Always and Forever

CHAPTER 6 YOU WERE WRONG

His mom opened the door and her warm smile faded as see saw shehnaaz.
"haaye bacha kya haal bna hua hai .. itni weak kesi ho gai .. rang bhi peela pda hua hai.. sidharth bohtt bol rha tha dhyan rkhuga .. ye dhyan rkha tune" she glared sid in anger.
Sana indeed was looking weak and pale.
" nahi maa , mai thik hu" she said with a small smile.
"kuch theek nahi hai tu.. shakal dekh apni .. ab chup chap jo bolugi khana aur zada nakhre nhi dikhana"
Sid relaxed a bit as now sana would have little better care now.
He put her in his bed and went to freshen up. Sana was looking here and there and remembering their moments spent in that room. She felt better. She felt home. She was not alone. Just the situation was wrong and timing was wrong.
Her eyes fell on the side table. She sneakily took her phone from under sid's phone. She got some idea that he is not allowing her the phone definitely something was jhol. As soon as she tried opening the lock , he came and snatched it from her. As usual she didn't react and kept on her poker face. He thought maybe she would fight back but he felt bad.
She just laid down inside the sheets and covered her face. Mom came from kitchen and gave her turmeric milk. Sana just took it. His mom noticed something big must have happened as sana was not sana anymore. Sidharth asked his mom to sit beside sana for sometime as he had to call his manager and it could take time , he didn't want sana to be left alone. Mom sat beside her and even tried asking her if she wants to say something , but she just denied and faked a smile. She recalled the usg photo and went in to grief mode. Suddenly she became super quiet. Mom noticed and started patting her head. She slept. Seeing sana sleeping mom went out to make dinner. Sid finished his call and saw mom in the kitchen. He stammered while asking his mom why isn't she with sana .. she casually said sana slept. Sid walked in a little faster pace to his room, confusing mom. He entered seeing sana in small sobs still lying. He said nothing but just laid beside her assuring he is with her. She took a sigh of relief. He was healing her by just existing. That is something very pure she ever experienced. It was indeed a love soothing their souls. The one they read about in books and watch in movies. It was real. It exists.
Her chain of thoughts were broken by mom bringing dinner. It would be more than a week now for her eating dal khichdi. But she didn't complain. Immediately her eyes lit up when she saw besan cheela instead of khichdi and oats. Indeed , moms knew eveything. They fix up even littlest of faults.
Before sleeping, mom made her drink a besan delicacy made in milk and ghee and sugar as she was looking pale and moms tend to increase your weight in just a day. She was so full but mom insisted.
"aise hi itne din mere se door rahi .. mene ye kamzori ane hi nhi deni thi .. abhi dekhna kese 2 din mei sb weakness bhag jayegi... sojaa abhi " mom bid good night.
It was after mid night. Sana woke up with a jerk due to a nightmare. She got scared. She saw sid sleeping peacefully beside her. With trembling hands she pulled his tee and slept holding his arm. He was her peace. 
Sid's sister also shared a cozy bond with sana. She visited both of them in the morning and she also found sana not being sana.
Sid got a call from the doctor to know if all's well! He gave the phone to sana to talk. She went to the balcony and by chance sid's mom heard her saying "its no more bleeding"
She got worried and called sid outside.
"sid sach sach bta .. sab thik hai na.. itne din ho gye vo itna chup kabhi nhi rhi .. abhi bhi doctor se baat kr rhi thi mene suna" mom asked
His sister was also sitting there with curious eyes. Finally sid sat between both of them on the floor.
"mom .. di .. sana was pregnant!" he finally told them about the missed pregnancy and the baby lost on the same day and all that happened. He knew his mom was worried and he needed to get this out to some one. He too was suffering. Afterall it was his baby too.
Mom slapped her forehead in worry. His sister found something fishy. "is that all?" she asked
"hmm actually that's not the only thing .. she was all alone .. we had this fight and I was not picking her calls and .. she .. had to go through this alone" he explained the rest where he was at fault. "she is actually more scared of the thought that she has no one here. She feels alone" he added.
His mom got angry at him . how could he leave that little girl go through this all alone. His sister literally shouted on him and showed her anger. "that is why you accepted in media that you love her so that she could feel a little better ..." his sister questioned .
