Sid was cozying up in her neck. He was being extra touchy and she knew her big baby now was more than a little tipsy and will crave for extra love and pampering.
He shoved her in the bedroom and sank together in the bed. She knew what was coming for her next as he started biting her lips hungrily. He came all over her, leaving a trail of wet kisses from her lips to jaw followed by her sensitive spots at neck. She curled her fingers in his hair and arched her back in pleasure. Just then she felt, she need to calm this tiger. The beast poking her in the stomach, growing larger every minute. He caged her in his arms and started playing with her hooks at the back and flipped her on the top without leaving her lips. She pulled out from his lips and kissed him on his adam's apple and then lead to his chest. She came down over his shirt and pulled it upto his chest, showering wet kisses on his abs. He gave his deepest sighs everytime her lips touch his skin. His moans and sighs gave her more confidence. Trailing down she reached the waistband of his lowers. He wiggled and let him out of those as a reflex to let her actions never stop. His loose senses were overpowering him. His hardness sprung free and she covered him with her mouth tasting his rare, exquisite delicacy.
"fuck" he groaned louder.
She swirled her tongue on the tip making him bang his fist on the bed in pure pleasure. It boosted her confidence and she smiled in possessing him. She took him deeper and he closed his eyes and surrendered himself in this blissfull pleasure.
He flexed his hips so he can move more deep in her mouth and took her hair in his fist pushing her more down.
"Mmmm.. all the way down" he hissed more like a whisper.
She tasted each and every edge of his, swirling her tongue and pulling hard, over and over. She felt him suddenly becoming more stiff and hot. He tugged on her hair tighter, pulling her out as if telling he is about to explode. She understood a little late. As she pulled out, her left cheek got painted by a warm fluid and she squeezed her eyes tight trying to escape. She giggled and he moaned one last time.. louder and harder. He came back from his pleasure heaven and looked at his beautiful angel with his intoxicated eyes, coloured in him and closing her eyes tightly making a pout of her lips. He chuckled looking at her. He pulled out his shirt over his head, raising himself from the bed and cleaned her cheeks with his shirt and kissed the brigde of her nose. She wrapped her arms around his sitting figure and kissed his lips.
"ummm .. you taste much better, love" he said tasting his ownself from her lips.
He flipped her under him in a quick second to reciprocate the pleasure she gave him but she resisted and made him lay beside her and patted his head softly to make him sleep. His dizzy eyes were trying to ask her questions but she rubbed her curled toes on his legs making him go in a deep sleep.
He woke up after 2 hours and snuggled into her sleeping self. He snuggled into her smothering her face with his toned chest. She tried pushing him off her with her little palms but failed due to his heavy weight.
"sidhhaarrthh .. uthhh.. ahaaannn .. meko dard ho rha hai.. iam down" she pleaded.
"what!!" he raised his head in surprise looking at her tired closed eyes.
"to tune pehle kyu nhi btaya baby.." he asked in concern.
"vo jab sb aaye huye to to ek dum se feel hua.. aur fir tu itna wild hua pda tha .. tujhe shant bhi to krna tha" she turned and snuggled into his neck , placing her face on his chest.
He embraced her protectively.
"do you think we should consult the doctor.. pakka periods hi hai na" he asked being perplexed.
"aur kya hoga sidharth.. periods vali hi pain hai" her lips moved against his skin.
"zyada hi hai to ja bta de jaake .. vese b us doctor ko ek ek khabar hoti hai hmari.. tere pet me jo nahi pachti" she taunted him.
He rolled his eyes and moved his fingers in her hair, relaxing her. Both of them stayed queit for a few moments and then she started speaking.
"finally tu ab tension free ho gya hoga .. haina" she rubbed her finger tips on his abs.
"matlab" he asked with eyes closed still caressing her hair.
"matlab .. itna sb kuch ho gya na .. finally periods aa gye .. ye pregnancy vgera se sab ki fat jati hai na .. finally it got normal to tension khtm hoti hai" she said non chalantly in her kidish tone.
He pushed her a bit gently and looked at her with shocked expressions raising her face from the bed.
