just this once (Felix sandman fanfic)

15.

I saw those four faces and realized that they just saw me kiss Bash. 

I walked towards theM. OG ran toawrds me and I ran towards him. 

"OG! It is so good to see you!"

"It's good to see you too, lil' sis." He hadn't called me lil' sis in for a while so hearign it filled em with joy and giggles. 

I hugged him tightly. When you haven't seen someone in two years, you don't want to let go of them when you see them again. 

I look up to see the rest of the guys. I walked over to them and gave them a big hug. Omar and Oscar. 

I got to Felix. He looked heartbroken but was covering it up with a smile. 

""Hey Felix."

"Hey Alex. You're looking good."

"Thanks. You too."

I could hear Savannah ask everyone to come inside so we can celebrate Bash and I getting into U of A. 

I couldn't take my eyes of Felix. What have I done to him? He looks so sad to see me with Bash. Why did he have to say those things to me two years ago? I loved him. 

We all started walking for the front door. Someone grabbed my hand while everyone went in. 

Felix had grabbed my hand. 

"Hey?"

"Can we talk? Please?"

I stayed to talk to him but I saw Bash's face as I turned to face Felix. He looked a little sad. 

"Yea? Whats up?"

"I'm so so so so so so so sorry. I'm sory for all the things I said to you in Sweden. You have to believe me I was trying to protect the band's image and protecting you from the paps. "

"I belive you. I just wish you didn't say those things like that though." 

"Then why are you dating HIM?" 

"I'm dating him becuse you deserted me two years ago. And besides you got a girlfrend the week after the cruise."

He looked so surpirise that I knew that. 

"OG told me. I kept tabs on you until you got a girlfriend and you forgot about me." 

"I had a girlfriend because Katia said it would be good publicity for the band. I hated every moment of it."

"I want to belive you. Felix I do, but I moved on. That guy in there is my boyfriend and I really like him.  Please don't make me chose between you two."