"what?? No ..no .. not at all.. I know everybody must think like that .. but sch mei mene vo kisi guilt me nhi bola tha yrr ... plzz.. I know I did wrong but muje kya pta tha esa kuch hoga .. I really feel bad but I just don't know what to do to make it all right" he let his thoughts out.
"sidharth ladaai apni jgah hai agr usne tuje itni baar call kia to tuje uthana chahiye tha na ...itna call insan musibat me hi to krta hai .. tb b tune use nhi pucha k kya problem hai .. ye tumhari galti  hai .. uska trust to tutna hi tha k jo bnda bolta hai koi b problem ho to call krna aur uske call krne pe b tu uske pas nhi gya.. she has all rights to be scared of being alone .. you made her feel alone" his mom made him realise his mistakes.
Before they could talk further sana called mom.
"mom plzz abhi uske samne ye sb baat mat krna .. mai nhi janta vo ye sb kisi se b share krne me comfortable hogi ya nhi .. agr vo khud apko byategi to thik hai vrna use pta mat lgne dena" sid requested and both of them obliged.
Sana called mom to sit beside her as she was feeling lonely. Mom and his sister sat beside her and kicked sid out of the room. He went out to buy some groceries for her.
Sana put her head in mom's lap and very innocently asked "plz maa muje sula do .. muje rat ko neend nhi ati"
She did the same and started patting her head slowly.
"sana , baby listen .. we are always there for you .. don't feel alone .. kuch b ho hum to hai na ... sid baat nhi b krta to humse to kr lia kro .. you know we love you for you and not because of sid" his sister politely said to her.
Her eyes got wet and tears rolled down. Mom comforted her and rubbed her back.
"mai boht weak hu maa.. mai apne baby ko save nhi kia" sana said in tearing voice choking up on sobs.
Mom closed her eyes and smiled as finally sana shared her pain.
Sana also told everything to both of them. She shared that emotional connection with them where she was never worried about being judged. That is why she always thanked sid for such great people in her life. She knew she could never in her wildest dreams could share with her own parents. They might know everything but still pretend to be unknown and would never accept the reality.
Both of them calmed her down explaining it was not her fault. Sometimes things happen that are not in our control. She talked her heart out and dozed off in mom's lap.
The next day was quite better. The three ladies were sitting in the living room.
"sana ye dekh .. I made these aata laddoos for you .. you are weak baby kha k dekh its too healthy.." his sister spoke
Sana made weird faces and tried walking away when suddenly she bumped into his chest and he held her arms to stop from falling.
He made a poker face but she could easily sense he was not at peace.
"mom , mai aya thodi der me" sid said
"jaldi aa jana beta .. muje b aaj jana hai iske sath hi .. I ll come after dinner" mom said pointing towards his sister.
He nodded and went.
Sana was looking at him till he disappeared at the main door.
"its okay beta .. thoda dukhi hoga vo bhi.. you both went through a difficult time .. let him be .. jb sahi lge tb ek dusre se baat krna .. conversation is the key.. never forget" his mom advised.
Suddenly it struck her. They both went through this. Both. He too lost a baby. He too must be devastated. How could she be so selfish ignoring his pain. He never shares she knew. She recalled their moment when they were talking about babies and he said he love babies. She suddenly felt his pain.
Sid came back and all of them had a heavy tea snack evening full till dinner making them sleepy. Mom and his sister left. Sana slept after a heavy eat out and sid also dozed off beside her.
Sana woke up at around 9 in the night and went to the kitchen. She opened the frigde and saw he went out today to bring her favourite chocolate ice cream. She took the tub and a spoon and settled on the couch in the balcony by the living room. She crossed her legs on the couch and watched as the city drowned in darkness.
He woke up to find her missing.
He searched the whole room and washroom. Unable to find her he went out to check in the kitchen and living room but she was nowhere. He got tensed. Suddenly his eyes fell on the living room balcony , he saw her reflection and went there. Standing at the edge of the balcony door he found her enjoying the tub of ice cream he got. He smiled seeing her happy and was about to move back when she sensed his presence.
"sidhhaaaarth" he realised it's the first time after that hospital visit she ever called him by his name. He felt butterflies in his tummy listening to her voice calling out his name.