"tu esa sab sochti hai mere bare me?? Mai esa hu teri nazar me? Mai esa sochuga k finally kaam khatm hua" he looked very surprised.
"abbey.. generally bta rhi hu .. esa hi hota hai na jab tk periods aa nhi jate fati pdi rehti hai ladke ki.. generally bola mene.." she said not feeling his hurt by her words.
"what the f.. are you for real shehnaaz.. mai yaha pe ye sb soch rha hu k I didn't feel scared to know about us conceiving and you.." he stopped in between his own words.
"are bebuu tuje nhi bola mene .. schi me .. in general bola.. aur galat b kya bola .. esa sach hi to hai.. isme kya galat.."
"meri koi tension nahi khatam hui ye janke k tujhe periods aa gye shehnaaz.. smjhii.. koi jaan nhi chhuuti meri.. I fucking love you.." he said in a loud voice getting up and stormed in the bathroom.
She slapped her forehead. "kya yrr .. ye bnda kese kese soch leta hai.. isko kya bola mene.. kuch b bura man jata hai .. ab sara time muh fula k bethega.. uff"
He came back dressed in a shirt and sweatpants and rode outside the room.
"sidhaarthhh ... sun na plzz.. dekh mere kitni dard ho rhi hai .. aaahhhh bebuu .. plzz back dba de" she did her nautanki to stop him.
He knew her tantrums and didn't give any heed to them. She threw herself on the bed, helpless.
A few moments later she went out to see his grumpy baby. He had more mood swings than me, she thought. He was doing something on his phone, ignoring her presence.
"kyaa yrr sidhaarth, ab ese muh mat bna k beth.. achha sorry agar tuje bura lga to.. but plz idhr dekh.. meri back dekh kitna pain kr rhi hai" she tried to cling on to him.
"vo khana bheja hai di ne, mere daal rice hai , tera soup hai.. chup krke pee lena aur mere khane ko hath mat lgana smjhi" he pointed to the food on the dining table and took his car keys.
"sidhaarthh .. tu kaha jaa rha hai .. muje chhod k jaa rha hai na .. mat jaa plzz.. main nhi reh skti tere bina .. plzz" she cringed dramatically.
He rolled his eyes and went.
"kutta" she cursed and made her way to the food. The tasteless soup again .. arghh, she made faces. She craved to eat something spicy and chilly. Even his daal rice were no tempt to her. She took out her phone and ordered masala idli with extra spices and chillies. She decided on idli because even if sidharth comes to know she can retaliate saying idli is healthy. Her food came before him making her smile as he wouldn't have let her eat. She munched her food making satisfying sounds and her eyes got teary due to so much hot flavours. She couldn't eat the rest and left the container on the bed side. She ran to the living room as the bell rang. She opened the door with a pouty face in order to melt him. He ignored her existence and went inside. She saw a big envelope in his hand. 'oh .. so he went to collect my reports' she thought as a few days back she complained of backache and went through some scans. She followed him like a needy baby. He washed his hands and sat on the dining table to eat. She followed him to every where standing 2 steps back at him. She sat down too and started eating her soup and salad like an obedient child while he was having his food.
"achha sorry ab bs kr sidhaarthh.. baat kr mere se" she ordered.
"chal dobara pregnant ho jate hai" she continued her silly talks but still no expression from him.
He never thought that his shenaaz would think of him as some teenage boyfriend who was there only to devour her skin, Where as she just stated a fact non chalantly.
He finished silently and went to his room. She dashed her head on the dining table on this moody man of hers.
She cleaned the table and refrigerated rest of the soup. He came out with her secret food stash and glared at her.
"vo.. vo .. mere ko soup nhi.. actually kuch spicy ki craving ho rhi thi too" she hesitated speaking.
He took one piece in his mouth to taste.
"urrghh.. isme kitni zyada mirchi hai shehnaaz" he raged.
"han to.. gala thodi khrab hai mera.. idli is healthy" she spoke not meeting his eyes.
"fine, do whatever you want!" he stormed back to his room.
