Saving Riley

My first story- Ive been trying to find the courage to submit my story for a while, I have all these wicked ideas flying around In my head.. I only hope its as good here as it sounds in my head.

'You know you love me, I know you care

Just shout whenever, and I'll be there

You are my love, you are my heart

And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl, quit playing

We're just friends, what are you saying?

Say there's another and look right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time

And I was like...'

Justin seriously.. ignore him, ignore him it will go away. Just roll over and go back to sleep Riley..he will shut up eventually.

'Baby, baby, baby oooh

Like baby, baby, baby nooo

Like baby, baby, baby oooh

I thought you'd always be m....'

'Ok, ok I give in no one should be woken up this way ever...seriously its like my ears are being set alight'.  I mumbled pulling myself out of my very comfy bed. Downstairs I could hear my brother Alex pissing himeslf with laughter, he know how much I hate this song and the stupid little turd that sings it...and Alex being the wonderful brother he is set it as my alarm! With my eyes still half stut I stumbled to my en suite bathroom and attempted to make myself look human again.

I grimaced as I stared at myself in the mirror although I had slept without nighmares, probably due to the alcohol I drank before bed I still had dark circles under my eyes and my long curley auburn hair looked more like an afro. My ice blue eyes had lost some of their sparke. To anyone who knew me I looked lost to anyone else I looked angry and unapproachable. They don't know me, they don't lnow why I am the way I am.

As I undressed in front of the mirror I took a look at my body. I was short 5'4 I was definately not skinny but neither was I fat. I was curvy. I had a lot of tattoos courtesey of my big brother...no I cant think about him not today. I had snake bites on my lips, I had muli coloured stars going up my arms in various colours, I had muli coloured stars with big black music notes stretching from my left hip twisting up my back. I had a beautiful pink lilly design wrapped around my thigh with black swirls. At the top of my back was a portrait tattoo of me and my eldest brother on his harley he was 21 and I was 10. I was sitting in front of him on the bike looking up with him with adoring eyes, oh how I love him and how much I miss him.

I was started out of my staring contest with myself by my other brother Alex 'Riley get your arse out of sodding bed and get to school your late'. Fuck! Just what I need late on my first day at a new school, It was January and absolutley bloody freezing, I was starting in the middle of the school year as a senior. I rushed through my shower, quickly straightened my hair and put on some khaki combats with my studded belt and a black tank top. I grabbed my favourite Bullet for My Valentine hoddie and quickly outlined my eyes with thick eyeliner and midnight blue eyeshaddow and some mascarra and I was done.

I didn't have time for breakfast so I quickly rushed to my car and drove the short drive to my new school. I was nervous. I decided to distract myself by turning up Metallica -For whom the bell tolls-full blast...oh crap nearly there. I put the real me to the back of my mind and forced the hard arse to the forefront.Oh bugger Im shitting myself really. This is gonna be fun....or so I keep telling myself.

So thats my first chapter. Im really nervous..if your reading this then I decided not to be a chicken and publish it. Comments welcome, dont be a dick tho...Sometimes wattpad is brutal, if you dont like what I write then don't read but if you do then...time for my happy dance.