Finally Alive {Published/Unedited} Original

Deadly kiss

I couldn't wait till 6. After school, I rushed and did homework, walked my dog Prince, helped Brad with his homework, and applied for a job. Mom and dad were still at work, so I had time to think. 'Do I wanna love Jason'? And other things that I will not tell. I even had time to call an old friend. It was only 5:32 when I took a shower. I tried to waste time but it didn't work. I took my pills, read a book, played with Prince, and I even went to the store and bought condoms, even tho I know I'm not sleeping with Jason. I even took Prince to the pet store (PETCO), bought him new doggy stuff and it was still 5:48. I was so ready for him to come that I set the table. While I set the table mom and dad walked threw the door. I told mom she had to cook and i told dad he had to take a shower (He smelled like he went to the gym...ew). Finally it was 5:56. Jason called me, "Outside". "OK give me 3 minutes". I ran to put on a dress and light makeup. I brushed my long curly hair and placed on some flats. Dad was out the shower, mom was still cooking, Brad was sitting on the couch, this was perfect. I called him, "OK, knock, my dad will open". I looked at my dad he walked over to the door. Jason knocked. Dad answer then opened the door. Dad introduced his self and so did mom. Jason introduced him self then shook dads hand and kissed moms.

Jason came over to me and said "You look beautiful". "Thank you". Mom blushed and began talking to Jason. Jason asked mom..."So what kind of job do you have" Mom said, "CEO of Katy Lawyer's". "Wow, that's wonderful". Mom blushed. Jason asked dad, "What about you"? Dad said "I work for the president, not in Washington, but here, I protect the U.S basicly". Jason said "That's amazing". My dad smiled and shook his hand.

Just then Brad got up and shook Jay's hand. Then Brad said, "You like my sister, huh"? Brad looked at me and so did Jason then Jay said, "Yes buddy I do". Brad looked at me, then said,"You like him, huh"? I smiled and said, "Yes Brandon I do". Brad smerked, "It's Brad". Mom stopped me from saying something when she said, "Dinner is ready".

I sat next to Jason. Brad next to him. Mom across from him. Dad next to her. Dad said, "Welcome to the family". I looked at him 'Really'. Jason said, "Um thank you, and there is something licking my leg". I yelled, "Prince". I got up, picked up my white fluffy honey bee dog, Prince. I took him to his new bed and poored him some doggy meat. Then I walked back to the table. "Sorry Jason". He smiled, touched my ear, and said "It's all good". ... We all talked a bit more till I told my parents Jason wanted to see my room...they got the hint, and took Brad to get new shoes.
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"I like your room, a lot less girly than I thought". He said holding me when we entered. "Thanks, Jay...it's been like this for 29 years...my parents bought this house two weeks after their marriage". "Dang it took them 12 years to have a child"? "Um yes, they had miscarriages 3 times...I was the lucky one...and so was Brad". "Oh, I'm sorry I didn't mean to be rude". "No, no, your just being curious is all". He looked at me. I sat on my bed. He followed me. He held my hands. I held his hands back. He gave me a sarcastic smile...I gave him a sarcastic eye pop. He laughed. I smiled.

Jason asked, "Is it OK if I...". He trailed off. "Whatever you wanted to say...". I gave him a frown then continued, "It's fine by me". He smiled and shock his head in agreement. I faked a smile. He glared at me...let go of my hands...and he just SLAPPED ME! "What the fuck, was that for"? "For being so beautiful and letting me do what I want to you". I just held my face...not crying laughing...mad at him style. "Asshole". I finally said. He smiled and said, "What did you think, I was gonna do this...". He trailed off. He kissed my pink glossed lips. I was fragile, in a confused way. Once he was done I just stopped. He smiled kissed me again.
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Two weeks later, I was still mad at him. But I couldn't think about that, only the fact is I went to the hospital. I almost died again! This time it wasn't my heart...it was a car accident...with Jason. You see we were going on our first date... I finally talked to him and he asked me out. I agreed. He was taking me to a restaurant for teens. A guy came out no where and hit the passengers side, um where I happen to be. Jason rushed me to the hospital...in his broken car. To much lost of blood.

My mom, dad, brother,best friend,and her parents all cried over me. But not Jason. When I finally woke up, Jason was there holding my blue painted nails. He said, "I'm so sorry, I I ... I love you too much to lose you". He didn't cry he just looked sad. He pushed my curly brown hair back. He smiled when he saw my hazel brown eyes.

"I love you too". I finally said. His eyes popped. He just kept groaning and fake smiling. "Wha, what, what's wrong"? I finally got out. "I didn't want you to leave me...I am gonna sue"! I finally kinda laughed. "I guess we should call our kiss, the deadly kiss". I smiled.

He looked up, he was pissed. "Why, did you not like it, are you saying you should have died, I love you, don't you love me"? I decided to answer his last question first, "Yes I love you, no I don't wanna die to leave you or anyone else, at the time I kinda was shocked, but I did like our kiss". He jumped onto the hospital bed, he jumped onto me. He just kissed my soft, scar lip, and enjoyed himself. This time I kissed him back. Whined, "OK get off me"! He laughed and pushed his tongue down my throat. Then let go.

After I finally left the hospital on Friday, I realised my birthday was tomorrow. I was kinda mad at the fact I almost didn't make it to 17!

When I finally got home, Brad was there arms full of flowers and a bear from of course my love Jason. "Here sis, the flowers are from me and Jay, the bears from Jay, the balloons in your room are from Sky, the letters from grandma, and all the get wells is from everyone". "Well thank you all, and thank you so much Brad".

He hugged me then said, "I'm glad you keep living". I cried on the thought. "Me too".