She jumped a little to his loud voice. 'ab craving ho rhi thi, so what' she thought. She hastily took one more bite of the spicy idli and went inside to cajole her big baby. He was already inside the quilt. She took his quilt forcefully "kya hai teri problem .. bola na sorry .. bs ho gya abhi kya bacho ki trah lga hua hai".
"shehnaaz , ho gya tumhara .. bs sone do muje" he retorted.
He snatched his quilt back. She settled beside him on the bed blabbering.
"han thik hai .. bs ho gya .. pagal hua pda hai eve.. itna mna rhi hu .. mene b nhi manaana abhi"
"han to kisi ne nhi bola tumhe mnane k liye"
"ek to mere itni dard ho rhi hai aur isko kuch pdi hi nhi hai.. pehele kese har cheez ka dhyaan rkhta tha.. ab itna time ho gya na bore ho gya hoga !" she immediately regretted her words as he was hurt already due to her previous comment and she now added fuel to the fire.
"han ho gya hu boht bore ... nayi wali chahiye ab.. alright" he said without any expressions.
She scrunched her nose and made a huh face. She was already irritated due to her heavy flow and contracted muscles and here he was not babying her. "sidhaartth .. plzz dekh na sachi mei back ache ho rha hai dba de na puttu plzzz" she pleaded but he didn't move a muscle.
Tired of all this, she took a muscle relaxant and started scrolling to social media. She knew he might not be sleeping as well as they woke up in the late evening. She thought how beautifully I planned this day to be but earlier their friends came and now he was angry. She made a sad baby face and turned her face to him. He was lying down facing his back to her and she was sitting resting her back on the bed rest. She rubbed her thumb on his neck below the hairline to get a movement from him but he was so still. She sighed. She wanted to eat someting good and sweet now. She ordered some chocolate waffles with ice cream. She laid on her stomach and closed her eyes, keeping her phone close to her. After almost 20 minutes when he felt utter silence, he looked up to her side and saw her lying on her stomach and facing the opposite side. He rubbed his palms on her back and was putting a little pressure to ease her when his eyes stuck to the strip of tablets lying on the night stand. He felt a little bad and he felt a little anger.
"rehne de ab.. kha li mene dwaai.. teri jgah le li aaj dwaai ne" she said in a muffled voice taunting him in a funny way.
Just then the door bell rang and she literally jumped over his lying body saving herself from tripping and opened the door of her cravings. She hastily opened the boxes and entered the room taking spoonfulls in her mouth with chocolate smudged lips. She made so satisfying sounds as if she was reaching orgasm again and again. He made irritating faces as she again was eating unhealthy. Not wanting to see more of his face , she made her way to the living room and switched on the tv. After having two more bites, now she wanted to have something salty and crispy. Again she took out her phone and ordered lots of chicken wings and chicken popcorn. But this time she specifically wrote not to ring the door bell but call on her number. If it came to sid's knowledge, his anger would know no more bounds, she knew.
Sidharth has dozed off all that while. He felt it has been few hours and she was not in bed. He thought to check on her. His eyes widened to come out of their sockets as he saw the scene in front of him. There was his red blushed apple lying on the couch amidst the wide mess of food. There was a huge spread of waffles, chocolates, tub of ice cream. chicken crispies, fries and wedges and a six piece pizza from which 4 pieces were missing. He slapped his forehead so hard as if cursing his ownself for letting her do all that. She looked fat , he thought. But then he lifted her shirt to see the hot water bag hugging her skin from under the shirt. He pulled her feet from the end of the couch to sit but again he saw a plate of two vada pavs only bitten with one bite. He put that aside on the table and sat on the couch taking her feet in his lap. He himself took a bite of that vada pav and made eeww faces. Now he knew the reason why she took only one bite of that. He looked at her baby face sleeping peacefully and he fell more in love. He made himself comfortable and started massaging her feet with love. With the other hand he took out the chicken wings and started munching.
After that he took some fries which were almost finished. Fries in his hand were almost reaching his mouth when she snatched them with a jerk. "ye mere fries hai" she made a grumpy face and ate those fries.
