a sudden enemy brings the biggest mafias together, no matter how long its leaders have known each other there has to be a marriage between the mafias for them to be able to merge so they decide to arrange a marriage between their kids... without the...
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After reading the letter i almost faint , cyrus caches me, " wow wow wow bella are you alright" he says catching me as i fall back , "don't touch me and i told you to stop calling me that " i say standing up and straightening my clothes, "what's going on, who's this rafael guy" asks nix, unable to lie to her i blurt out " my ex, rapist, abuser, almost fiance and almost the next don of this mafia, but i guess you must likely know him as the mexican capo "el jefe"", everyone stares at me in awe because of what i just said, unexpectedly cyrus looks angry like really furious, he stormed out screaming a ton of curse words in italian and some in greek , it wierdly turns me on in the midst of all this mess, as soon as cosme mentions once again my ex's name all the memories come back flooding my head, i get pale and cosme grabs me by an arm while vicenzo grabs me by the other, "we should take her to her room" cosme tells vicenzo and he nods agreeing.
as they start to walk almost carring me i hear at the distance my dad yelling and my uncle enzo trying to calm him down, my mom crying and rada hugging her, daxton hugging nix who's shocked by the unexpected events.
!TW ! sexual assault and rape (it's all underlined so you'll see where it ends making skiping it easier)
i'ts been hard ,it's been hard knowing that someone who loved me in reality just used me, how could i let this happen, he has so much power over me even if it was years ago.
Nightmares are now a common ocurrance, i don't sleep thru the whole night since then, even tho he isn't here anymore i still feel his hands on my skin while i'm saying no.
I hate seeing my reflection on the mirror, all the scars i have because of his fists and kicks, the one i hate most is the "R" on my upper left thigh, it's like he branded me, just like an animal that belongs to him.
June is the month i hate the most, every year i remember that day like if it was yesterday, each time hurts the same, his eyes full of hatered and rage as he undresses me while i keep pushing and screaming for him to let me go, i feel his tight grip on my hip, how i woke up with all the bruises, how i had to run out of the room naked just because i refused to die this way.
All the times he manipulated me to belive it was my mistake, the times he forced me to apologize for his mistakes, how i always felt forced to do things i didn't wanted to.
How he passed me around for his friends to enjoy and told me it was because he loved me, all the nights i cried my self to sleep, all the make up i used to cover all the traces he left on my skin every night after raping me, punching me and kicking me.
The worst day of all was when he propossed just to have my place and power in the mafia, numb that's how i felt every day , uncunscious lying in a hospital bed with out any notice is how he left me on mother's day, the day after i rejected him infront of my family, in that day i was told i was 10 weeks pregnant, with a baby girl, scared that she might had issues, that he could come back and try to be in her life, thinking about he could do the same he did to me to my kid, i couldn't let this happen i had to save her from that monster, an abortion took place right after i woke up.
