~I didn't get to notice the second kid until we got back. They already had him tied up when we got there. I turned around and froze at the second kid in front of me, and so did he. We just started at each other before he started to speak up.~
"Y/n?" The purpled hair boy questioned. Everyone looked at me. What was I supposed to do. I could play it cool, yeah that's what I'll do.
"Huh? Me? Do I know you?" I questioned back hoping he bought that.
"I'm not dumb I know it's you." He interuppted. "I just wanna know why. Why did you leave us? Me? Was it worth leaving me? Uncle Aizawa? Uncle Mic? We waited for you to come back, but that never happened. You left your own family, your own brother. And for what? To be here, with these people. I thought things would turn out all right. I thought you would come home after having your freedom for a little while, but no. I find out your a vilian. Not only that but that your with LOV. DONT YOU CARE ABOUT US! NO, YOU PROBABLY DONT. YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ANYONE ELSE BUT YOUR SELF. YOU MADE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. YOU NEVER STOPPED TO THINK HOW IT EFFECTED US!" He yelled. I couldn't help but to start crying. At some part I fell to me knees with my head in my hands. He's right. I just got up and left just leaving a note. It was selfish of me. Especially when they already mourned me and later on Aizawa finding me in a alley way killing someone. We got into the biggest argument ever. It all ways ends up this way, me breaking them again and again.
"IM SORRY! I REALLY AM. I SHOULD, I should have never hurt y'all like that. Especially you, little brother. I should have been there to look out for you all these years. It was selfish of me, your right. You've always been right." I replied still crying holding up my head to look him in the eyes. He was crying as well. I saw his fellow classmate out of the side of my eye and saw him just as confused as everyone else. "I should have been a better sister to you and a better niece to Aizawa and Mic. I never meant to hurt y'all. I was in a bad place. For 5 years I roamed from city to city trying to find a reason to live. I've been to the brink of death manga times. I finally came back here to resolve things between us, but. But when I made it to the house I saw y'all laughing and being happy. I knew you all have finally moved past it and we're living again. I didn't want to show up and ruin it so I ran. I ran and ran till I made it to the edge of the city, and into a roof top. I must tell you, the view isn't as people as people make it out to seem. It's much to bright when you look down. The lights of cars and building mix together to much. When I finally understood I had nothing anymore I knew I had two options. One, roam around again hoping to run across one. But I spent 2 years doing that already there was no hope. Or two, end this all. So as you could imagine I picked two. I tried to escape the easy way. I was literally falling off a building when kurogiri wrapped me into this same bar and a childhood friend offered me a meaning in life. I finally had something, a place to belong. I know you can't understand but I'm happy here. It's been a while since I tried to kill or harm myself. I love you Shinso but I'm sorry for what ever happens from this point on. I'm not going home and I'm not changing. Tell everyone I'm sorry for me." I explained. I had to explain to him why I did what I did. I couldn't just keep running from the truth. I said what needed to be said and turned to leave. I couldn't stay here in this room with him any longer.
"REALLY? THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY? THAT YOUR SORRY AND THEN TELL ME SOME HALF ASS STORY ABOUT WHY YOU LEFT. YOU WERE NEVER SAD! YOU WERE ALWAYS LAUGHING, ALWAYS MESSING AROUND. IF YOU REALLY THINK ILL BUY THAT CRAP YOUR WRONG. IF YOU WERE REALLY SORRY YOU WOULD COME HOME. IF YOU REALLY LOVED US YOU WOULDNT BE HERE! I HATE YOU!" He shouted with all the hatred in his heart. He was so mad and I knew it but what he said triggered me. I knew I should have left it alone. But I couldn't help it. I walked up to him a slapped him right across his face. He just started at me shocked. I got right in his face and whispered,
"Listen up you brat. Do not put words in my mouth. I loved yall. You say I made all that up hm? Then what the fuck are these?" I stared to raise my voice as I removed bandages from my arm revealing old scares from years of regret. " Are these lies to. Just because someone is smiling and laughing doesn't mean they are really happy. Its. Called. Acting. And if you get really good at it no one would ever know how much your suffering. You can even trick your self. Sometimes I'll laugh and I'll have to think am I laughing out of instinct or am I actually having fun. You were 11 at the time, I didn't want you to know. I cared for you so I left. I didn't want you to be effected and I needed to find a purpose. But if you really think I'm lying and half assing my story then whatever. I can't make someone believe me if there head is so far up there ass." I replied probably a little to harshly but I put my heart and feelings out on the table for everyone to see so he could understand but just over looked everything. This time I tunned out everyone and left upstairs to my Room.