He stopped and smiled at her.
"aaja" she said pointing to sit beside her.
As he sat, she settled on his lap in a millisecond. He got shocked by her this action. He was sitting at the corner of couch with his back rested on the backrest. She was sitting on his lap with her back resting on the arm rest, sideways to him. She said nothing. He too kept quiet. She kept eating the ice cream watching the darkness in front and he was busy staring her pretty face.
"sheh"
"shhhh" she shushed him before he could say anything.
"ice cream khayega? Hmm?? Ye le" she took a spoonful of ice cream and smashed on his lips before he could open his mouth to eat.
His eyes widened more when the next moment he felt her lips sucking all the chocolate off his lips.
He couldn't understand what has gotten into her!
She was licking his lips so softly that it made him close his eyes with pleasure. It made him forget everything. He was feeling her touch after 2 months. It was what he missed and craved for.
Lost in him, her hands moved down and she kept the tub aside and moved her position to face him and wrapped her legs around his waist and locked her ankles at the back. She then held his hands tightly and pinned them at the back , not allowing him to touch her.
He opened his eyes at this stunt but she bit his lips so hard , he winced in pain and closed his eyes again. She was taking the lead. Nibbling on his lips , she started whispering against his lips. She was rubbing his lips with her own lips and whispering in a sexy voice
"you were wrong"
"You were wrong when you said I deserve someone better"
"you were wrong when you said mere thik hone k bad tum chle jaoge"
"you were wrong when you let me sleep bina hug kiye jab k muje dar lag rha tha"
"you were wrong to call someone for my massage when you knew I needed you"
"you were wrong to give me space"
'tum jante ho na mai kitni chipkoo hu.. to tumne kese soch lia muje space chahiye hogi ..." she was stating all these facts in such a husky voice nibbling on his lips that it was so difficult for him to open his eyes.
He couldn't reply.
"how dare you to say I deserve someone else? Huh?" she literally twisted his hands with her own hands that were pinned and the back. She gripped them so tight that he tried to pull away. It was not that he couldn't pull his hands away. Come on .. he is way more stronger.. he was just letting her do whatever she wants.
She was kinda angry at him because everytime during their fight he says she deserves someone else.
"hmesha yehi bakwas krta hai na tu .. koi aur zada khush rkhega .. bla bla .. ok fine .. then just imagine sidhaarth .. me ..in the sheets.. naked.. with ..not you .. some one else.. lying with me inside the sheets..aur"
"Just shut up" his eyes opened wide with lots of rage and he tried to move his face away from her but before he could do that she tucked his lips with her teeth and stretched his lips.
He gave in and tried to say something when she took his lips again in her lips . he didn't kiss back.
"dobara esi bakwas ki  na .. to esi esi cheezein imagine krwaungi na k aankhein bnd krne se dar lgega tuje.. smjhaa" she finally let his lips breathe a little and pulled back a little.
He gave a small warm smile and said "iam so sorry baby, its all my fault I left you alone .. I should have been there with you"
She licked her own lips and took a deep breath to take in what they both have been through.
She again came closer to his face and rubbed her lips on his and started whispering again.
"no , sidhaarth .. teri galti b nhi thi .. apne apko blame mat kr .. tuje to pta b nhi tha .. jese he pta chla tu usi time aa gya na .."
"hmm"
He sighed and joined their foreheads together but before this lovely moment took over sana again started speaking.
"but vaha teri galti thi jaha tune kisi aur ko bulaya meri massage k liye " she again gripped his hands tighter and he opened his eyes. His eyes were only half way opened when they closed again.
Sana started rubbing herself on him very slowly. Her frock was splayed on his thighs and her underpants were directly rubbing him over his shorts. He was getting hard and his shorts were getting tighter due to his hardness.
He wanted to touch her but she was not leaving his hands.
"Sana dontttttttttttt" ... he dragged his words but couldn't complete them as she was not stopping.
She was moving back and forth on his erection and playing her tongue on his lips. He was on the edge to ruin her.
"tune kese kisi aur ko meri massage krne di ..pta kese kese touch kia usne muje" she was whispering in her sexiness and drenching his shorts in her own wetness.