"shehnaaz .. tumhara dimag khrab hai kya .. itna sab kon khata hai.. aur vo b jab pta hai bimar pad jaogi" he retorted back.
"han ab na zyada concern mat dikha apna smjha na .. mera man tha mene kha lia" she said in her usual tone.
"fine"
He looked into the muted television and stayed queit. She kept looking at his pretty face and his hands which were absent mindedly massaging her toes. Her lips gave a soft smile and she sat up and pushed herself on him, straddling him. Her knees flexed by his thighs as he sat with his back rested on the couch. This is their favourite position, I guess. He didn't look at her face which was just inches away hrom his. She took his face in her little palms and made him look at her.
"iam sorry.. mera sachi mei vo matlab nahi tha" she cooed in a babylike voice.
"tu sachi mei esa sab sochti hai mere bare me k meri tension khtm hui" he wrapped his hands around her waist amd love reflected in his voice.
"tu paagal hai .. mene schi generally bola tha baby .. I know how much you love me" she said lovingly , caressing his slightly visible neck veins.
He groaned closing his eyes and throwing his head back on the couch. She looked at his pretty face which had a hint of tiredness but still so calm in between her palms. She had madly fallen in love with this face. He is hers. All of him. Only hers. She bent forward and nibbled her lips on his closed eyes, kissing into his peace and rested her left cheek on his face.
" Chal na shehnaaz .. kahi chalte hai .. jaha sirf tu aur mai ho.. aur sukoon" he breathed the words soflty with eyes still closed , feeling her touches.
"sath mei hi to hai bebu .. aur kon hai yaha .. dekh bs mai aur tu .."
"hann but still .. yaha kabhi bhi koi bhi aa jata hai" he sat up straight opening his eyes and clutching her closer.
"saath mei hi hai sidhaarth.. apne ghar se zyada sukoon kahi nhi hota .. dekh bs hum dono hai yaha pe .. apni dunia me..koi nahi aayega .. koi kaam b nahi hai 15 din tk .. bs dono hi to hai .. sirf tu aur mai .. hum .." she said pinching his chin.
He gave a tired smile. Shehnaaz pulled up her legs and sat cris crossing her legs on his thighs.
"haayee dard shuru ho gai thi vese taange khol k bethi bethi.. zyada bhari to nahi hu na mai?" she asked with an innocent pout and entangled her fingers in his hair , soflty rubbing his scalp.
"bilkul bhi nahi meri jaan" he smiled in satisfaction. She laid her head on his shoulder and sighed. He looked at his little baby. All his. He was all hers. Infact he was more her than he was himself now. How the hell that happened, he wondered. He was just flesh and bones , it was truly her who filled colours in him and gave the real meaning to his life. Their life.
"sidhaarthhh" she dragged his name.
"hmm.. bolo"
"pyaas lagi hai .."
He took the water bottle from the table and unscrewed the cap with his right hand, keeping the left hand wrapped around her and brought the bottle to her lips. She loved this level of pampering. It was heavenly bliss. And he loved to pamper her to this level because these were all the little things that made her happy. No big dates and expensive jewellery but this. Him being the real one with her. His love. That was all.
She gulped a few sips and wiped her face with his shirt. He took few sips himself and kept the bottle back. She breathed in deeply and looked at him and drowned in him with a soulful kiss. The soft touch of their lips against each other changed into a passionate one in no time. She licked his lips earning a soft groan from him. She gave all her love in that kiss, caressing his face beautifully with her left hand and twisting his hair with her right hand. His hands went inside her shirt to her back and traced her little back bones with his fingers. He slowly gave access to her tongue by opening his mouth and she moved her tongue in his mouth in a painfully slow manner devouring every inch of him and falling in deepest blue sea of love and excitement. He traced her tongue with his own and felt a whirlpool of emotions below his waist. He pulled out before it got out of control. She hid herself in his neck and he gave out a giggle. More than many times they have kissed but everytime she blushes the deepest. This newness never ends. It excites him to no end. He hugged her tight and pecked his forehead.
