A/N: This one's written in a inner voice kind of perspective of y/n. So it refers to Jaemin as "you" a lot as y/n refers to Jaemin. I somewhat have writers block but I still think this one's cute... I hope you like it♡
Nothing quite beats the soft sound of rain beating against the windows as cars drive by. Grey clouds covering the sky as I lay here by myself....wishing you were mine.
If you were mine, I would spend every rainy day with you in my arms.
If you were mine, I'd never waist the bright sunny days.
If you were mine...
*ding*
The sharp panging sound of my doorbell echoed through my empty apartment. Everyone had gone out for the day to watch a movie in cinema, I however decided to stay home. You would be there...and I didn't want to risk the chance of making myself look like a fool once more.
After all these months you still can't let it go. It was on a rainy day like this one...where the cold breeze made my nose turn pink and your finger tips bright blue. The rain pelted down onto us and as I tried to confess my feelings...the thunder boomed and a truck splashed a puddle onto me.
Without giving it a second thought you....Jaemin, started laughing historically. Teasing me about how I stopped in the middle of a rain storm and got splashed by a truck...you did however take care of me when I got sick from it, to which I am greatful for.
"Coming!" I squeaked out as I got out of my bed. A playlist of soft music playing in the backrgound matching the lofi beats of the rain, the tune filling my heart with warmth as I answer the front door, to my surprise...there you stood with your wet hair.
"Hey y/n can I come in?"
"NA JAEMIN WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING WALKING IN THE RAIN" a wide smile broke across your face as you giggled at my protectiveness. Little do you know how worried I really am, what if you were to get sick? I'm not as good at taking care of people as you are.
"You're so reckless at times, you know that right?" Reaching my hand out and grasping your wrist lightly I dragged you inside my apartment and towards my small bedroom.
"Here are some clothes, there's a towel in the bathroom already...go take a warm shower and get changed before you catch a cold " simple instructions....smart ones at that, but as usual you didn't listen to me.
"Jaemin...please, I don't want you to get sick " I kept insisting but you just stood there with that smile on your face.
"You're worried " your cold hands reached out to cup my face gently as you smiled down at me "It's cute". As the words left your lips a bright pink blush crept across my cheeks and ears, my heart fluttering from your voice ringing through my ears.
"Na Na, stop " I playfully hit your chest but as I didn't you pulled me closer.
"Jaemin...." your body was shivering and I could tell you were cold...it didn't help that my apartment had no heating. "Please y/n...I wanted to tell you something " you spoke as you held me in your arms.
"W..what is it?" Why was I nervous?
"On days like this...I can't help but think back to that day. You know when you got splashed by that truck-." I hit your chest once more, you know how upset I get when I tease me for that.
"If that's all you wanted to say then hurry up and go shower so I can kick you back out the door to which you came from." I huffed as I tried to break free from your grasp.
"Y/nie don't be that way." your lucky you're cute when you say things in aegyo..."fine...what is it then?" Jutting out my bottom lip as I sulked in your embrace.
"I remembered how worried I was that you'd get sick...but I also remember how beautiful you looked in the rain, the way your hair fell so perfectly when it was wet...the cute redness of your nose from the breeze...the way your sweater was way to big for you and you had little sweater paws-." the rambling became to much and I felt my heart beat out of my chest...you could probably hear it.
"Y/n what I'm saying is....I love you, and I probably should have said that back then...but I just wasn't sure you lived me back, not until now." why now? Jaemin...how are you able to tell that I love you?
"How would you know if I loved you." I crossed my arms as my eyebrows knitted together in confusion.
"Well when you got wet in the soaking rain by that truck I wanted to make sure you were okay...I got so worried and I was was little mad at the driver of that truck...I was scared that you would get sick...and so to see if you'd act that way also I walked here in the rain and you scolded me, you were worried" well...your not wrong Na Na.
"Even if you didn't love me THAT way...you still care, so I think you should know the way I feel about you y/n"
"I...well....you...okay you're not wrong" I looked away from you, scared that you were playing a trick, even after confessing your feelings to me...I was still anxious. As the rain started to die down, the sun came shining through the windows once more, illuminating your features ever so beautifully.
"Jaemin I...I love you and I think I always have."
"I know...I love you too y/n and I know I always have"

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Ordinal - NCT Oneshots
FanfictionThis book will be a collection of Neo Culture Technology (NCT) one-shots. Including all units <3 but maybe mostly dream because I love them way to much...as well as Way V~ Hope you enjoy this collection of stories and remember to stan Nct. Strea...