Forever Love (Christian Romance) ( On Hold)

Forgiveness

            Luke 6:35 - "But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be children of the most high, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.

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                                     Kiya's POV

  Today is Monday, another busy day at school. I really wasn't looking forward to going, especially after that mini argument we had. I don't want to run into him. The only part I was exited about, was seeing Haylee.

Walking into the school it looked the same as always; the 'jocks' harassing people as they walk up and down the stairs, to and from the cafeteria. Looking through the doors of the cafeteria you'll see the band out in the back parking lot practicing.

"Kiya!!" I heard someone yell my name.

Looking around i knew it couldn't be anyone but my best friend, Haylee.

"Ahh, I missed you!" I said with joy.

"I missed you to! We haven't talked all weekend. What did you do?" She asked me curiously.

"Uh..let's go sit down and then I'll tell you all about it. When you hear it your going to be like, 'whatttt???'" I told her while laughing.

While walking down the stairs, you would've probably guessed who I ran into, him. It wasn't expected, he is a 'jock' so he hangs with the football players considering he is one. I watched as he were charming up on other girls. Not really my cup of tea.

Once he saw me, his eyes caught mine; they lingered for only a second before he looked away and continued talking to the girls. Continuing to walk by I noticed the girls laughing a little louder than before, looking back I noticed he was looking at me before turning away and going back to their conversation. 'Is he trying to make me jealous?' I questioned. If so it wasn't going to work because that's not what the Lord taught me, so therefore I don't get jealous, and jealousy isn't right.

Finally finding us a spot to sit in, Haylee looked at me intending that I tell her about my weekend.

Within the few minutes we had left I basically summed up my weekend as quickly as possible, but still letting her know everything that happened.

"Whattt???" She said looking at me with wide eyes.

"I told you that was going to be your respond." I told her as we laughed.

"Uhmm. But all jocks aside, are you okay?" She asked looking concerned.

"Yea, I am. I prayed and I just talked to God about it to just help me break through to him. Even though he might not talk to me...again."

She looked at me.

"You know that's not what I meant. I meant about you anxiety. Are you okay? Why didn't you call me? Or text me?"

Haylee knew about my anxiety for a while now, ever since it started actually. Sometimes when it would happen I would call her to have someone to talk to when my parents weren't around. At the time I didn't really know Jesus that well and I was still on and off about reading my Bible, but as time went on and I got to know him more, the less I stopped calling her and the more I starting leaning on him. It took me some time to realize that the Lord will always be here for me no matter what I went through. Once I learned his truth I turn to him for everything.