Have you gotten to that point yet? That point of no return. That point of where you just can't try anymore? I'm here. My world has twisted to its disgusting point of view. Really though my mind is just seeing the world in a whole. How did I get here? As did everyone else who's here did. I was perfect, ignorant, innocent. I got dropped a couple time waking me from my deep sleep. Slightly waking me, but not yet. I got cracked many times, waking me completely. Scared of everything, putting that fake smile on. Hiding behind that mask. Then it happened. I was dropped. I am in millions of pieces that can not be rebuilt. It's hard to understand why... But yah know... Everyone breaks at one point. Quite terrible actually. Humans that is. They don't notice things until it is unavoidable. Quite sad... That's the pathetic thing about humans. We are ignorant till we wake a little. At that point of where we are completely awake, we understand. We see it. I get so bitter when I see people get cracked around me. They had friends, they got it later. They didn't have to deal with it. I got cracked for the first time in 3rd grade. I realized how disgusting the world was. By 6th grade, I mastered that mask. I mastered at what help me blend into the crowd. It made my personality special. I was understanding. I was like a confession doll... But you know... Stuffing something with problems, eventually makes it explode.
