Smittenly Ever After

Mornings with you

Chase POV

I just don't understand why everyone was still mad at Dillion when I forgave him,  I just wish everything would go back to the way it was, when everyone was happy including me. 

"babe, are you up?" Dillion asked lightly tapping me, "hmmm, I am now" I yawned out, I didn't even realize I fell asleep on the couch. "lets go to bed baby, sleeping on the couch might hurt the baby" he voiced his concerns which in turn caused me to smile "the baby would be fine babe, the doctor said its just the size of a golf ball now", "I still don't want you sleeping on the couch, its uncomfortable, trust me I know" Dillion spoke rolling his eyes, I giggled at his antics and said "hey you deserved that for what you did", we both chuckled as we finally got to our room and did our night routine

We Carefully snuggling under the covers and dillion pulled me to his chest and placed his face in my neck and inhaled "you always smell so good,  no matter what",  I snickered "okay,  and?  Don't be jealous because I take regular showers unlike someone I know",  Dillion ignored my slight remark and got silent after a while but I could tell he was still awake because his grip on me never broke free.

"Don't beat yourself up because of what my sister said baby, I forgive you and that's all that matters" I whispered to him "I know baby,  but I haven't forgiven myself,  you and my child are the most important thing in my life right now and you're the best thing that ever happened to me and I should have never hurt you like that" Dillion confessed, "I admit I was hurt yes,  but I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you growing our family, baby I know you're sorry and I know you'll never hurt me like that again,  so stop beating yourself up about it" I told him,  "I don't deserve you" he said as he pulled me closer "I can't believe we're having a baby" he spoke again excitedly,  "I,  Dillion Hudson,  am becoming a father, that feels so weird to say,  I'm surprised this is the first you're getting pregnant, to the way we go at it" he said cheekily and I gave his hand a slap "listen, don't even start talking about sex because you know how you get and I'm too tired right now baby" Dillion pulled back looking at me astonished "you make me out to be some sex crazed fiend", I looked at him with a bored expression on my face and simply told him "because you are", "whatever, I don't care, you made me this way, stop giving it to me so spectacularly then and you wouldn't have a problem" Dillion replied, "yeah? well I'll keep that in mind, now stop talking my baby and I are tired", Dillion automatically brought his hand to my stomach and start rubbing circles on it, I don't even know when I fell asleep.

The Next Morning.......

I woke up to the smell of eggs being made, I quickly got out of bed and made my way to the bathroom to puke my guts out. I hate this morning sickness crap, after I was done I did my morning routine  and made my way downstairs to see what my husband was making. Upon reaching the kitchen I covered my nose and spoke "good morning", "morning love" dillion replied turning to kiss me but I backed away and he gave me a confused look "I don't like the smell of eggs anymore and I knew you ate some so don't kiss me yet" realization finally dawned on him "ohhhh, my baby doesn't like eggs, are you sure that's my kid because we both love eggs" dillion replied but I only shrugged him off and got serious, "are you nervous about your surgery" I asked and the smile he once had was now completely gone and I kind of felt bad now for ruining his once chirpy mood.

"of course I'm nervous, I'm just glad I don't have to go through this alone and I can finally talk to you about it now" he left what he was doing and took me in his arms and held me there, "you're the only thing keeping me in high spirits so don't break down on me now ok. be strong for me" he spoke as tears were stinging my eyes, I nodded my head agreeing with him, he pulled back and took my face in his hands and looked me in my eyes "I love you baby, and I promise I'll be around to watch our kids grow up", I pulled away from him and turned my back to him "you cant promise me that", I sort of yelled, I was getting worked up, "hey, calm down you know that's not good for the baby", when he said that I started full on sobbing and he rushed over to me, "baby, I'm sorry, please don't cry", I looked at him "I just wish everything was okay, I wish you were healthy and I wish we could be celebrating our pregnancy", "but I am celebrating it baby, you've made me one of the happiest man alive, I love you even more now that you're carrying my child, is that even humanly possible, to love you more than I already have" he spoke looking directly in my eyes and his words calmed me, I don't know what I would do if I didn't have this man in my life I cannot even imagine life without him and I don't remember my life before him.

I finally calmed down and reveled in the fact that I had such an amazing husband, I know we're gonna get through this and we're gonna do it together, "you're gonna burn the breakfast" I said after I realized he was away from the stove for so long, "I turned it off baby, I'm finished all I have to do is make you a plate" , I walked out of his arms and took a seat at the island, he handed me my plate and we ate and talked until we were finished and I was helping him clean up.

"I love this" I thought out loud, "you love what baby" he asked me, I looked at him and smiled "mornings with you", he gave me a small peck on my lips with a smile on his face also and continued washing the dishes.

I knew then that everything was going to be fine once we have each other to lean on.