The diary of a timelord

My orign, finding out who i was

When I got fob watched it was a bad, chaotic day even to this day I'm not sure fully what happened. Mostly due to the memory loss I suffered from it. When the dalek shot me as we were preparing to hide as humans I started to regenerate, then the Doctor brought me into his tardis and used it to shrink me down to a baby and I was put into a new family as a human and after just regenerating. Regeneration has side effects and one of the big ones is memory loss;amnesia. I didn't know who I was, what I was. I just from that day on grew up a human. A child living a normal life on earth. But not all things that are lost won't ever be found again. And if it can be remembered it can come back.

I didn't remember who I was. However the Doctor did, and he knew even as a human the enemies would still be after me. They just couldn't find me for a while. I grew up on earth for 14 years. I had a brilliant childhood, my human family was fun and caring and kind. I was a strange child, strange but fun. I would run around on the floor acting like a cat after one of my favorite books as a child. "Warrior cats" I've always been a cat person after reading those books but things aren't always what they seem. Things happened that I couldn't explain, I probably always had them but I didn't discover what they meant till later.

Living a Normal life I had fun, had lots of friends but also got lonely, and depressed and I never knew why. Little did I know my whole life was a mystery and I was more extraordinary that I had ever thought, and the universe was so much more amazing than I had ever thought. I don't remember the exact day or age I was but it must of been sometime during the school year in elementary school, I was in third grade at the time. I have a bad memory but I remember this experience clearly.

It was 10:00 at night. I woke up from trying to sleep hearing a noise. I opened my curtains and saw a bright blue light shinning not but a few feet from my window. It was going around in an horizontal pattern and that was all it did. I sat down and watched it. I had never seen anything like it. But then again when I observed this light I wasn't afraid of it and the sense I got off of it, was like a child's lullaby, a warm familiarity that I hadn't expected to feel from anything that being the first time I saw it. It circled around for at least 45 minutes. Then I had started to get tired of starting out my window and uncomfortable from it. I was thinking the thought "I should go to bed" then just as I had mustered that thought the light seemed to get the message and it broke off of its formation and took off into the sky in a box like pattern, exactly like a pattern I would soon see in the future.

I knew about that day not being a dream because I had wrote about it in third grade. I was amazed by this extraordinary event but I didn't understand it, I started my search to find out this mystery and find out not the mystery but in searching for it discovering that I myself was the mystery needing to be solved.

Not but a few years after this around age 15 I started piecing together the puzzles, eliminating the impossible and what remained I discovered. I started noticing that things about me wasn't normal. I seemed normal but there were many things that didn't add up. When I was in high school I seemed to have physic abilities, specifically mindreading and sensing things. It happened subconsciously so I didn't always notice it. But one day I did. I normally space out in class and don't listen to what teachers or people talk about. It was something I developed when I started reading books in class I could seemingly turn off my hearing to things I wasn't focused on. This started to happen when I was spacing out as well as reading books. Once in class I wasn't paying attention at all to what the teacher was saying. We were in biology class they were playing a game. I didn't much care for it, so I turned off my hearing. But somehow I was still able to know what they were saying. I heard the specifics the teacher was picking a number between 1 and 10. Being spaced out as I was I wasn't paying attention, but as I was spaced out. I heard a number pop into my head. Nine. I thought why not I'd go for it and I just blurted it out. With out even trying it was the exact number that my teacher was thinking. One of my classmates on my team patted me on the back joking about me being able to read minds, basically being physic but what if that's exactly what had happened? In fact it was.