Ordinal - NCT Oneshots

||Acquiesce - Na Jaemin||

As I look around the large dance studio, the dark blue hue of the night sky dimmed out the lights through the building. Within the light, the feeling of being submerged into this jet black night took over and the only clear light in the darkness was your voice. 

'What should I do' my mind wonders, to me you are like that horizon that escapes even with you in front of me I miss you again, you swallow me like a wave and I'm stuck pondering.

My eyes scanned around the room, landing on each different figure how each of them danced against the beat of the music but non were quite as majestic as yours. Though when my eyes found you again you were already staring back at me, your lips pulled into a tight line as you turned away from me and pushed the hair away from your eyes. Your focus fixated on nothing other than the choreography...never once did you look at me and I started to feel as though you didn't want me here anymore.

As the night went on I found myself gazing at others, comparing their skills to your own and though each was talented they still didn't shine as bright in my eyes. I always found myself gazing back at you, getting lost within a daydream as the sweat dripped from your forehead and your gaze met mine within the mirror. 

Though I'm pretty sure you weren't actually looking at me rather just a coincidence our eyes happen to cross paths. 

"alright Dreamies that's enough practice today, you may head home," their choreographer said as the boys in the room huffed in a somewhat lazy excitement...all but Jaemin whose eyes found me and wouldn't leave and I felt weak under his holding stare.

As he walked towards me he grabbed his bag and began packing his stuff into it, as I sat there and watched as he packed I decided to ask him what's wrong. 

"Jaemin...is everything alright??" I asked as I placed my hand against his shoulder, his body flinching slightly at the contact. He turned his head to face me with a short smile and replied bluntly. "yeah everything's good" though he still seemed upset just by his tone of voice...it was different than usual.

"Anyways let's get home my dear," he said using the unusual pet name, but grasping his hand into mine as he head back to my apartment. Making small talk along the way but he didn't seem like he wanted to talk so I just went along with his silence until we got home and once we were through the door his entire deminer changed. It was as though his eyes couldn't stop looking at me but he still wasn't being very vocal...

"Is...something wrong?" I asked as he took a step towards me, his hand snaking around my waist as he did so and his eyes locking contact with my own before gazing down my features. His eyes flickering down to my lips and back up to my eyes once more, his head leaning in slightly causing me to move forward more expecting his lips to collied with my own but just as my eyes flickered shut he stopped.

His hand removed itself from around my waist as he took a step back, a smirk present on his lips before it soon pressed into a fine line once more.

"Did I do something wrong?" I asked in a huff as he walked away, his footsteps carrying him towards the bedroom. 

"No" he spoke in a more husky voice as he grabbed the hem of his shirt and lifted it up past his head. He held his hand out ushering me towards him and as I did that loss of contact from earlier was filled as he aggressively pushed his lips against mine, his kiss felt needy almost like he'd been dying to do it all day. 

"Though I'll admit kitten, I felt a little jealous with your eyes fixated on everyone but me" he whispered in a deep tone before laying back onto the bed behind him, dragging me onto his lap. My hands rested on his stomach as our lips pressed together, moving against each others. 

His hands resting on my hips as he slowly guided me into rocking my hips, soft whimpers leaving my lips as felt him harden below me. As I sat back I noticed Jaemin wasn't doing as much as usual and I thought he might want to stop...so I did.

"mm keep going" he mumbled as he leaned back onto his elbows, his eyes looking me up and down as I sat on top of him. "...but you're not doing anything, is everything okay?" I asked kind of nervous, his hands resting on my hips once more before he hummed. 

"mm" it wasn't really an answer but with his hips slowly thrusting upwards to meet mine I could feel how much harder he had gotten and knew he still wanted to...but he was still acting differently. "well...ah what um...what do you want me to do?" I asked him, not knowing where to take it as I assumed he was just being lazy but his answer really shocked me.

"well, what do you want to do to me?" he spoke as he continued to lay down, his answers being short as he sat there silently watching. "mm come on kitten, continue" he spoke once more as a blush crept onto my cheeks, I know I've topped him before and even still I usually ask him what he wants but...telling me to do what I want...it was intimidating and I was unsure. 

"I...um...I'm not sure what I want" I squeaked out causing him to sit up straight. 

"mm?" he hummed questioningly to which I looked up at him through my eyelashes too nervous to actually answer him. Instead, I just nodded before feeling him flip me over so my back was now on the bed, his knees between my thighs as he sat between my legs and his body flushed up against my own. His fingers wrapped around the waistband of my panties before edging them down my thighs exposing my heat, his free hand undoing the button of his jeans before pulling it down his hips to release his hardened cock.

"do you want me to continue baby?" he piped up and asked, even within his brooding silence he still tried his best to make sure I was comfortable. 

With my eyes fixated on him, I nodded slowly before saying "yes" letting him know I was okay and ready for him. He smirked slightly before lining himself up with my entrance and slowly pushing his length in, groggy groans leaving his throat as he held back his moans and from the way he sounded he was needy and I knew I could turn the tables once more. 

As his hips began to rock forward, thrusting into me. I decided to thrust my hips into him creating more friction, the action causing Jaemin to groan as he let his head rested in the crook of my neck. "fuck y/n you feel so good" he whispered as he began to place sloppy open mouth kisses against my collarbone. 

The warm feeling of his soft lips caused me to moan under his touch before pushing him back so he was now on his back. My legs were on either side of him as I began to lower myself down onto his member rocking my hips against him rhythmically earning a few loud moans from Jaemin as he gripped the bedsheets below us, one of his hands trailing up to my hip and gripping it tightly. 

"fuck baby...I- if you keep going I'm gonna cum" his husky voice rang through the room alongside our laboured breathing and the sound of skin colliding. 

My hands trailed up Jaemins abs as his muscles tensed up under my touch, his grip on my waist getting tighter as he began to thrust up to meet my hips once more. "you're doing so good baby boy" I praised him as I edged him closer to his orgasm, the bubbling feeling building in my stomach as sweet profanities left our lips followed by the two of us releasing into our orgasms. 

The warm feeling took over my body as I laid beside Jaemin letting my orgasm wash over me, the room falling silent before Jaemin spoke up. 

"How did you end up the top during that?" he huffed as he propped himself up on his elbows.

"well, you seem to be so weak sometimes...I took the advantage" I smiled as I snuggled up close to him. "okay fair, but I stand by what I said earlier...I got jealous seeing you eye everyone else during my dance practice" he whined making me chuckle, only if he knew. 

"Jaemin you silly goose, I was looking at you the majority of the time, I just noticed how they are all talented and yet in my eyes they could never outshine you and your talent...but maybe I'm just biased since I am dating you after all," I said as I continued cuddling him, his face turning a bright hue as he became embarrassed and snuggled his head into the sheets and blankets that laid below us.