Luke's P.O.V.
(Three Months Later)
"Luke can you please just stop already!" Ashton yells.
"How?! I can't just stop loving you right away!!!" I yell back.
"I hate you! I never even liked you, the only reason I kissed you and told you all those things was to make you feel better because I know you cut and you deserve every single cut. You're nothing but a worthless fag!"
"Ashton..." I look down as I begin to tear up.
"Luke.. I'm sorry I didn-"
"Save it. I don't need you're pity! Go ahead and leave,, you don't like me anyways. I'm sorry for being gay and I'm sorry for ever loving you." I say before going to my room and sliding down against the door as I let my tears fall. All those words he said to me made me die a little bit inside. I guess now since I know the truth I should just kill myself. He says sorry but sorry doesn't take back what he said. I get up and go to my draw taking out the bottle of pain killers I have and the letter I wrote just in case...
Ashton's P.O.V.
"I hate you! I never even liked you, the only reason I kissed you and told you all those things was to make you feel better because I know you cut and you deserve every single cut. You're nothing but a worthless fag!" I say, instantly regretting it.
"Ashton..." He says as he looks down.
"Luke.. I'm sorry I didn-" I try to say but he interrupts.
"Save it. I don't need you're pity! Go ahead and leave,, you don't like me anyways. I'm sorry for being gay and I'm sorry for ever loving you." He says before running off to his room.
I sit down on the couch and wipe the tears that are starting to form in my eyes.
"I can't believe I said that to him" I mumble to myself. I bring my knees to my chest as I begin to cry. "I love him sooo much, I know that. I just don't want to admit it. I made up the biggest lie I ever could and now I just feel like crap!" I cry and begin to tug at the ends of my hair.
"Why did I do that? I just hurt the person I love the most." I sob. I get up off the couch and rush out the door, quickly going to my apartment. I open my door and go to my restroom, trying to find my razor blade. I open the cabinet under the sink and grab the bottle of shampoo, I take off the tape that's protecting my blade on the bottom of the bottle. I take the blade in my hand and laugh lightly.
"It's been a while..." I sigh and press it down on my left wrist, I slide it against my skin and smirk. I make another cut, even deeper.
"I deserve this." I whisper and slide the blade across my wrist. I wince and drop the blade as I feel my vein pop. Soon the blood starts to gush.
"I'm so sorry Luke!" I cry out. I grab a towel that's my the sink and put it over the deep cut, only for the blood to seep through the towel. I cry harder until I fall asleep or so I think...
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