Warning, in this chapter, are mentions of death threats, loss of a pet, loss of a loved one, body image issues, online harassment along with mentions of anxiety and homesickness; so please remember that if any of these make you uncomfortable you are free to skip it. I will leave a warning for each of those. Remember you are not alone and you are amazing! Love you and please enjoy! <3
Jin:
WARNING: Mentions of loss of a pet
Since Jin is the eldest of the group, he usually takes it upon himself to be strong for all the members, meaning that he tries not to show when he is upset or unhappy. He tries his level best to keep his emotions at bay, but sometimes, it gets too much for him. Kira is one of the only people he trusts to go to when he is upset or on the verge of a mental breakdown; and here is a reason why.
A few years back, Jin had gotten the news that his beloved dog, Jjangu had passed away after being in his family for over 12 years. Jin was devastated to the point where he had even lost his will to eat. All the members were worried for their Hyung, but none of them really knew how to approach the situation without making it worse. That is when Kira came in.
It had been a week since his dog's death, so Kira was starting to get worried when Jin wouldn't even step foot out of his bedroom. Kira decided to visit him that night to check up on him without any of the others disrupting them.
Once everyone had gone to sleep, Kira' waited until the clock struck 12 before snaking over to her Oppa's door. "Jinnie Oppa?" She whispered as she quietly knocked on his door, praying that he would answer. When nobody responded Kira sighed before slightly opening his door. Once she stepped into the dark-looking room, she made her way over to the bundle of blankets that were on the bed who she assumed was Jin. She sat next to the lump under the covers, sighing deeply.
"Oppa, can you please show me your handsome face. I miss it so much~" Kira whispered, rubbing his back soothingly as he shook under the covers. Kira pouted, slowly peeling the covers over his shaking form to see her loving Oppa, tears streaming down his puffy cheeks as his red eyes stared up rather. Kira gasped, collecting him in her arms as she softly cooed into his ear, soothing him.
Jin hiccuped as he sobbed, trying his best to form a coherent sentence, but nothing was working. Kira softly shushed him, snuggling with him under the covers as she slowly hummed a lullaby, soothing the sobbing boy in her arms.
"Oh Oppa, I can never understand just how much pain you are going through; but I may have an idea. I remember how heartbroken I was when I lost Nola. I was heartbroken since she had also been in my family for a long time. I have no idea how you feel but I do know that you must feel like crap, I know I did. but please... don't shut us out Oppa, we all love you very much..." She smiled softly at him, kissing his forehead softly as she continued to console the poor boy.
"T-Thank you Kira-ah, you have been so kind to me Naekkeo..." Jin trailed off, snuggling into her embrace as he slowly drifted off into sleep. Kira smiled down at her beloved Oppa, kissing his nose and cheeks before responded. 'Always Oppa... I will always be there for you no matter what...." Kira whispered, snuggling with him into the bed as they finally got a good nights rest.
After that incident, Jin realised just how much everyone was there for him through any problem. He soon came back out of his shell, moving on with his life, even though the memory of his beloved dog lives on in his heart. Kira continued to be by his side, along with the other members, and he couldn't be more thankful.
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