Serial Killer (Ricky Horror)

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Emmett's POV

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Allie and I sat talking, waiting for Ricky.

Eventually, the doorbell rang and Ryan and Allie's cats hid for cover.

Allie got up and answered the door.

"Hey Rickster!" Allie greeted at the door as she let Ricky in.

"Hey Allie, how come you asked me to come over?" Ricky asked.

"Because, you need to talk to Emmett" she said. He turned ghostly white like he did at lunch.

"Why? I'm gonna leave her alone because it's obvious that she's gonna stay with Vinny" he said.

"Just go talk to her, she's in the living room" she said, walking down the hallway to her and Ryan's room, I'm guessing to give Ricky and I privacy.

"Why do you need to talk to me?" He asked, annoyed as he sat on the other side of the couch.

"Look, it's probably yours" I told him.

"How would you know?" He asked.

"Because I'm eighteen weeks along, and eighteen weeks ago is when you and I had sex, and Vinny said he used a condom" I said.

"Condoms can always break" he said, trying to deny that it's his.

"Ricky, the last time Vinny and I had sex was a couple weeks before we did, which means I'd be twenty or twenty-one weeks along if I were pregnant with Vinny's child" I said.

"I'm not at a point in my life right now where I can be a father Emmett" he said.

"Like I am? Richard, I'm only nineteen, while you're twenty-seven (remember that it's 2016 in the story)!" I said.

"A kid will only ruin my career!" He said.

"You don't have to worry about that because I'm putting it up for adoption!" I said.

"What?! Why?!" He asked.

"Because I can barely take care of myself, what makes anybody think that I'm fit to be a mother?" I asked.

"You'll figure it out" he said.

"You don't get it do you Richard?" I asked.

"Get what?" He asked.

"I'M DON'T WANT KIDS, I'M NOT OLD ENOUGH TO BE A MOTHER, AND I CAN'T DO ANY OF IT ON MY OWN!" I screamed.

"Calm down!" He said.

"Don't fucking tell me to calm down!" I said.

"You're not even giving the kid a chance to know its mom" he said.

"I want it to have a good childhood and have all the attention and loving it needs. I'm not changing my mind." I said.

"Whatever, bye" he said, getting up from the couch. He walked out the door.

I feel like I'm truly alone now.

The baby's father doesn't care, but is oddly against my decision to put it up for adoption.

My boyfriend broke up with me and kicked me out.

My grandparents are gone.

My daddy is gone.

My mom is cold hearted murderer that's in prison.

My only true friend is Allie.

I know I have my best friend but I still feel lonely.

The rest of this pregnancy is going to be rough...