You bring color back to my World

Chapter 26 Yami's POV

I got into the room and my heart is like pounding like crazy.  I wonder if he feels it too, but then remembering him smirking at me totally pissed me off.

" Am I inlove with him? Or there's just something wrong with me?  " I said spacing out.

" With who Mie san? " Shino kun said appears at the door.

" H-how long have you been there?" I asked being embarrassed.

" Well , after you said you're going here . I followed you" he said.

I really wonder if he saw me being down again . would he stay again?
I never really known him well ,but I still want to every part of him.

" What's wrong Mei san?" He asked

" Uh oh nothing really" I said.

" I see so who we're you talking  about back then?" He asked.

" N-nothing you k-knox what we should just go " I said pushing him out the art room.

After that we walked by the seashore.

" Say Mie san , Do you like me? " he asked

I stopped walking and looked at him and he turned around.

" I-" I said don't know what to say.

" Of course ,I'm teasing you again  dumb dumb." he said smiling at me.

" Cut it out already !!! Geez!" I said .

Whenever I'm with him before . I feel relief that he's around , but now I feel like my heart and mind is full of him.

" Say Mei san ... After graduation I have to go to another country, what do you think? " He asked.

My chest feel so tight.  I want to cry, but not in front of him . I feel the emptiness is covering me deeper than before. I'm falling apart again .

It hurts to know that in a long time you felt complete, but then be left by the one who completed you.

" Mei san? Is something wrong?" He asked looking at me.

I can't say a word . because I'm scared I might get it wrong. I'm scared he left me and never came back.

" Mie san , are you in fever again?" He asked leaning his forehead on mine.

"I-im fine !!" I said pushing him off me.

" I see is it about what I told you just now? Don't tell me you don't want me to leave don't you? " He asked

" N-No no...I support you in you're dreams" I said .

" Even I don't come back here at home? "He asked.

" Then it can't be help right?" I said laughing nervously.

I feel like I don't wanna talk about this, but I can't keep pretending everything never change. Running away from every tragic comes.

" Anyways Mei san I hope you be a famous painter and I'll stop calling it flying painting cause it's really free from the start" he said smiling.

" No .... if that's what you really think it was ? Then why do I feel like I'm in cage in my own mind! You don't understand it inside !! " I said confessing to him how I really feel.

" Then you're right.. cause you really need to ease you're mind. There's no reason to feel so up thigh." He said smiling.

" I thought you can understand how I feel .... I guess we're both different from the start." I said turning away from him. Leaving him behind.

When I got home. I go to my room and lock it up. Thinking what I said . I already know messed up . Everything is wrong .

I got dizzy and fainted. When I woke up . I saw Aunty Aki , Mom and dad . They look so worried about me.

I can see black and white again . I pretend that i was the person before.
I can tell they haven't noticed it too.

I go to my art room and there I locked it up.  So no one can notice me to paint. Then again it was a massacre. Everything is messed up from the start.

After the in the morning. I tried to pretend that I'm fine. I guess I can't fool Amiliaz chan. She asked me to go to the rooftop. There I meet her look like gazing at someone from a far.

" Mie senpai Is there something you bothering you? " She asked

I looked at what she was gazing from a far. I guess she really like Yugi to be happy without him knowing shes looking from behind.

" Amiliaz chan I have a question . If you're got a chance to tell him how you really feel would you take it or just stay like this?" I asked .

" Well, senpai if I take it after that I will still ask him to treat me the same way as now , but at least I told him. " She said smiling.

" I'm impressed that you noticed me pretending " I said smiling

" Mei senpai , I knew that you were pretending from the start . Either I'm still locked up in my own head . I want others to see me smiling .

Pretending everything is alright . Pretending everything stay way as they we're. I'm scared of everything changed so quickly. " She said smiling

Knowing that time never stopped. Change after change. I hugged akane san so thigh. I crying in her shoulder. 

After that Yako san and Minamoto san  was looking for us. As it's only going to be 2 last days. Time to say the first place in every actives this past 3 weeks and 3 days.

We got there and finally tomorrow is going to be a party . After that is the final camp fire. There's going to be a dance there.

I stand next to Shino kun . I can tell it's really awkward. Handing out the certificates. After that I tried to talk to him alone again.

" Umm... About yesterday I'm sorry for leaving you !!and ....there's something I wanna tell you too after our graduation." I said looking down.

" I'm sorry too to what I said ... So would you like to dance with me at the camp fire tomorrow." He said smiling at me .

"S-sure no p-problem"  I said smiling.