorrow? We will be arriving in Stockholm."

I let it slide but I still wanted to know why he was so sad.

"Savannah got us tickets to see this band thats having a concert there. They are called the Fooo Conspiracy,"

Felix shot up at the sound of that name. 

"Have you heard of them?" 

"Yea. I live in Stockholm. They are pretty famous there."

"Are they good?"

"Yea I guess so"

"So what are you doing tomorrow? Maybe you can come with us?"

He shook his head at me. "I can't. I am.. visiting some family there."

I could tell he was lying, but about what , I was not sure of. 

"Oh ok." We walked back to my room and he kissed me goodnight and left. 

I watched him walk down the hallway and around the corner. I walked into my room and went into the bathroom to change, brush my teeth, etc. I finally went to bed. 

The next day I got up and changed. I put on my baby blue skater skirt, pink crop top, my clippers snapnack and my black allstar high tops. Savannah and I left for the concert. I tried to see if I could find the guys before we left but they weren't there. 

The place was surrounded by teenage girls and moms scresming as loud as they could. After a while of waiting, the band finally came on stage. I looked up and screamed with the rest of the girls. We were in the front row. I looked up at the band and saw Felix. I was in complete shock I almost fell over. He looked me in the eye and so did the rest of the guys. 

"Savannah I'm.. I'm going to go to the bathroom."

I couldn't think of a better excuse to leave that place. 

She didn't care much and I was thankful for that. 

I left amd went someone where I could be alone and cry. 

I told him everything about me and he couldn't tell me this?

I sat there for what felt like forever. I could hear the music and people screaming. 

I saw people leaving and Savannah found me. 

"Alex are you ok?"

She wiped the tears from my cheeks. 

A big bulky guy that was wearing a security shirt came up to us. 

"Are you Alex?"

"Yea who's asking?"

"I'm the Fooo's security guard. They wanted to see you."

Savannah walked with me and we followed the guard. 

We walked into this dressing room and he asked me to sit on the coach. I told Savannah that I would be fine and she could go back to the ship. 

Felix walked in a few minutes after Savannah had left. 

He walked in and I stood up. He saw I had been crying. Which was stupid of me because I had only known him for a few days and he wasn't my boyfriend of anything. 

He walked over to me but I stepped back. 

"Why didn't you tell me? You had so many times that you could have."

"I wanted to but I didn't want you to treat me differently."

"I told you everything about me. I trusted you. I kissed you." I know I was overreacting but it hurt to much to think that he wouldn't tell me. 

"Please Alex you have to understand my reasoning." He walked over to me and I just stood there. He gave me a hug and kissed my forehead and held me close to him, just like how he did when I told him about my life. I didn't know what to do.