"sidhaarth.. tune aaj bola na k mai esa sochti hu tere bare me but tu jaanta bhi nhi hai k mere dimag mei kya chalta rehta hai" she started, still in his embrace. He gave her a perplexed look.
"tu meri itni care krta hai .. pure mann se krta hai .. aur abhi se nhi jab se mile hai tb se karta hai .. tab to shayad tere pas koi reason b nhi tha fir b hmesha muje protect krke rkhta tha.. tab to pyar b nhi tha .. sab hum game ka hissa the .. kuch nhi pta tha ek dusre k bare mei.. tujhe kuch nhi milna tha tb mere bare mei soch k but fir b tu meri itni care krta tha.. muje akal sikhata tha .. daant ta bhi tha haq samjh k .. itna haq mujpe sach me kabhi kisi ne nhi rkha.. life mei pehli baar muje kisi ne chaha to vo tu tha " she continued in a baby voice.
His eyes got moistened listening to her pure thoughts and no words exited his mouth, she continued pouring her heart and brain out.
"raat bhar muje hug krke sota tha .. mera haath pakde rkhta tha .. muje akela dekh mere pas aa jata tha .. meri bakwas baatein sunta tha, jab mai thak jati thi mere pair dbaata tha. Boht sari esi chhoti chhoti baatein jo shayd tune kbi notice b na ki ho but tu sb krta tha .. aur mere liye ye bohtt hi zyada bdi baatein thi sidhaarth.. muje esa pyar aur care kabhi b nhi mila .. aur agar ab isse zyada kabi kisise milta b hai to nahi chahiye muje .. muje sirf tu chahiye hai .. sirf tu.. tune muje itna important bna dia sidharth.. jitna mai kisi k liye kabhi nhi thi .. tere liye mai matter krti hu .. ye soch k mai asmaan me udne lagti hu.." she smiled making him chuckle.
"jab hum dinners pe ya lunches pe jaate hai tu muje menu pakda ta hai order krne k liye .. mera opinion hi nhi leta sirf .. pure order krne bol deta hai .. pta hai muje kitna achha lagta hai ye jaan kr k kitni vip bndi hu mai iske lie .. aur tu is baat pe naraz ho gya k mai esa sochugi tere bare me k teri jaan chhuuti periods aane pe .. vo mene ese he flow flow me bol dia jo generally hota hai .. kutta" she made a cute angry face , punching her little fist on his broad chest.
He hummed feeling so overwhelmed with her heart pouring confession.
"kya hmm hmm lga rkha hai .. chal uth aur mna muje .. main gussa ho gai hu ab" she came out of his embrace and stood in front of his sitting figure.
"achha meri jaan bol kya kru .. aaja back massage deta hu tuje" he pulled her close and wrapped his arms around her waist.
"nahi muje vada pav khana hai .. ye wala bohtt bekar tha" she cribbed and demanded.
"shehnaaz dimag khraab ho gya hai kya tumhara.. itna sara junk kha lia .. upr se abhi aur khana hai .. vo b is waqt raat k almost 2 baj rhe hai.. just shut up.. lets sleep" he said in a stern voice.
"han to itne hafte se kuch nhi khaya tha .. sari cravings puri to krni thi na.. aur plzzz na dekh mera bohtt man hai I promise bs do khaaungi .. plz plz plzz na bebu .. aur ye Bombay hai 2 bje 4 bje kya fark pdta hai vada pav to mil hi jayega ... mirchi k sathh .. aaahh" she licked her lips imagining the taste making yummy expressions.
He finally as usual gave in to her demands and picked her up and the car keys , ready to burn the tires on the road.
She relaxed on the passenger seat and closed her eyes as the cool night breeze touched her skin from the opened window pane. He looked at her and felt like he got his breaths back. Just a mere sight of her, all happy and content, it gave him a feeling of happy and content. So selfless. Getting happy in some other person's smile. What other person, she is yours, his brain defended. He drove forward and got lost in his own thoughts. He heard about the tales about people turning into madness in love but only now he felt the same. Not because he was taking her to curb her cravings in the middle of the night but he was going mad just at the sight of her. He felt like he lost himself in the best way possible. All in her. And it was the best feeling.