She kissed him till he bled and sucked him gently.
She moved to his neck to let him answer. But no words could escape his mouth.
Her underpants were all wet as she herself was turned on feeling his erection. His shorts were absorbing her wetness as she was rubbing.
"bol sidhaarth" she bit his neck hard and he screamed a little louder.
"mene ... jb pehlleee... aaahh ... I mean tuje kia tha oil se.... mmmmmmmm.. tere reaction se lga ..tuuuuu shayd umcomfort"
And she rubbed harder not letting his idiotic thoughts out.
"mai turn on ho rhi thi kutte .. itna hi janta hai tu muje .. hannn?"she spoke with her lips against his neck , nuzzling in with her nose.
He was almost dead by now.
She was doing wonders but not letting him touch her.
He was hard like a red hot iron rod by now ready to dig a hole.
She held his both hands with her one hand and let her left hand pour the melted ice cream on his neck. He was freezing upside and burning downside. What the hell is she doing.. its not the time to play games! , he thought.
Before the ice cream drips to his chest she licked it all , sending him to a place he is never been before.  The movements of her hips never ending on his crotch.
"mere ko akela chhod k us ladki k sath coffee pee rha tha na tu ..." and she dug her teeth in his neck so deep ,he whimpered like an injured dog.
"aur vapis b nhi aya mere pas .. pure 2 mahine .. abhi chhod du tuje ese he pta chlega tuje" she warned him to leave him soo high and dry and pinched his rough abs so zor se that he jumped a little.
"but you know what" she put her face in front of him and caressed his cheek with his left hand rubbing her crotch on his. Her underpants were all dripping by now and he just wanted to pierce her pants and enter her.
"no one could love me the way you do sidhaaarth" she said it with soo much love and placed her face on his cheeks. She continued talking , flipping his lips with her thumb.
"tujhe yaad tha mai hospital bina slippers k aai thi .. tune hmara pehla test kit smbhaal k rkha .. mere sath raat ko tu b nhi sota tha.. jitni care tune ki hai meri kbhi koi nhi krta aur agr koi krta b hai to nhi chahiye"
She looked at him who was already staring her with love in her eyes. She saw he was sweating by now.. she chuckled seeing his condition.
She brought her free hand again at his held hands and held them tighter. She moved her lips to his ears and nibbled his earlobes.
"close your eyes sidharth and just imagine" she spoke near his ear , kissing his earlobes.
He loves her just imagine fantasies. It makes him explode without her touch.
"iam standing in front of you.. just in a pair of black heels and a black bra"
She was still rubbing her wetness over him and could easily feel his heat like fire. She slowly took his hands inside her dress and put them on her bra hooks while narrating her fantasy.
"you came closer to me and unhooked me in a second  and my bra dropped off." While saying she directed his hands to unhook and made his hands slide inside her bra. As soon as his hands gripped her bare breasts, he pulled her closer by pulling and stretching her erect nipples and ate her lips. She could feel he was about to explode so she started moving the tips of her fingers on his bare waist inside the waistband of his shorts , to tease him more.
He gripped her breasts more harshly and pinched her nipples while kissing her hard. She smiled against his lips and pulled out her lips to say "I would love to taste you sidhaaaartthh"
And that was enough for him to burst out. That was what she did to him. She didn't even took off his shorts or her own underpants. They were not naked. But just by her words and actions she made him cum. He threw his head back in pleasure and gave away a deep moan. She hid herself in his neck and he wrapped his hands around her waist from inside her dress and hugged her tightly.
Finally they were at peace.
Their sukoon trance was broken by his ringing phone. Sana got up from his lap to went to put the left ice cream back in the freezer. Sidharth picked up the call. It was kabit letting him know he is near by his building and will be there at his place in 15  minutes as he want to check on sana. "okay" sid replied and hung up.
"kya hua sidhaarth , kaha jaa rha hai"
"yrr vo kabir ka phone tha , he is coming to see you.. mai bs shower leke aaya 2 minute me , iam feeling chipchipa sa upr se b aur neeche se bhi" he said with an innocent face.
She laughed biting her lower lip.
