Luke's P.O.V.
I know I tell Ashton to stop cutting because it's not good for him and it doesn't help the pain. Whenever I tell him that he says 'I know, I'll stop.' he always says that but what he doesn't know is that I cut to. I've been cutting for a while now, over two years to be exact. I don't even remember why I started but all I know is that I can't end it. It has come to the point where I might be addicted. This is why I never take my shirt off or change in front of the guys, I don't want them seeing my cuts.
I haven't done it in a while though but that's only because I'm never alone, so I'm two weeks clean until now. Everyone is gone, Michael is at his parents, Ashton is out with Annabelle and Calum is at work.I'm Alone Without Anyone By My Side, so might as well take the chance and do it right now.
I sigh and get up from my bed to get my blade. I open my top drawer and grab the small box I keep it in, I have two blades, some old notes and one random photo of me and the other guys in the box. I take one of the blades and sit back down on my bed. I take my shirt off and press the blade down on my left hip before sliding it across the skin. I do to more cuts around the same area before putting my shirt back on. I wash the blade then put it away. My cuts aren't that deep so they're barely bleeding but it's enough for some relief, which is all I needed. I sigh and lay down on my bed, letting sleep come over, even if it's just halfway through the day.
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