Forever and Always *EDITING* || b.w.s

t w e n t y e i g h t

Today is the day. I'm leaving. I just can't bring myself to think about it. I won't see the boys for such a long time... It's very possible I won't see Izzy either if we aren't on good terms by the time I leave which is very unlikely because I am leaving in an hour.

I did something very important today after I came back from the boys' house. I finished writing my goodbye letter for Brad. It explains everything in it. The pregnancy, why I'm leaving, my love for him. I still feel horrible and I cried a lot while writing it. I even considered leaving it and going to tell Brad and the boys myself but I knew that one glance at their reaction and I'll drop my bags and stay here with them. But I know I have to go so telling them myself is not an option.

I still have no idea how everything will go in Australia... When will I tell my parents about the pregnancy? How will I tell them and how will they react? Will I fit in and will I settle down well in Australia? So many questions and unfortunately no answers. I hate this feeling of uncertainty but it's all I have for now and I'll have to go with it.

I really wish Izzy would come round and at least talk to me and sort things out. She doesn't have to forgive me for whatever it is I did but I just wish she would come and talk to me in person for the last time in months. That's all I want. I just can't bare thinking that I will lose the boys and Izzy. My mind just can't process it. Losing one person is far too much, let alone five.

I jump up as I hear a faint knock on the door and I run over to open it. "IZZY! OH MY GOD I AM SO GLAD YOU CAME! I THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE TO LEAVE WITHOUT SAYING GOODBYE!" I shriek and I run into Izzy's outstretched arms.

"I would never let you leave without saying goodbye! Who do you think I am silly?" she exclaims, hugging me tightly.

We walk into the living room where Izzy is greeted by my mum and dad, "oh hello Izzy! We're happy to see you here. We thought you wouldn't come by to wave us away, how rude" jokes my Dad and we all laugh.

"Don't worry, I wouldn't leave without saying goodbye to my best friend and my second parents of course!" she states, chuckling with my parents.

"We're just gonna go upstairs okay?" I say and I pull Izzy's arm upstairs and towards my now blank room.

"Wow, your room looks so strange without all the decorations, cds etc. It will be weird here without you, you know that right?" she asks as we sit on my plain bed together.

"It won't be weird, it will be different...I'll really miss you and the guys so much."

"Everyone here will miss you too. Including starbucks guy, what was his name again?"

"Don't start on Lucas, gosh, what did I see in him? I saw him a few days ago and damn he looked as if he'd just had a rough night, ugh!"

"Brad."

"What?"

"You saw Brad in him... I don't know how but that is the reason you went after him remember?"

"Whatever." I mutter and we both start laughing.

To take my mind off things, I start looking around my room. I have so much memories here... After all I have lived here since I was a baby. I love this house. I'm glad we're keeping it though because that means I can come visit anytime I like. If everything goes well that is.

"Savannah! We're leaving in five minutes, say bye sweetheart!" I hear from downstairs. F*ck.

I pull Izzy in for another hug, "I'll miss you so so much Izzy. I promise we can skype or facetime everyday or whenever we can and I will give you all the details on Australia. Maybe you can even come visit? I love you so much Izzy" I mumble through tears into her shoulder.

"I'll miss you too Sav, millions and billions and I know that the boys will too. I'll inform you on everything to do with the boys and hopefully I'll manage to come and visit you yeah? Have fun babe. I love you" she replies. She's also crying. Gosh why is this so hard?

We walk downstairs and out of the door. My mum locks the door and we both head to the car where dad and all of our luggage is, Izzy stands on the pavement.

Just as I'm about to step in the car, I remember the letter for Brad.

"I'll be two seconds" I exclaim and I run over to their door. I pull the letter out of my pocket, and put it through the letter box. Luckily they're out for an interview.

I walk back to the car and sit in the back. I stare out of the window and cry as dad starts the engine and begins to drive out of our driveway. I look over to the house one last time before we leave and wave back to Izzy and everything really. Goodbye London...

Brad's POV

"I cannot believe you told the interviewer that you idiot!" I exclaim as we all laugh in the car on our way back from our very... entertaining interview.

"I had too! I couldn't help it" replies James and we all laugh even more. Well that interview was definitely a great start to the day. I can't wait to see Sav, I texted her earlier but I don't think she saw it. That doesn't matter though because I can give her a big hug in just under five minutes.

It is only five minutes which isn't long at all but I think about Savannah to pass the time. Her beautiful shining eyes, her gorgeous smile that can light up anyones day, her amazing personality... Wow, I'm really lucky.

Eventually we pull up and I quickly run towards the house so I can leave my jacket and quickly go over to Savannah's house. Her parents aren't in so maybe we can go up to her room...

I open the door and just when I am about to step forward, I notice a letter on the floor. It is clearly hand written and the hand writing is very fimiliar... Savannah...

Hey guys! CLIFF HANGER!!

I'm really sorry that I haven't updated for so long again. I just haven't been in the mood for writing lately and I didn't know what to write. I considered just leaving it but I don't want to just leave it here, I want you guys to read to the end so that is what will happen. I might not update every week or two but I will try. And please do vote and comment because it shows me how much people are actually enjoying my story and it will encourage me to write more often. Sadly there is only a few chapters left, but I AM considering writing a sequel, it will depend on how I feel about the story when it finishes and how much views and votes this book gets. I'm probably boring you now so I'll shut up but I hope you enjoyed this chapter x