"but mai to thik hu muje nhi man kisi se b milne ka plz" sana replied
"its okay baby bs milne hi to aa rha hai , isme kyu dar rhi hai .. mai hu na .. kabhi akela nhi chhoduga .. I ll just come"
She was feeling strange in meeting other people as she was utterly alone that day and she just wanted to avoid everyone.
In a few minutes the doorbell rang and sana called out sidharth to open the door.
"shehnaaz , its okay plzz open the door mai aa gya bs" sid replied from inside.
Sana opened the door and kabir gave her a warm hug. They both settled on the couch and talked a little. Sana felt good knowing someone specially came to see her and check upon her health. It's a small thing ofcourse but for her it was very big. She felt loved. These little things are what she lives for. She doesn't dreams of diamonds and cars but love and care.
Sidharth joined them and sana got up to get something to drink.
Kabir: kitni weak lag rhi hai yrr... thik hai ab aage se ?
Sid: han yrr .. actually bimar se zada thoda darr sa gai hai k akeli hai is city me!
Kabir: are esa kyu .. pagal ho gai hai kya !!
He called out loud to sana "tu pagal hai esa kyu sochti hai .. isse ladai hui to mai to tha na .. muje kyu call nhi kia"
"are thik hu mai , kuch nhi bs , sach me" she came with two glasses of juice.
"tera kaha hai ? dekh kitni suukh gai hai" kabir asked sana
"actually mene abhi abhi ice cream khaii .. muje uska taste nhi khrab krna .. boht hi zaaada achhi thi" she dragged a bit
Sidhaarth coughed immediately.
Kabir understood there is something fishy and smiled at both of them.
They chit chatted a bit more and then kabir left.
They both went back to their room to sleep.
Sana settled between both his legs and rested her face on his chest and wrapped her arms around his waist. He hugged her back and their legs entwined.
"pta mai us din kitnaa zada darr gai thi sidhaarth , mene tuje itni baar call kia tu utha hi nhi rha tha muje smjh nhi aa rha tha kya kru.. aage kya hoga .." she let out her thoughts in a weak voice kissing his chest.
"iam sorry meri jaan .. I know muje phone uthana chahiye tha .. mene jab tuje dekha room mei kasam se meri ek dum se jaan nikl gai thi jese pairon k neeche zameen hi na ho .. teri vo halat .. vo chehra yaad krke abhi b kuch ho jata hai .. itna bleed kr rhi thi tu .. teri shakal ekdum peeli pad chuki thi .. hath thande .. mai bata nhi skta us time mere andr kya chal rha tha"
"Iam sorry shehnaaz" he apologised again stroking her back making light circles with his fingers on her back.
They talked about their stuff happened in these two months and cleared the air. He taunted her several times about the party stint with that punjabi singer and she just made faces. Eventually she slept lying in the same position and he patted her head.
It was almost an hour since she slept but he was still wide awake thinking about the scenario what if they really were pregnant. He smiled at the thought that he was not at all scared. Not that he wanted a baby as he knew she has just started her career but he was happy at the thought that he imagined having a baby with her. This was the first time in his life he ever imagined having a baby with some girl. His girl. His shehnaaz. He kissed her hair and inhaled her scent. His door parted as he saw mom coming in.
"mom aap, aap kab aaye ?"
His mom smiled seeing their position and sana sleeping so peacefully.
"bs abhi abhi aai .. tera room khula tha to aa gai .. ye le .. sana ko ye haldi dhoodh de dena utha k"
As they were talking sana woke up with a jerk and in a reflex clutched his shirt very tightly.. probably seeing a nightmare.
He rubbed her back to calm her down and assured her he is right beside her.
She saw mom and immediately got up from his legs and asked mom to sit down. She just denied and bid them good night.
With great difficulty sid made her drink her milk which she left half of it. She requested him to please finish it as mom will scold her seeing the left milk. He melted seeing her face and finished the rest.
"not bad.. itne b kya nkhre krti hai .. achha to hai" he said drinking the rest and admiring the taste.
"han to roz tu hi pee lia krna .. tuje vese b zyada zarurat hai" she winked at him!
"kitni zrurat hai aur kitni nhi ye tujse behtar vese b kisi ko nhi pta smjhi naaa.. bdi aai .. don't question my stamina!" he smirked.
She made a face and buried herself in the quilt.
