Always and Forever

Chapter 2 THE FIGHT SYNDROME

The next morning was a blissful one. Waking up in his arms was her favourite part of the day. She could read the meaning of Her life on His face. Clutched in his arms , she never wanted to escape. Her fingers on his bare chest started making patterns in a sensual way making her bite her own lip seeing the hottest man in her grip who is head over heels in love with her.
Seeing his beautiful face , she drowned in her own thoughts of how her life changed . She fell in love like never before and most importantly she is being loved and taken care of to such extents she never believed even existed. He loves her, adores her , respects her decisions , makes her smile in the gloomy situations and never leaves her alone. Ofcourse he is possessive and gets angry fast but what are these little faults in front of what they have for each other. She herself admits she acts very immaturely in certain conditions but he handles even that gracefully. All that matters is that they end up together .

Deep in thinking, she felt his fingers around hers which were on his chest. She leaned over him putting her whole body over his after seeing his pretty and sleepy smile.  The naked hugs are the best, he thought. It's like this warm feeling is warming the soul. He gripped her back , hugging her so close and in response her hand encircled his neck. She snuggled deep in the crook of his neck. Feeling her lips touching his skin , his lips parted for a deep breath and in a sexiest sleepy voice he moaned SHEHNAAAAZ..  She smiled against his skin and said " lets stay like this the whole day!"
"hmmm sure I would love to... but fir jo dinner plan kia hai aaj mene uska kya hoga .." he said with eyes closed , surprising her.
She immediately popped her head out from his neck and showed her surprised face as they rarely go out together in public. Their most dates are a private affair. He gave a wide smile answering her unsaid question .
" but sham tak ese reh skte hai if you want" he winked at her.
She bit his cheeks in excitement showing her utmost happiness. He just let her do whatever she likes. She is his little baby that he loves to pamper !
The whole day passed with snuggles and cuddles. He made his special tea and she made the aloo parathas. In the evening they got ready and left for their dinner date.
He already booked a table at his favourite restaurant with full privacy so that no one could disturb them. They don't mind being seen together in public as they have nicely set their status as  good friends. They sat at the corner table and he slid beside her on the cushioned sofa rather than sitting in front of her. With a bright smile she just said ILOVEYOUS a hundred times since they got there. Not that he never confessed to her.. he has said I love yous to her many times, its just he says it less and his actions are more. She never minded as she knows his emotions and she never felt the need to hear the words. Talking their hearts out and spending their quality time with great food, sometimes he just tucks her hair behind her ear or sometimes he was just fidgeting with her bangles . These little things were just making her go in awe of her man.
Just before the dessert , a fine woman dressed in a classy dress approached their table. With a smile on her face she said hello to Sidharth. He responded in wide smile seeing her. He got up and hugged her in a very comfortable way. Sana made faces to that not only the way they shared the hug but also their quality time was disturbed. He introduced the woman to Sana as her college friend with lots of shared memories. Shehnaaz felt weird when he introduced shehnaaz just as shehnaaz . He didn't say who she was. She felt a little un-special. Maybe he doesn't want to tell her but why, she thought. She understood he is a reserved person who doesn't share his personal matters but that is when it comes to public.. if she is a close friend why is he not telling how she belonged to him.
The over friendly nature of that woman and the closeness she was sharing with her sidharth ,was making her burn with all types of anger and jealousy. She wanted to flaunt him as her own and wanted him to do the same. She was not at all listening to their chit chats but just shooting daggers at that woman who now was holding sidharth's arm with her hand. She wanted to take her share. She just put her hand around his other elbow and pulled him a little toward herself. It was highly noticed by both college buddies and that woman just became quiet seeing sana's action. She left sid's arm and said "don't worry shehnaaz.. iam not taking him.." and laughed a little. Sidharth felt a little embarrassed not by sana's action but by the way it was perceived by his friend. 
Shehnaaz answered with fluent sarcasm claiming sid as her own. Honestly , he didn't like the way sana talked to his friend. He thought of her to act a little mature in these situations, he widened his eyes at her asking her to stop. But how can she .. when it comes to him , she can never let people take her share. If he is possessive about her , she is just the same. How can he expect her to act mature but when the roles are reversed he acts like the childish version of himself and even gets angry at her for no fault of hers. Don't she deserve the same! Right now if a guy would have approached sana and was her friend and if she was talking to some other guy in their dinner date he would have just killed the guy and would have thrown all the anger on her. She was just about to throw one more of her sarcastic lines when he abruptly cut her " sana why don't you just go sit in the car .. I'll come in a few minutes" she felt broken , how can he just ask her to go. Even their date was yet to be over. The dessert was left. But sana being sana "baby but abhi to dessert b  nhi aya .. iam not going before that"
"you know what .. lets just skip the dessert.. iam meeting my friend after a long time ... let us catch up a little" he said
It was enough for her. She just gave a look to that woman and left without saying anything . Sid felt more weird the way she behaved and left showing anger .
She stood by the car in the parking area leaning over the window thinking about what just happened. Am I really a kid who doesn't even know how to normally behave in front of others. No, its only when it comes to him and also because he behaves the same with her. Why is it embarrassing when she does it but is okay if he does. His possessiveness is possessiveness but mine is embarrassment. She waited for quite a few minutes and checked her phone that it was almost 20 minutes now. She tried to peek through the glass doors but couldn't see as their table was in one corner. She went inside to check but before reaching she saw them having coffee. She felt so bad. How can he leave her out and himself having coffee with another at their table. She just booked a cab and went to her own place. She left him a message "it was getting late .. so I just came home.. have fun"
He saw the message and rushed outside in a thought may be he'll catch her. He knew he messed up big time. He never wanted any coffee with his friend. She just insisted and he cannot deny. He wanted to leave as soon as possible but looks like sana's vibes were right about her. His friend was intentionally stopping him. May be she got angry from sana and wanted to show or maybe she just wanted to spend time with her long lost college buddy but whatever the reason she helped sid commit a mistake. He was angry on sana , no doubt but he never wanted to leave her alone. He drove as fast as he could dialling her number again and again which was switched off every time. He reached home and saw that the main door was still locked. He just realised she went to her own place. He was angry on her for taking a cab, not coming to their home and the way she behaved in the restaurant.
He thought of going to her place but he knew it will only fire up their fight because he knew he wouldn't accept that he was wrong all along. He would blame her. She would blame him. Nothing will be sorted out. He just called shehbaaz to know if she is at home. Knowing she is safe at her home he retired to his bed. The same bed that shared beautiful memories in the morning was now devoid of her warmth.
Thinking of her childish behaviour , how long these jealousies will go.. when will she grow up.. he dozed off!