He parked the car on the side and ordered a bunch of fried savouries for the love of his life.
"tu nahi kahyega kya" she asked innocently.
"what do you mean .. sare k sare tu akeli khayegi kya" he questioned.
"but tune sirf paanch order kiye .. itne chhotu chhotu se to hote hain" she gestured by spreading the fiver fingers of her little hand in front of his face.
"tune bola tha bs do khayegi.. abhi chup chap beth.. hum dono sath dikh gye to hungama mach jayega abhi aadhi raat me"
She made a huh face and replied back in a whisper "log pta nhi kya sochenge itna bda star hai aur sirf 50 rs k vada pav kha rha hai .. itna b nhi k bechare aadhi raat me stall lga rkhe hai unke liye hi kam se kam 10 15 order kr le" she acted talked to herself but making him listen.
He huffed , ignored and took the vada pavs inside from the window pane and obliged the stall guy with a selfie as he insisted. There were only a few people .. maybe 2 or 3. She finished the third piece and was hastily picking up the last one as he was on his first only but he snatched as fast as he could and gave her a stern look. She cowered back. She looked outside the window and her eyes glinted with spark as she saw an ice cream vendor standing by his trolley beside the vada pav guy.
"sidhhaaaarthhh... ice cream" she said in the most excited tone that was possible.
"no way in seven hells"
"aahaaaa.. bs do bite khaugi pakka promise baki sari tu kha lena"
"just shut the fuck up shehnaaz .. enough is enough.. ghar pe khaai na abhii .. aur baki pdi b hui hai .. no more anything.. understood.. boht ho gya abhii ..."
She gulped down her excitement as he was right. She has had enough for the day. Infact for the whole month. She had to start the shoot after 15 days, she can't junk any more. She fell silent and the spark of her eyes dimmed down making her face dull.
"achha chal paani to le aa.. vo dekh samne medical store hai .. mirchi lgi hai" she indicated him to the medical store in front in her dull voice.
He got down to get the water bottle. She leaned back on the seat and closed her eyes feeling her tired body. She felt sleepy. After a few moments , she opened her eyes with a sudden jerk as someone tapped on her window pane real hard. She got scared. But as she looked , she sighed in relief. It was him. He signed her to lower the glass of the window. She did the same and he pulled out a small wooden spoon full of vanilla ice cream from the smallest possible version of an ice cream cup. She froze at the sight. Did he really just fulfilled her littlest demand, she wondered. She couldn't react. It was not a big deal but the biggest for her. He couldn't see her dull face. How did she got so lucky.. how could she get the tiniest care possible from this god of a man. She was so quite taking in this incident. He really got an ice cream for her. It really hit her hard and she knew she is in this for lifetime. She can never in her wildest dreams , unlove this man. She was so deep in this that it even gave her immense pleasure to even drown and never come ashore. He brought her ice cream fully knowing he is only spoiling her habits, With a smile on his face and love in his eyes.
He blew air on her face bringing her out of the daze. She blinked and came back to reality. He touched the tip of spoon to her lips and she took it in with a tear dropping on her cheeks. He just wiped his thumb over her cheeks understanding her unspoken emotions and silent overwhelming.
She tasted the sweet sugary and chilled flavours satisfying her taste buds and he ate the rest giving one more spoonful to her.
"bs two spoons are enough" he said and settled on the driving seat.
She had a peacefull smile on her face taking in all the love he was giving. He looked at her and took a bite of her cheeks. She gave a whining moan and again closed her eyes, getting lost in her thoughts. Her thoughts ran a shiver through her spine. She bit her lower lip to curb the excitement she was thinking of.
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Always and Forever
FanfictionA fan fiction describing daily day to day problems in the imaginary world of #Sidnaaz which can only be healed by love !! The story is totally fictional !! Take it as such !! A lovely glimpse in their lives !! Problems that every couple in love can...
