A/N: ahhhhh yeah I wrote this for my friend as a surprise because they miss taeil ♡ I hope you like it!
A million eyes all focused in one direction.
A million souls following the same path to success and happiness...the same order that repeats itself over and over until someone breaks the cycle.
I never could fit in with the process...I couldn't see the world the way everyone else did. The only future I saw...the only path I wanted to follow, it all led to one thing...person.
Him.
The one thing brighter than all the stars in the sky, my Moon.
His soft finger tips tracing soft delicate shapes onto my skim as we laid together within his silky sheets. The warm rays of sunlight pearing through the blinds as his perfect lips left soft kisses against my shoulder and the way his cologne ever so softly scented the air.
"Can't we stay like this forever?" His pleading eyes bored into my own, his soft puppy like expression. I would have stayed too if I had the choice. "Taeil...baby" I cooed as I gently caressed his face "you know I have to go....I...I can't be late" my calm voice became shakey as each word left my lips.
Taeil grasped my hands in his own, gently placing a short kiss against them as he looked deeply into my eyes.
"I know baby...just..et me know if anything happens, your not a burden to me...you never have been and I love you" his glossy eyes teared up as he placed more short kisses against my lips.
"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"With each kiss he expressed more of his love, with each touch I found myself unravelling my emotions until I felt a single tear run down my face. I wouldn't have noticed it wad there until taeil had wipes it away with he hand.
"Don't cry kitten" he said with another kiss, after he wrapped his strong arms around my small figure. Embracing me in his arms as if it would be the last time he would see me.
"I'm scared taeil....I don't want to go home, not to her" the tears began to flow more violently than before as I began to curl up within taeils grasp.
His embrace felt warm.
It felt safe...whereas at home I felt anything but safe, the way my mothers judgemental eyes would follow my every step. The way she expected so much from me all the time...yet she never told me good job, not for anything.
Taeil however, he was proud of me...he loved me."Baby...let me be your home" his voice echoed throughout his dull apartment.
He didn't have much but it was cozy and felt more like home than mine ever did.
"What?" The shock of what he just said didn't settle in as the question left my mouth, did he want me to move in? He was obviously the live of my life and what kept me going but I honestly didn't expect that from him.
"Move in with me...if you want to that is...come be somewhere, where I can love you all the time without worrying about when you have to leave to that....that...place" he stuttered the last few words as he tried to think of what to call my home...if you could even call it that.
"But won't I get in the way...what if you want space?" Worry and doubt began to fill my mind but I found myself with an empty head as taeil began to trace small circles against my exposed thigh.
His other hand gently grasping my waist as he leaned his head in the place a soft kiss against my jaw."Baby I could never want space from you...your like the sun to me...you shine brighter than you think and you help me truely shine" his embrace felt warmer than the sun outside.
As the light from the sun began to seep behind the horizon and dusk began to fall, I found myself still in the place of taeils arms as we cuddled together.
I knew if I stayed mother would get mad at me...I knew...so why is it so hard to leave?"Taeil..." my voice came out as barely a whisper as I rolled over in his arms. Now facing his beautiful face as he smiled down at me, a slight blush crossing both of our cheeks as we realised how close we really were.
"Y..yes kitten?" His voice was alittle squeakier than normal as his arms loosely draped across my waist.
"About earlier..." I began to trial on, thinking about what I would say.
"Mm" even the way he would hum in response would calm my nerves. Everything about him was so calming and sweet, I wasn't used to it...but with him it was like I'd known his love for a thousand years.
"I...I think your my home taeil" as the words left my lips a huge smile broke across his face.
"They say home is where th heart is....and kitten, you own my heart...your my home too" after he finished he placed a hard kiss against my forehead before placing a sweet yet passionate kiss to my lips.
"Without you...I don't know what path I would be on in life...baby you really are my home"
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Ordinal - NCT Oneshots
FanfictionThis book will be a collection of Neo Culture Technology (NCT) one-shots. Including all units <3 but maybe mostly dream because I love them way to much...as well as Way V~ Hope you enjoy this collection of stories and remember to stan Nct. Strea...