Various Oneshots and Headcanons

garcello x reader ;; panic

please forgive me if there are any grammatical errors made, I have not slept in a very long while.

TW: ATTEMPT SUICIDE, HOSPITALIZATION

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you hated the feeling.

the feeling of outing yourself out because you felt that garcello and your guys friends would be better off without you interfering.

you broke down in years Everytime that happened, slipping away from the crowd.

you heard how much fun they were having.

but you felt that you didn't fit in.

it was a horrible feeling, but you had to know it was true.

you were always the one gathering them there, then leaving.

why?

you wanted them to have a better time without you.

you wanted to prove to yourself that no one cared.

but one way or another, garcello always found his way back to you.

he looked around for you, after the damage was done.

after you cried the tears, feeling helpless wanting for someone to save you.

you wanted a reason to die.

but as long as garcello was there, you had no reason to.

that was the best part.

spending everyday with him.

you wanted that.

it wasn't that until you realized that you were inlove.

of course, you denied the fact.

but you knew it was true.

but you knew he didn't like you.

deep down inside, you knew he didn't like you the way you did to him.

he was being flirted with.

of course it pained you, why wouldn't it?

seeing your other friends cheer him on as they flirted with each other.

‘nows your chance. get out of there, and cry like you usually do. with your heart pounding in pain, listening to sad songs. hey, why not jump off a building while your at it?’

you quietly slipped away.

you went to your hideout where it was safe.

everything you wanted was in there.

..well almost everything.

you wanted garcello in here with you.

you wanted to snuggle into his chest, you wanted him to tell you that everything would be okay.