Forever Love (Christian Romance) ( On Hold)

Faith

         Isaiah 41:13 "For I am the Lord your God  who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you."

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                                    Kiya's POV

"Do not fear the Lord will help you, do not fear the Lord will help." I kept chanting over and over in my head. A lot of people don't know that this is a battle I've been fighting for a while now. Just when I think it's gone it comes back again. The thing about it is, when you've made up your mind about God that when the devil tries to attack ten times harder. He's like a bully that you have to stand up to, but sadly for me I never stood up to my bullies.

Moments of feeling like my legs are getting weaker and weaker I decided to sit down. I couldn't keep doing this on my own so I prayed and prayed and prayed until I felt better again. I'm home alone tonight perusal; my mom is a nurse so she usually works until 4 in the morning while my dad well, he is a truck driver so he's on the road most of the time. My anxiety didn't start until about a year ago when I was left alone more often. I guess it opened up more thinking time for me which caused the devil to attack when he saw an opening. With all the doubts that come and negative thoughts, we rarely realize that the biggest enemies are ourselves. The lord helped me with it all when I started reading the Bible and understanding HIS truth. The lord is faithful and his words are pure, he is my refuge and my fortress I would never not come to him about it all.

It wasn't until a couple of minutes after I calmed down I heard a faint knock at the front door. Now I am never the type to open up doors especially at this hour, but I had a strong feeling to open it and I knew it was God so I quickly said a prayer of protection before unlocking the locks and turning the knob.

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                                 Lance's POV

I watched as the door slowly opened revealing her...and her brokenness. It was just something about her that made me want to just hold her and tell her everything was okay, that she would be alright and whatever it is, it was going to pass. Those would have been lies. I don't believe in faith, I lost that a long time ago. Her puffy brown eyes caught mine. Anyone can tell that she was in pain and was hurting...from what, I don't know. I just wanted to take it away. I didn't even know this girl like that and yet she made me want to take her pain away. She is so little, so innocent; she wouldn't hurt a soul.

"Hi" she said so broken

"Hi"

"Umm...did you need anything, coming over at this hour?"

I sighed. "I saw you" her eyes went wide. "I saw you panicked and crying, it looked like you were about to pass out, and then you feel. Any way I know it's weird but I wanted to make sure you were alright.

With this her eyes lit up like she just fireworks for the first time or something.

"I- well thank you for your concern but I'm fine."

"Really? Because you mouth says your fine but your tone is saying otherwise." I looked her in the eyes.

"Are you lying to me?" I asked her.

"I'll be ok, I'm fine, you should be at home asleep I'm good." She said looking down.

Not taking a second thought, the question slipped through my lips right before I could stop it.