The diary of a timelord

Become

       As time goes on I realize that a lot of what I've learned and seen over the years it makes sense. It's always impossible but it keeps showing up. Each time I think it's just a fantasy something else new occurs and throws everything into the air. What I've learned is things are not normal in this universe. Nothing is ever normal. Our brains are so powerful that even the smartest people on earth can't crack its workings. Unexplainable things happen in this world to everyone. All the time. There's not a second out there that someone isn't experiencing something extraordinary or strange.
      Me? I'm nobody. I'm just a girl living in a small town that got thrown into it all. The universe opened up its doors so I could see the amazing in the ordinary of this plane of existence. They say everyone has a purpose, a destiny and as time goes you reach your purpose and destiny. Time is a funny thing. What seems like yesterday  could really be in reality years and years and years. Time isn't straight at all. Like the doctor explained it, a big ball of wibbly wobby timey wimey stuff.
       For someone who remembers every detail from when I was a small child no more than 7-10 years old. It's odd. Because the events in the past have shaped my present and even showed my future. Things happened behind the scenes of my life I never knew. People watching me, creatures from other worlds stalking me, and governments taking me for what they saw. In my eyes I was just an ordinary girl. Why wouldn't I be? My parents said it, my friends did, even I said it. These events always happened around me not to me. Right? It was all just a coincidence?
       I was just an ordinary girl. Until I realized I wasn't and then everyone kept trying to tell me otherwise. I'd eliminated the impossible, put together all the evidence. There's no explanation to what occurs to me , Not around me. If no one was going to give me answers and deny me what evidence was directly in front of my eyes I was going to prove it and find my own answers. But I had no where to go, no one to turn to, no where to look for answers. I knew about telepathy, telikensis, mind reading, time travel, time workings, ghosts, energy beings, dimensional energy and so much more. What I knew it was complex. It was detailed and difficult to even explain to someone who wouldn't know what I'm talking about.
          One day this information just popped in my head and I knew it. All of it. But could it compare to humanity's knowledge? The oblivious simple nature of people of this world no. All this knowledge well it was beyond earth's knowledge. I couldn't be taught this stuff, I couldn't of suddenly had all this knowledge. Mathematicians, scientists artists, anyone of any skills have to be taught these things, vigorously practice in study and comprehension.
           Every time something weird happened I could explain the mechanics of every aspect of the reality and how it's affected in the moment. I'm not an ordinary girl. Nor am I experiencing all these things as just a coincidence. All things happen for a reason. I know it does I've seen it. Even pain has a reason.

         I had a member of my team who I trusted. Someone who knew all the impossible things that had happened. She was and felt first hand the Wierd and the strange of the universe and was there. She knew of the secret war, she knew I  wasn't the only one experiencing these things. We grew in friendship,fought monsters together,figured out complex circumstances together. Then in the end she gave up. She betrayed me like my old team did. She said to me she'd never betray me, call me crazy, and do the same as the scars from long ago from my old team. However, it happened. A beautiful friendship failed to be mended and she left me to my own.
       Perhaps I was always on my own. How could I expect others to understand the complexity of the workings of my mind every second of every day? The fear of uncertainty when I can't possibly run away from the impossible that has became a constant occurrence in my life. The powers that I've gained and the unpredictably of what happens with it. The knowledge of the wonders and the dangers of this universe. The hidden life I remember but can't get back to.
         I tried to please this friend of mine. I attempted to please her. To aid me in these battles. It didn't work. I was a fool for trusting someone who never saw me for anything but an escape when everything her and I did together. It was real. I could run as fast as I could from it, but I would always inevitably follow me. It wasn't the circumstances it was me. I was always the reason these things occurred. Just an ordinary girl. Or so I thought.
  
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       Everyone has a purpose. Sometimes it may seem not that spectacular or great. It may not even be like me with powers and an alien life. But it is still beautiful and amazing and important. The most ordinary of people could possibly be the most important ones in history. You just never know. For me. I'm a nobody. A ordinary girl living her life in a small town watching the stars and enjoying the wonders of the universe. I still don't know all the answers. No one ever should. It's the journey that's important.
      When I was a kid I saw a bright big blue light. It knew me. I knew it. It changed everything. It shined into my soul and awakened who I truly was inside. Wether that's a timelord, an alien, a gifted human. I don't know, all I know is what I know, what I've seen and what I've felt. My memories tell me of an alien life and the knowledge matches it. You can't really change who you are. You'll always be that person deep down. You may change slightly, your personality, your looks your voice but your true soul is always there. Truth is in the soul.

       Be true to yourself. You never know what's awaiting you out in the universe. Don't think. Become.