Cate Blanchett One Shots

She stopped you

A/N: TW attempted suicide,self harm etc..

Imagine that your going to kill yourself and the Oceans Eight cast save you( its mainly Cate)

You knew you were going to do it. Tonight was the night. The wind was cool and fresh on your face and your eyes glistened with unshed ears. You looked over the city listening to the hum of the ant like cars below. You were high up, high enough that if you jumped you could not be saved. You would sink into the black oblivion. A calm and peaceful feeling sunk into you rushing through your veins. You looked at the sky. The brightest star stood out, winking at you. You would be up there soon. With your parents. With your darling younger sister. You moved you arm slightly, revelling in the adrenaline that shot through you as you lent further over the edge. Using one hand you hoisted yourself over the railing. There was about a metre of concrete infront of you.

It would be like jumping off of a diving board you thought letting a tear fall it will be like going to the Olympics. You'll fall for a while before landing perfectly in the water. I'll allow myself to sink in. Allow the waves to crash down on me. Another tear. I'll win gold. A bitter laugh escaped your lips. You'd never won gold in your life. It was ironic that only in death would it be possible.
You sat down feet dangling over the edge. You took off your shoes. They were your mother's and you didn't want to die in them. Her memory would live on you decided resolutely. Forever. You pulled out your phone and quickly scanned over the text set to send to your grandparents and best friend. They didn't care any way. They didn't need you.
Dear everyone,
I'm drowning. Drowning in my own tears. In my own blood. I tried at first. Tried to stop the feeling of joy as the razor slipped across my wrist. Tried to stop the feeling of excitement as I stood on the top of a cliff. I could fall. I could soar. Join mum and dad in the stars. Look after my sister as I should have done in life. I want you to remember that it isn't your fault but mine. I gave up. I wanted to die.
I love you all. Till the oceans dry up and the sun burns out.
I'm sorry
Y/N
It wouldn't send for another 10 minutes. Plenty of time. You didn't need to rush. You wanted to savor this feeling. The excitement. The adrenaline. The soft tugs on the seeping cuts on your body every time you moved. The heat of your tears slipping along your cheeks. You leaned forward arms in a t position. You faced your back to the ground. Placing your phone gently on the side you let out a laugh. A crazed cackle that was lost in the wind. You had your heels on the edge. You could do it. You knew you could. And that thought , that thought excited you. That was until your blissful silence was interrupted by 5 women coming up the stairs, all holding drinks laughing and speaking to one another. Until they saw you. Poised on the edge. You were beautiful. The moonlight shining on your face. Your e/c eyes glinting with fear. You locked eyes with the Australian of the group by the sound of her voice.
"Hey darling " she said softly " Why don't you come down here. We'd love to meet one such as beautiful as you properly.".
You stared at her in shock. You beautiful. She's just saying it to make you feel better. To stop you from doing anything infront of her.
"Yes sweetheart. Come down here. We'd love to talk to you." came the voice of the other blonde one. "
"What's your name dearie?" asked the smallest one.
"Y/N , Y/N Y/L/N" you answered. No harm in telling them your name you thought bitterly I'll be dead soon.
"Well I'm Helena" the short one( now Helena) replied.
"I'm Sandra or Sandy" the mum looking one said.
"I'm Sarah" the blonde one spoke up.
"I'm Anne piccola" Anne said. Funny I swear she wasn't here 30 seconds ago you thought.
The Australian was just staring at you in shock. "Cate " came Sandy's voice " introduce yourself. What's wrong with you?".
"Y/N . Did you say that your name was Y/N Y/L/N" she asked in horror.
How has she already forgotten you thought. "Yes do I know you?".
"Oh darling" she murmured" I'm Cate. Cate Blanchett. I met you at the beach. We stayed together the entire summer". You just looked at her confused taking a step closer to the edge. "Sweetheart. Why don't come down and talk to me. Please darling I remember you so well why can't you remember me?" At tear slipped down her cheek. What why is she crying?. She can't be crying for me right?.
"I'm sorry ma'am but I really don't remember you".you answered trembling. You had 3 minutes before those texts went out. You had to hurry.
"Come away from the edge. I'm begging you. Please come to me." Cate said falling to her knees" Please". Something seemed to tear in your heart.
2 minutes. "I sang to you every night. I held you when you cried. I remember how you kissed me like I was the greatest person in the world. We drove into a tree. Remember. It was a hot summers day. We were driving down the road in the out backs of Australia. You were staying with me for the week. Your grandmother let you. You were driving and lent over to kiss you and you were distracted. You drove straight into a tree. One minute. We were shocked at first but then you began to laugh. You were so happy. You told me that day that you loved me. My angel flung out of space you called me -". Cate carried on but you were so stuck on those words.

My angel flung out of space
A wrecked car.
My angel flung out of space
Nights in the heat yet she was still wrapped in your arms
My angel flung out of space
Kissing her.
My angel flung out of space
Telling her that you loved her.
My angel flung out of space
The scent of her perfume

"My angel flung out of space" you whispered.
"What" Cate said equally as quiet.
"My angel flung out of space" you said louder" Mi amor. Mi Regina. My Cate".
A ping sounded.
They'd sent but you didn't care. You vaulted over the railing and grabbed Cate around the waist spinning her in a circle. Your forehead rested on hers. "Oh God I thought that you were gone. The memory's they disappeared. Oh my love I've missed you". A tear slipped down your cheek. You lent down capturing Cate's lips with yours.

"You don't love someone because they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not." Cate whispered to you as she melted on your arms.

A/N- This was hard for me to write but I feel like I needed to. If you ever feel like this I'm begging you to please talk to someone. Anyone. As someone with experience in these matters I want you all to remember that someone out there will miss you if you were gone. Would cry for you every night. Whether it's a parent. A brother . A sister . Even your best friend. Remember that someone loves you. Please. Owner 1