Smittenly Ever After

I Ruined My Family

Dillion was true to his words because a day after him and chase got home he made an appointment with their personal doctor and the appointment was in two days. Dillion was stressed out because he really wanted to know what was wrong with chase.

He was pulled from his thoughts hearing the sound of his husband heaving in the bathroom. He rushed from the bed and went to his side and rubbed chase's back "I'm taking you to the hospital right now, get dressed" he demanded. Chase flew up instantly "no dillion, I'm fine now" he turned and went to the sink to brush his teeth.

"Don't tell me you're fine chase when you were just puking your guts out" dillion yelled, he was getting infuriated because his husband could be so stubborn which he found sexy sometimes but now is not one of those times. "Don't fucking yell at me ok, I'm not a child" chase shouted back "You know what, get out" chase pushed him from the bathroom and slammed the door in his face.

Dillion was so shocked he couldn't even react to chase pushing him out the bathroom. He punched the door and walked away. Chase flinched when he heard dillion punched the door and placed his face in his hands and slid down the door crying. Why was all this happening to him? He didn't like arguing with dillion and they hardly ever did, even so, it was usually petty stuff that would be forgotten by the next hour. This constant arguing was taking a toll on him, he hated it.

After locking himself in the bathroom for about an hour he decided it was time to finally come out. When he opened the door dillion was no where in sight, so he walked downstairs to find him.

'Dillion' he called out but got no answer. He saw no signs of his husband and he began to worry. With shaking hands he pulled his phone from his pocket and dialed dillion's number, it rang for a while before it was sent to his voicemail.

It was now two in the morning and dillion still hadn't come home. Chase was still in the living room waiting up for him contemplating calling dillions parents to ask if he was over there. He decided against it and dialed his husband's number one last time before he would call mark. The phone went to voicemail again so chase left another message "baby, where are you?please come home, I'm so sorry" chase's voice cracked at the end and he hung up and started crying when he suddenly heard keys rattling and the front door being pushed open.

He flew from the couch "where have you been, i have been calling you all night" he anxiously asked his husband, who blatantly ignored him. Dillion walked pass chase and went in the kitchen as if he didn't existed and chase was hurt by that. He followed behind his husband "dillion this is not us, we don't ignore each other's calls and we don't leave during an argument" chase cried, dillion looked at his husband and it seemed like forever to chase as he waited on his husband to say something "We also don't push each other away chase and that's all you have been doing since we got back from the island" dillion spoke tiredly "You're sick baby,, and all I wanna do is make sure you're gonna be ok and you won't allow me to do that! Why" he demanded.

Chase just stood with his head down not saying anything. This was his chance, now was his chance to tell dillion about the pills and his suspicion as to why he was getting nauseous all the time but he couldn't, the words couldn't come out, he was scared.

"Chase I swear on all that I love, that if you don't talk to me I'm walking out that door and I'm gonna stay with my parents for a month" dillion got fed up, he wasn't really going to leave his husband when he knew their might be something wrong with him but he knew exactly what to say to get chase to talk. When chase heard that he immediately looked up into his husbands eyes pleadingly.

Dillion pretended he was going to walk away and chase ran around the kitchen counter and held onto him "no baby, please, don't go, I'll talk to you just please don't go, don't leave me" he sobbed, at this point dillion realised he took things a bit too far by threatening to leave his husband. He turned around and pulled the sobbing man into a tight embrace "I'm sorry baby, I'll talk to you just don't leave" chase kept saying. Dillion slightly pulled away with chase still in his arms and wiped the younger man's tears and held his face in his hands "honey, look at me" he spoke softly to chase who hesitantly looked at him "nothing you say or do right now could possibly make me leave you,  just talk to me" dillion assure him.

Chase felt more relief after hearing that so he just said fuck it.
"I think I might be p..pregnant" he spoke with so much tenderness. Dillion was shocked beyond belief. How could this happen when chase was on birth control? he thought, He paid alot of money for it because it was guaranteed to prevent pregnancy. "H..h..how?" He stuttered out. Chase pulled from his arms and glared at him "What do you mean how? We fucked dillion! Remember! You came in me, told me how you love how your cum dripped from my ass, That's how babies are created" chase spoke raising his voice a bit.

Dillion didn't want his husband getting upset again and creating another huge argument, he was tired of fighting. "That's not what i meant baby, I know how babies are made, I just meant how are you pregnant when you're on birth control" he finally explained causing chase to calm down a bit. " the morning after we left your parents house and had unprotected makeup sex, I realised I forgot to take one of my pills, but I took it immediately and i also took a morning after pill, but I don't think they worked" he said with his head hung low.

The silence was deafening throughout the entire house as dillion tried to process this new information. He didn't realise they had just been standing there until chase's voice broke him out of his trance "do you not want it" his husband asked and dillion could hear the hurt in his beloved voice. He couldn't hurt him like that, he'd never hurt him like that, he was caught up in his thoughts so chase spoke again "is it really that bad to have a baby with me?" Chase asked brokenly "dillion if you don't want this baby,  that means you don't want me and that within itself tells you where our marriage lies" those words felt like  venom as they left chase's mouth, his heart literally broke at the thought of having to leave dillion, but he knew that's what he would have to do if dillion didn't want the baby.

Dillions ears perked up when he heard chase implying to leave him so he walked towards him and took his hand with his wedding band on his finger and looked into his husbands eyes "I want our baby, more than anything in this world, I know i was against it in the beginning but it's here now and we can't change that" he brought chase's hand to his lips and kissed his wedding band "I don't want to lose you, before we got married I had promised to love and cherish you for as long as we live and I intend on doing that" he pulled his now crying husband to him and kissed the top of his head "I love you,  and I will love our little bundle of joy even more" he murmurred in chase's hair.

Chase just clung to his husband for dear life as he was overflowing with this newfound happiness. He pulled back and dillion kissed his lips so soft and sweetly as though if he kissed him any harder he would break. Chase smiled at his husband and held his face in his hand "I love you dillion, I love you so much and I'm so happy that a part of you might be growing inside of me" he whispered to his husband who smiled genuinely at him.

Chase went to bed that night anticipating his doctors visit which would confirm his pregnancy.

Dillion On the other hand layed wide awake stroking his husbands hair and staring at him longingly. "What am I gonna do now " he whispered and turned over on his back, laying flat.

I have to tell him, he thought... but I might lose him and he might be pregnant, I don't wanna stress him because that would be bad for the baby. He let out a loud sigh as a single tear fell from his eye.

"I ruined my family" he spoke before falling asleep.