A/N be ready for a roller coaster if you continue to read this. I am planning on writing 40 chapters in total. Some might be too long for me. It seems enough for all the writing plans I have for this. Anyways enjoy today's chapters :)
Third pov
As they made it far from the little cat fight they made it towards chuuya's apartment walking to the front door.
"Well we lost them, you wanna catch up tomorrow? Or maybe" dazai snuck his arms around his lover's waist slyly sending a quick shiver down the ginger's spine pushing him away giggling.
"Knock it off dazai..you're just screwing around again remember I only admitted to liking you we never made nothing official no labels. No nothing I don't why you act like you care so much anyways? I just said my feelings you didn't say-" dazai gently caressed his cheek making him stop looking into the brunette's eyes deeply, not able to read him.
"I told you already that if I am still around treating you any different, there is a meaning behind it. Why don't you ever listen to what I have to say?" he raised his chin to face him even closer, chuuya turning red feeling his hot breath drawing closer.
"Please I might not be a label guy chuuya but, if that's what it takes for you to finally be in my arms. Will you be my lover? I won't say boyfriend it's too cheesy" he chuckled as chuuya smiled bright nodding once he did dazai finally pulled him in close to stop the few inches separating them.
Dazai pov
I finally just snagged my left arm around his torso and the other unlocked his apartment door quickly as we finally walked in. I closed it as I kept his lips connected to mine not wanting to let go. We pulled away then as he panted for a few seconds since it didn't last long before I pressed his body back onto mine pressing our lips once again missing how soft they were against mine. It wasn't anything out of lust I just was genuinely happy to have him in my arms at last. His lips I took notice parted slowly as I backed him into his room. We sat on his bed. I then took my chances and allowed my tongue to slip inside his mouth slowly as I did. I heard him moan slightly because of my actions. I was even more happy that I caused it. I could even feel his heartbeat faster as I went on pressing his hands from my chest around my neck hooking onto me tightly. Feeling then the sensation of one of his hands crawling into my hair to play with it as he did I gently lowered him down making my hoover over him making me pull away to look at him smiling gently stroking the side of his profile and him smiling so much glee.
"Well? I know it's not sex but I wanted to" I paused thinking my words carefully
"I didn't want to go fast I wanted it to be something meaningful not me asking you out and" I lowered my face closer for him to feel my hot breath to see him shiver bright red as it tickles his lips
"Not just have sex for the sex cause your hot honestly" I undid the top buttons on his collar kissing his neck gently still speaking sending him more shivers by my actions.
"I want us to have sex when were ready" I kept kissing his neck slowly as he smiled while I lifted my head back to stare at him once more.
"I get that. Nothing to worry it was our first kiss anyways well, more than a kiss but still" he breathed smiling brighter bring a hand to his chest holding in a fist
" I enjoyed how meaningful it felt more than anything I could of asked for so thank you dazai" I planted one last kiss on his lips then lifted myself off him
"Of course I do like 'love' you a lot chuuya" I smiled as my words couldn't truthfully come out yet only time will tell for us. I then just spent the time cuddling next to him close sleeping. Wonder how atsushi is going? Akuatagwa can be stubborn.
a/n just saying this was not to be anything lustful not sexualizing at all it was a deep moment between them being together so please don't come for me like OH THEY SHOULD OF HAVE SEX for me sex is not suppose to be rush to my on thinking so smut/sex is something that I won't mention much but!!!!!!! I will say does dazai want to in further chapters yes but will be waiting till the right time and place
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lost ( akutagawa x atsushi )
Fanfictionatsushi has a few encounters with akutagawa as they continue feelings start sturing up as time went on both in denial yet make obvious (there are chuuya and dazai moments in this there will also be ranpo and yosano moments in time)
