Enemies ; Lovers (Mattheo Riddle) [ON HOLD]

Chapter 9: I'm not suicidal I promise

Y'all so i don't like mattheo anymore... woops

BUT i will still write this story bc who cares the plot is still there and the smut is still going to be the same so it's fine ig 🤷‍♀️ hehehe alsoo i think my grammar definitely got better and the parts may be less cringe so yay lmfao im exited.

Tw: mention of suicide / suicidal thoughts

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"MIA WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?

-Girl why are you shouting I swear I'm not deaf

-Yeah yeah sorry. Mia where the fuck are you?
Is that better your highness?

-Yes it is thank you. And you dumbass I'm in the bathroom, I'm heading out right now."

Mia came out of the restroom looking a tad bit annoyed at me but I couldn't care less and her face was kinda funny.

I let out a sigh and looked at her seriously so she could understand that I wanted to have a talk with her and not joke around; she gave me the same look back and sat on her bed.

"Look Mia,-" I stared at her eyes that where filling with worry, not knowing where I should start from.

"I've been hearing things lately, feeling things I haven't felt before and I've been wanting to talk to you about it. Some voice inside of me, ever since that first time in the dorm, has been practically begging for me to hurt myself, and basically commit suicide—

-WHAT?!

-Before you get all worked up, I just wanna say that I'm not suicidal at all, it's actually something or someone inside of me asking for this. This morning when I was picking up some ingredients for my project with malfoy, the voices came back, for what seemed like 3 minutes maximum, but I actually ended up spending the whole day there being tormented by that voice, it even started using excuses like no one cared for me and stuff.

-Y/n...

-But I know none of those were true of course bitch I know you couldn't live without my smart ass. It's just it manifests itself randomly and then it stops.

-I just wish you would've told me sooner about this so I could've helped you from the start love. Look, I have an idea. Do you want me to search for any kind of supernatural magic within you?

-Right now?

-Yeah. Lay down on my lap and close your eyes.

-Okay." and I did what she told me to do. I sat down on her bed then put my head in her lap, she started massaging the sides of my head and ended up making me fall asleep on her.

"Girl wake up. It's no good, I can't feel anything at all.

-Wait, do you want to try again once those voices come back?

-That's the most brilliant idea you've ever come up with.

-Alright but how can I tell you if it comes back?

-I'll make something up don't worry about it.
Hey look; I'm really happy you told me about all of this and I want you to know, we'll go through this together. As bestfriends like always, you and me."

I gave her a quick peck on her head and hugged her neck practically chocking her.

I was so fucking thankful for her, she's always been there for me and never let me down. I am one lucky fucker to have her and be able to call her my best friend.

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GUYS I KNOW THAT WAS SO INCREDIBLY SHORT BUT IT IS THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND I WAS TOO EXITED TO GO BACK TO WRITING THIS STORY TO HOLD OFF TILL TOMORROW EEEEEKKKK.

Also, Eid Al Adha mubarak to everyone that celebrates:)

OKAY BYE GUYS AND I LL BE FIXING SOME STUFF IN THE OTHER CHAPTERS.

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