warnings ~ Angst, mentions of death, interpretations of suicide
[NAME] needed a break, from school, from their life, and from everything. Everything was pilling on them and they couldn't handle it.
So they walked towards their favourite place.
It was dark and the street light illuminated the side walk. It was empty but the few odd cars driving by, lighting the street then leaving it dark again.
They looked down and smiled, knowing they would probably see him again.
The arcade, the place where they could be themself again without anyone knowing them. They walked into the arcades scanning their card to enter without trouble as this was a repeated occurrence.
They smiled and waved at the workers as they remember them as a regular.
[NAME] walked around until they saw him, Kozume Kenma, the boy, who they knew nothing about but enjoyed his presence, the boy who seemed so calm and chill like he had no care into the world, and also the boy they fell in love with.
They would always come just to see him, they would always see who could get the highest in laser tag but they never won once.
[NAME] would always feel peace just seeing him there and wished he felt the same way.
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Kenma turned his head around to see the one person he enjoys seeing, even in a world as tiring as this. He turned back to his game smiling to himself as he was just enjoying their presence just being around him.
He always wanted to speak to them or actually play a game with them and not against them but he was always to nervous telling himself 'next time I will'
Just by enjoying each other presences their days felt better.
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Today was the same like usual for [NAME] wanting to leave this world and escape reality but only staying because they would be able to see him again.
As they entered it felt odd as she didn't see him, they walked around his usual spots to find him but he still wasn't there.
They decided to leave and come back the next, Friday.
Weeks went by of them entering to find he was not here.
4 weeks later they came and asked around if anyone heard anything about Kenma as they were slowly losing their motivation without him.
"um.. have you heard anything about Kenma?"
"Wait you don't know? He's in the hospital we are not sure why, its quite private,"
They thanked the women and walked back home dragging herself back to their reality knowing they wouldn't be able to escape if Kenma wouldn't return back soon.
their motivation leaving them more and more.
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Returning back to the arcade, He entered expecting to see them waiting for him.
He realized he couldn't deal with being away from them and wanted to start a conversation even if he was nervous.
He walked around to the areas they would normally be at and couldn't find them.
He asked around and most people said they haven't seen them around for a while.
He gave up asking and went to sit on one of the table to rest since that was the most socializing he's done in a while.
He sat minding his business until he heard a familiar name being said.
"Wait, what happened to [NAME]"
"Sadly they left this world ... i just hope they are in a better place"
It was like time stopped. The world was quiet in Kenma's ears.
His mind was blank not believing whats going on.
If only he had looked for them sooner.
If only he spoke to them sooner.
If only he confessed to them sooner.
If only he realized they were the only reaason keeping him alive too
and if only they had played their last game together.
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authors note ~
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