I laid down on my bed just staring at the ceiling. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I was so frustrated. Why can't he see that I care about him, about everyone. I'll I do is cause them pain so I stayed away even when I wanted to reach out. I couldn't help but to scream. I screamed untill I couldn't feel my throat.
"Are you done?" I heard that scratchy voice ask me as he sat down next to me. "I'm sorry about what I heard. I'm not good with feelings or family issues but know how much it hurts to have a family member turn on you. All I can do is offer comfort." He said as he reached out to me. I simply couldn't care at the moment I just wanted to feel better, to forget this happened. I accepted it and let him hold me. I didn't even realize I actually started to cry again until I felt it run off my chin. Once I realized I started to cry harder. I hated feeling so vulnerable especially Infront of someone else. But to my surprise he just held me closer and started to hold me closer. "I know this is a terrible time to bring this up but, I was watching the events that happened in the woods and want to know. What exactly was that thing, you shifted into?" He asked, as I started to come down a bit.
"Have you ever heard of the wendigo curse?' I asked him but he just shook his head no. "they were humans who have been mutated into cannibalistic monsters after being possessed by the Wendigo spirit, causing them to eat the flesh of other humans. Wendigos are said to be cursed to wander the land, eternally seeking to fulfill their voracious appetite for human flesh and if there is nothing left to eat, it starves to death." He listened Intently.
"So you are someone?" He asked as his eyes widened.
"No, those are normal cases. That's not how it happened for me. I was wandering through the woods of another city about 3 years ago and came across a few hunters. I then killed them apin seeing them. As I was dissecting them I heard this sound come from behind me. I turned around to see a 15 foot wendigo behind me. We starred at each other for what seems forever untill he sat down. He then started to talk to me.
He told me "I have never seen a human kill another human. You seem to be different from these humans. Do you ever experience extreme hunger. You eat and eat but never full. Roaming from one place to another trying to quench your appetite?"
which I replied with, "i have not experienced hunger as you have described but I do understand the roaming around from place to place all to well."
he then said, "i will spare you but, to do that I must put the wendigo curse on you like it has been done to me. I will not experience the unquenchable hunger anymore unless your in this form I'm in now. It will also not be as bad, as I will act full. But if you are not up to it I will not spare you." so as you can imagine I picked to be spared. I can often talk to him when I'm in his form. We have come to get to know each other better. It does out strain on me since my bones do rearrange them self. It took forever to get used to it with out substaning any injuries when I shift back to my human form. Plus there is the hunger when I do shift into his form. Every full moon I go out to the woods to find deer or campers to keep him satisfied." I informed him. He listened the while time nodding his head everynow and then showing me his listening.
"Can you pass it in like he did?" He asked.
"I asked him once before but he told me I wasn't ready. I have to find someone when Im on the brink of death. If I don't I'll die and become a full blooded wendigo like him and we'll Separate and go our separate ways." I replied. We continued to talk about random things while he held me. It was comforting and kept my mind off Shinso. At some point I ended up drifting off to sleep while he played with my hair and talked about all the times something stupid has happened around here. I know he was trying to help since he wasn't good with feelings but, it made me happy knowing he tried. He really helped me wether he knew it or not.
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Blood Decay
FanfictionY/n has no place in life, no value. they are literally one step away from killing them self when a certain warp villain brings them to the LOV secert base. Shigaraki (a old childhood friend) gives Y/n a opportunity to join LOV. when they decide to t...
