Song for the CHAPTER: Flames - Zayn Malik, R3hab
Agh!!, i hate him but i hate myself more for letting him have power over me, i'm super tired, who would have thought that cutting some fingers and kicking some ass would be so exhausting, if the rat does not talk tomorrow i'll kill him, he's just using up space.
I get in my pj's and as i'm getting in bed i hear cyrus walking into his room so i burry my head in my pillow hoping i won't see him if he peeks thru the door, but by doing that i notice that my whole bed still smells like him, i hate it .
Twisting and turning all the night i decide to go get a glass of water and a melatonin tablet, from the elevator i'm able to see the kitchen wich is dark by now, everyone must be sleeping, lucky me that way i won't have to talk with anyone, i'm barefoot so no one can hear me, the pantry is empty, so i go and open one of the fridges to grab a cold plastic bottle and as i open the door and the light turns on i see some one standing in the corner, unable to see who is it i ask, " who are you?" and surprisingly cyrus answers " it's me bella", well fuck my life, i roll my eyes at him, close the door and as i'm walking back to the elevator he grabs me by my arm and turns me around, this time his hand is freezing cold, last night his touch was warm and inviting, "let me go" i say to him," no can't do bella" he says back as he puts his other hand on my waist once again sending shivers thru all my body, " i'm done talking to you, i know your type and i'm not intrested, last night was a mistake" i spat back at him freeing my self from his grip.
"am i just a mistake to you bella?" cyrus asks me , making me stop on my track, "that's what i am to you so yeah you were just a mistake" i say back , my voice shaking, scared that he might be able to see the tears sliding down my face i run and get in the elevator, and the doors close right before he can get in, i don't understand why i'm crying because of a stupid boy, i'm way stronger than this, i'm the infamous chain killer, i don't cry.
Wiping my face i get of the elevator and as i arrive back to my bed room i throw the bottle out of anger and get back in my bed, after hearing cyrus entering back in his room i hear loud bangs and thuds from things being throw at the wall, so before he brakes a wall in my house i walk to his room entrance and lean against the door frame seeing him shirtless throwing one last thing at the floor before saying "can you calm the fuck down and stop throwing stuff, you're going to make a hole in one of the walls of my house", "how do you expect me to calm down bella!!, when everything i do is a mistake, when i'm not good enough for any one , when i can't even protect you and my sister" he says screaming at me with a trembling voice, i'ts now that i can see a tear run down his cheek.
leaving my pride aside i walk towards him and pasing my thumb on his cheek i wipe the tear away and hug him saying, "you're enough, anyone would be lucky to have you and you don't need to protect either me nor you're sister, we both know how to defend ourselves, if it helps i'll train your sister and just so you know in my eyes you haven't made any mistake well except for that blonde bitch", surprised of my actions cyrus hugs me back and giggles a little when i mention the blonde hoe, "then why did you say what happend the other night was a mistake" he says to me without braking the hug, "because i thought it was for you, after seeing you with that girl in the mall", "why do you keep bringing up an insignificant person?, even if i was out with someone it wouldn't change what i think about that night or about you" he says breaking the hug and the he places his hands on my cheeks while i put mine on his waist, he looks right thru me and in that moment i realize i was so wrong doing what i did was messed up, there's no reazon for me to be jealous we're nothing and even if we were he didn't do anything wrong, that bitch forced herself onto him .
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