He glared at her making faces and suddenly an idea popped in his head.
He pretended going to washroom and she looked at him going. He sneakily came back and switched off the lights as if to retire to bed. He came inside the quilt from the end of the bed and entered her dress from the hem and put his head on her tummy making her giggle.
He bit her tummy making her squirm and licked her navel going downwards.
Her breath hitched and she bit her lip understanding what he is going to do.
He inserted his both thumbs on the sides of the rim of her underpants and slid them down her legs. She closed her eyes as his breath caressed her thighs.
He blew air on her folds and she clutched the quilt in her tiny fists. He played his tongue on her folds making her more wet.
"sidhhaaaarthhhh aaaahhh"
He always loved his name in her voice specially like this and he bit her down there slightly. He sucked her most sensitive area and she went to heaven. She started melting in him as he licked her hard. He tasted the moistness between her legs. Flicking his tongue wildly and sending her to pleasure heaven. She gave away a deep moan when his finger went deep into her and tongue continued its game. She thought she would die from too much excitement pumping her heart. She wanted to grip his hair but he was inside her dress , she gripped the sheets tightly but still wanted to touch him. He inserted another finger and sped up. Unable to bear anymore she threw the quilt aside and pulled up her dress and clutched his hair pushing him more into her.
"don't stop sidhaarthh"
His tongue moved like magic trembling her from inside. Her body started shaking and legs started to melt. She released on his fingers letting out a laugh as he looked upon her and swirled his tongue into her sweet lips. She tasted her ownself and sighed as he sucked her tongue. He pulled out of her lips and whispered "you are most welcome" and chuckled.
She closed her eyes and went into the most satisfying and peaceful slumber. He rested his head on her chest and wrapped his arm around her waist and slept.
She woke up before him  next morning and saw his big baby curled up in her arms sleeping so peacefully. He looked too cute, ruffled hair , parted lips and his breaths kissing her neck. She woke up turned on. She smelled his hair and thought of making up for the time they lost in these two months.
She carefully pushed him aside and went to get freshen up. After that she went out and shared teatime with mom. She came back and saw him missing. He was not in the washroom. She thought to check to balcony of the room. There he was puffing up his second cigarette as one bud was half burnt lying on the floor.
She stood infront of him, forcefully took that cigarette and took his lips in hers. She kissed him for almost 10 minutes until he was breathless.
"next time se jab b cigarette ki talab lage to mujhe fook lena .. 2 hafte bhi to nikale hai na .. konsi aafat aa gai jb nhi fooka to!"
He gave a frustrated smile.
"why taste this when you have a privilege to taste me" she gave a mischievous smile recollecting last night's memories.
He came closer and tugged her lips in between his teeth, smiling contently.
She took him to the washroom where the tub with hot water was waiting for both of them. She held the hem of his shirt and went on her tip toes to pull it off from his head. Then she held the rim of his shorts and slid them down while he was busy exploring her neck. He was obsessed with her neck. He loved to see his bites on her neck, it gave him another level sukoon. She literally pushed him inside the hot tub removing his lips from her neck. "sun is not the only thing that rises in the morning" she thought as she blushed looking down at him.
She entered inside the tub as he settled down sitting comfortably. Her feet dipped in water placed between his legs. Looking directly into his eyes she removed her dress and she could see the devil desires in his eyes. She sat on his lap , her knees by his thighs , straddling him. He could see the love in her eyes. He pulled her head back by her hair exposing her neck and gave wet kisses on her neck. He rolled his tongue on her neck making her shiver. She could never resist his touch. She encircled his erection in her warm little hands inside the water and rubbed on her folds. He groaned and his hands automatically pinched her nipples making her scream. Finally she took him inside her slowly biting her lips. He wanted to close his eyes but the sight in front of him was more enticing. Her lips parted , eyes closed and forehead frowned in pain as she took him in , her naked body half in water and her neck .. uff .. her neck , slight marks now visible. His eyes got closed as she took him deeper inside. She let out a small cry and he kissed her softly reducing her pain. He held her bare hips and helped her thrust. She held onto his shoulders digging her nails deep in his shoulders marking him hers.
He sucked onto her cheeks kissing away her tears. She opened her eyes and looked in his. The intense eye locks are heaven during love making. She rubbed his lower lip with her thumb making him thirsty for her. She loves to do that.
