First Love (Kang Hyewon ff)

#06

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To me, you are my first love everyday

Your P.O.V.

May 15, 2019

Today was the last day of school before summer starts. Then in 2 months, it will be our last year for College.

The last year where I might ever get to see Hyewon.

"Until when are you going to admire her from afar?" Yuri sighed while I averted my gaze from Hyewon to the book in front of me.

"I'm not staring at her. I was just spacing off." I excused.

"I didn't say anything about you staring at her. I just asked until when are you going to keep on crushing on her secretly?" she explained.

I closed my book and placed it inside my bag. I stared at the students playing around the field, enjoying the company of their friends.

"You look more tired than I am." I chuckled at Yuri.

"Yes, I'm tired from seeing you being such a coward. Aren't you sick of it?" she asked seriously.

"What do you mean? I can keep on doing this for years." I answered.

"Y/n, I'm saying this as a friend. I just hope that in the future, you won't have any regrets. I mean, there are a lot of 'what if's. What if she likes you too?" she stated.

"What if she doesn't?" I retorted.

"Ugh, Y/n, there's no harm in trying! Just, go up to her and tell her you like her!" she spoke in her accent so I laughed a bit.

"You think this is funny? I'm serious here!" she fumed.

"No, it's just you're cute when you're speaking with your accent." I giggled.

"Pft, stop flirting, I'm taken already." she rolled her eyes with a blush spreading on her cheeks.

"I wasn't flirting. You're just flustered." I teased.

I may be laughing now, but Yuri had a point. There's nothing going to happen if I don't tell Hyewon about my feelings. Sure, it might risk something but what else can I lose, right?

It was already late in the afternoon and the last hour of school. I was on my way to find where Hyewon was.

"Aren't you going home yet?" Yuri asked.

"No, I have something to take care of first." I replied.

After she nodded and bid me goodbye, I walked off. Every step I took made me more nervous. It was my first love so it was also my first time confessing to someone.

When I turned the corner, I flinched in surprise when she almost bumped into me.

"Oh, Y/n." she smiled. That damn smile.

"Hey, uh, can we... talk for a minute?" I muttered while looking elsewhere.

"Sure." she crossed her arms and relaxed her stance by leaning on the wall.

The way she looked at me while I was contemplating made my heart beat faster. How can she be so intimidating yet so attractive at the same time?

"Uhm, can we talk outside?" I offered.

She nodded so I led the way to the side of the building where no people usually went to. There was a tree and it was so beautiful how the wind blew past it while the leaves were still growing.