As usual she was again hurt. How could he do that. Leaving her alone and not even coming back to her. She tried not to cry but a sensitive soul that she is she cried her heart out. She never got any love and care before the way she is getting now. That is the reason she craves his attention every moment and cannot even think to let go. She wants him every moment and gets hurt at his even slightest action of making her feel un-special.
She felt more bad that he didn't even try to cajole her. She knew she did act a little immature but he never left her angry. He always came to her. This hurt her more.

The next sun came up. He got up late and ran to his work. She , on the other hand was wide awake since night. Finally she switched on her phone to see if he calls her in the morning. He did. She picked up. Before he could say anything she blurted all in one go
"iam sorry for last night.. I should have behaved nicely.. it was immature of me.. I have to go now .. iam getting late.. bye."
She said all that as if she was in a hurry and she pressured the word immature. He thought of clearing these insecurities and stuff after work. Enough of all the childish acts they do.
As angry she was on him and tired of listening how immaturely she works, she accepted the proposal of his co actor to go together on their show's launch party. Not as a date she made sure but just together. Ofcourse somewhere she wanted sid to realise how she equals everything.
On the other hand Sid did sense she will do some idiotic stuff but never in his wildest dreams he thought she will give a public appearance with another guy. To her he was not some any guy but her co star of her show in their own party. More of it was just professionalism.