Lost in Control (RelanCorp Series #1)

Prologue

Lost point of view

I lost count of years have pass, I wasn't able to go back anymore. I kept on following the path where I know I can possibly find you... again. I lost the remaining puzzles I've I kept for my hopes for but, you are nowhere.

Is it worth it? Sacrifices.....

Sapat ba ang pagmamahal para mag sacripisyo para sa taong salat sa atensiyon at pagmamahal?

Why is that telling people  not to do someting only makes them want to do it more?

I, Zenaida Eireanne Villa Mores, is lost once again. Just like the 18 years old Eri. Alone and definitely lonely child who wanted attention and love . Is it wrong if I wish to go back in time?

I walk pass the enchanting seashore of Santa Palesa beside me while the sun is slowly vanishing infront. Nakaharap ang katawan ko sa munting daanan habang tutok ang aking mata sa palubog na araw, ako nalang ata ang tao rito.

My silhouette looks tiny, the mixed sound of my heels and the waves defind as I walk slowly. I am wearing my usual deep blue formal dress from work with matching silver heels, I let my hair flow down feeling  the wind infront.

I chose to go back in Santa Palesa for the reason I refuse to voice out. I always refuse to  drive home kahit na pwede naman akong magpasundo sa driver ko.

Para bang hindi ako napapakali kapag hindi ako dadaan dito hapon hapon. something was off!  I knew that the time I got back here after a long time.

I came back after my surgery, kasama ang pagbabakasakaling may babalikan pa ako.

The sunlight reflected into the sea creating gold waves and it feels relaxing. Seems like the sun and the sea are bidding goodbye to each other, Even though they are aware of the fact that when time passes by, their path will cross again.

Pero hindi yun para sa lahat. Slowly, darkness invaded the seashore, nag simula ng umilaw ang paligid galing sa mga poste at umalingawngaw ang mga huni ng papalayong dako na mga ibon.

Umalon ang malaginto kung buhok  kasabay ng hangin habang pinipilit ko ihakbang ang aking paa palayo sa dagat para  makauwi na.

I hope this annusual feeling will fade eventually, like the color of the sky above me. How come it took the sky just a couple of minute to change its color, how come the sky looks calm while the sand scattered itself nowhere. Even the wind doesn't know where to go, the water in the sea have no idea where the waves will take them But still, Life must go on.

Ang hirap hagilapin ang mga butil ng alala na pilit pinagkait saakin. Paano kung dito lang sila sa paligid nagmamasid? sudden creeps urge me to walk faster.

I have lost the feeling of being safe and carefree, it vanished the day you left... that night. The people who promised to protect me, the only person who gave me hope is nowhere to be found anymore.

My phone ring inside my pouch, I stop walking before answering the call "Miss Eri, asan kana po? ipapasundo napo ba kita sa Villa? " rinig ko ang pag aalala ni Mara sa kabilang linya.

"No thankyou, I can manage Mara." I sigh " I promise I'll be back in five minutes " narinig ko ang pag aalinlangan nya kaya binaba ko na ang tawag.