Serial Killer (Ricky Horror)

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Emmett's POV

A month later

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"Baby, you ready?" Vinny asked. I nodded. We're going to a barbeque over at Ryan and his girlfriend's house.

Apparently during spring and summer, a barbeque is a pre-tour thing, for the night before tour. And it's Ryan's turn for the barbeque.

"If you feel unwelcomed, I'll be nearby" he said as we walked out to his car.

Vinny and I made up a couple weeks ago, he trusts me more now.

Ricky and I haven't talked since the day Vinny turned off my phone and then turned it back on.

We got into his car. He started it and pulled out of the parking lot.

I hope I don't get the cold shoulder or get yelled at.

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We got to Ryan's house. I could smell food on the grill and hear people talking. Vinny parked and we got out of the car. We walked to the front door and rang the doorbell.

A few seconds later, a girl that I'm assuming is Ryan's girlfriend answered the door.

"Hi Vinny! Hi... Uh..." She greeted, not knowing my name.

"Emmett" I said.

"Hi Emmett, I'm Allie, I've heard a lot about you from the guys" she said. Oh god. She hates me already. God, if you exist, please help me.

She let us in and lead (led? Lead? Idfk anymore) us to the backyard. Vinny went off to Chris, Ghost and Balz. I walked over to Ricky, who was standing alone.

"Hey Ricky" I said.

"Hi Emm" he said, calling me by the old nickname that he gave me when we got to the point where we were 'friends' when I kidnapped him.

"How's life?" I asked.

"I'm alive and healthy aren't I?" He asked.

"I'm not sure about the healthy part, but yeah, you're alive" I told him.

"Thanks smartass, I see that you're still with Vinny?" He asked.

"Yeah. We made up a couple weeks ago" I told him. He didn't seem too happy about Vinny and I still dating.

"That's... Good..." He said, pretending to be happy for me.

"Ricky, you don't have to pretent to be happy for me, I know that you don't like Vinny and I together" I told him.

"Fine. I don't like you two together. I really wanted us together" he said.

"You had your chance Ricky, we could've made things work while I was in the mental hospital, but you made no effort to see me or call me" I told him.

"I know Emmett, I'm sorry, I just want you to forgive me" he said.

"I do forgive you Ricky, I just don't trust you, not that I really trusted you in the first place" I said.

"It sucks to love someone you can't have Emmett" he said.

"Love?" I asked.

"Yes Emmett, I fucking love you, I have since I dropped you off at the mental hospital, I did all I could to get my mind off of you, that's why I got a girlfriend, but that still didn't work" he said. I want to kiss him but I can't, I just got Vinny to trust me again.

"I-I love you too" I said. Do I love him? I feel like I do, but do I know what love is? I don't fucking know anymore.

"You do?" He asked.

"Y-yes" I said. I don't know if I do or not... I'm pretty sure I do...

"I really want to kiss you Emm, but we can't" he said.

"I'm sorry" I said.

"I have a solution" he said. I raised a brow.

"Vinny is a lightweight when it comes to drinking, so he'll be drunk soon enough, so let's go inside and kiss... Nobody will know" he said. I can't turn him down, I just told him that I love him.

"Okay" I said. He grabbed my hand and lead (I'm sorry if it's grammatically incorrect) inside. We walked down a hallway and into a bedroom.

He shut and locked the door behind us. We sat down on the bed. He pulled me into his lap and pressed his lips against mine. It felt so right but so wrong. I was betraying Vinny but I was making Ricky happy.

Our lips moved in sync as I ran my fingers through his hair, his hands were placed in the small of back.

He glided his tongue across my bottom lip, I opened my mouth and he slid his tongue in.

The kiss got heated quickly and he pinned me down to the bed. He began leaving kisses on my neck and collarbone, until he found a spot that made me moan. He sucked on it, giving me a hickey.

He released my arms and began to play with his belt, he eventually got it undone and he slid his jeans and boxers off. Part of me wanted him to stop because I don't have the desire for sex and I don't want to betray Vinny but another part of me wanted this. I guess it's too late to not betray Vinny.

Ricky slid down my jeans and panties and I think you guys know what happens from there.

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"Oh god I fucked up" I said.

"What do you mean?" Ricky asked as we put on our pants.

"I'm dating Vinny, Ricky! I betrayed him!" I said.

"It's okay Emm, we don't have to tell him" he said. I nodded as we walked out. I'm wasn't a virgin before Ricky and I had sex, because Vinny and I did it the night we made up, despite the part of me that didn't want sex, and I was technically not a virgin when Vinny and I fucked because I was raped a year ago.

I feel like a giant whore.

Ricky and I walked out to the backyard. It was getting dark outside.

Ricky and I went our separate ways. I walked over to my boyfriend.

"Heeeey..." Vinny slurred.

"Hey Vinny" I said.

"Where were you?" He asked.

"I had a long talk with Ricky, we decided to let bygones be bygones" I told him.

"Oh okay, I think we should go home, I leave for tour tomorrow morning" he said. I nodded and took the keys from him.

We said bye to everybody and left.

A huge amount of regret and guilt is sitting on my shoulders.