The one that got away || DM

033

Hey if you haven't noticed, I'm not following any specific timeline (especially now)

It's been three months since my meeting with my parents.
A month was left of school, then everything would change.

I was trying to spend all of my time with Nia and Theo before summer started, Draco was doing the same, we both knew what was to come so we tried to make most of the time we had.

Draco also became a prefect so that fucked a lot of things up like my meetings with Harry Potter.

Jessa's Flashback-

"Where are you going?" Draco asked as he opened the door to Jessamine's dorm. Jessa was getting ready for her meeting that was now dumbledore's army.

"Hogsmeade"
"Can I come with?"
"I thought you had to patrol tonight"
"I can skip that"
"I want to go alone"
"Okay, have fun," Draco says as he kisses her cheek then leaves her dorm, she released a long sigh as she flattened her hands down her shirt and left.

End of flashback-

"Get up!" Nia says as she throws a pillow at my head, it was a Sunday so I thought I could sleep in but reality had other plans.
"Ugh, I was going to sleep in"
"Well you did, it's eleven o'clock"
"Oh-"
"Yeah, come on let's get breakfast"
"Fine" I grumble as I get out of bed.

Draco and I decided it would be too risky to stay with each other every night, so I was sleeping in my dorm from now on.

I got dressed and walked down to the common room with Nia, then saw that Blaise, Theo, and Draco were sitting in the same spots as always.
I gave a slight smile to Draco as he gave a slight nod.

I sat next to Theo as Nia took a seat next to Blaise.
"You look like shit" Blaise scoffed. As always I haven't slept since the last time I was with Draco and I finally slept for three hours last night.
"Awe thanks you too" I roll my eyes and sink back into the couch.

"Breakfast anyone?" Theo asks as Nia nods while looking over to me, I shook my head slowly.
"Okay, we'll be back" Nia sighs and leaves the common room with Theo.

"Seriously Jess, you look like you haven't slept in days" Blaise continued
"I'm fine, don't worry about me," I say as I close my eyes, I was exhausted but I had to do some things today anyway.
"How could you sleep anyway? I know you had a meeting with your parents" I continued as he froze slightly.

"How do you know about that?"
"My parents slipped it out to me"
"Oh," Blaise sighs as he sinks back into the couch.
"Are you okay?"
"Of course I am, our parents raised us to become this"
"Sure but-"
"But what, you're scared? What's there to be scared about, meeting Voldemort?" Blaise said as I sucked in a breath of air.
"Ah, I see" He continued as Draco gave him a look.

"But how could you live with yourself when you become the villain?"
"Because I have the guts to be fine with it," Blaise says harshly then walks out of the common room.
I sunk further into the couch and gaze into the fire,
"Such a twat" Draco muttered under his breath then got up from the couch and went after him.

I closed my eyes for a split second and took a deep breath then got up from the couch, I had to do something today.

...

I went to Diagonally and got new clothes and books for school. It was dark by the time I got back so I quickly went to my dorm to drop off my things then left for the meeting in the room of requirements.

Something was off as I walked to the secret door but once I got in the room and the mood changed to happiness.

"Today, we will learn the Patronus charm" Harry announced once everyone was in the room. I gave a small smirk as I already knew this charm.