They were both on the edge of exploding and he was about to devour her plump lips when they heard a knock and got startled.
Mom called them for breakfast and they replied saying they both will be out in few minutes.
He wanted to finish what they started so he increased the speed exhausting both of them. He released inside the water pulling out of her where as she was left exhausted and unsatisfied.
They came out and got dressed. He understood her agony and pulled her close while she was drying her hair.
"don't be sad baby, I will exhaust you more I promise" , saying he gave a sweet kiss on her temple.
"but first lets eat something , you already have such weakness, dobara bimar pad gai to" he added.
Mom gave her oats and fruits but she wanted to have aloo paratha that he was having so she exchanged her plates and made a face like she didn't know what happened. He gave her a cold look and took back his plate. She made a frustrated face and again took his plate. He snatched it back. Mom was watching their cute and mute banter and herself gave the paratha to shehnaaz. He made faces as she was so much pampered, she should have finished her fruits!
Sid got a phone call about a meeting in an hour. He was cancelling it when she overheard and asked him to go.
"mai thik hu bubba.. you go .. maa b to hai na .. unke sath didi k ghar chli jaungi kuch time .. tu jab aayega call kr dena I will come back.." she tried to make him agree to the meeting with her hands encircled around his waist.
He finally left after her coaxing and she went with maa to his sister's place.
His sister again tried to make sana eat those atta laddoos and she was trying to refuse. She loved the care and pampering that sidhaarth's family always gave to her. she felt blessed as this was one thing she lacked in her life and this was one thing she wanted the most. Out of love, she ate that laddoo with teary eyes. Seeing tears in her eyes, his sister spoke "are itne bekaar bne hai kya jo tuje ro ke khane pad rhe hai" she joked around understanding her emotions.
"aur kya di" she continued the joke.
They all burst into laughter. They spent a nice time together , gossiped a little, shared memories and talked their hearts out. Shehnaaz felt good after a long time mingling with others. She left for home after some time and mom stayed back.
It was almost 3 hours but sidhaarth hasn't called her back. May be he was still in the meeting , she thought and went to her room.
She saw him lying on the bed using his phone. She got angry and gripped his hair hard coming closer.
"aaaaahhhhhh... kya kr rhi hai shehnaazz .. chhod.."
"kutte .. mai wait kr rhi thi kab fone krega aur tu yaha betha konsi maa k sath lga hua hai"
"abbey ek hi maa hai meri aur tu itne din baad bahar gai thi isiliye fone nhi kia socha enjoy kr rhi hogi" he said rescuing his hair from her hands.
He held her tiny hands to escape from a slap that is definitely on its way and hovered on her.
"should we complete what was left in the morning?" he huskily spoke coming near her ears.
Her hands fisted in his hair as she felt his tongue against hers. His hands travelled inside her dress and undid her bra and pulled it out from right strap of her dress. He unbuttoned her dress which was held by 4 buttons in the front. Her fingers again curled into his hair as he took her erected bud between his lips and tugged hard. She cried out as the sensation tightened her muscles around her groin.
"yeah baby let me hear you" he murmured against her heated body. Her heated body hardened him.
Oh god I want him inside me right now, she thought screaming inside. His mouth was toying around her nipples, pulling them, nibbling on them making her squirm. She felt like he was worshipping her.
He teased her with his fingers and her nipples grew harder with his touch and he moistened them with his skilful tongue. His hands move down inside her dress and cupped her folds over the fabric squishing them. She gasped lifting her head a little off the pillow. He slid down her underpants and threw them in some corner of the room and slid his fingers against her wetness.
"you are so wet baby.. fuck .. dripping like hell" he whispered.
"just for you sidhaarttthh" she dragged her words as he rubbed her with his fingers.
"I want you" she murmured and his lips joined hers again and she could feel his hungry desperation, his need for her.
Suddenly she came out from his grip rolled over him. He lied down on his back and she sat on him. She rolled down his shorts liberating his sky touching erection. Keeping her eyes fixed on him, she bent a little and stretched her arm to the side table to take a foil packet from the drawer and threw at him. He ripped open the packet greedily and threw the condom back at her. She smirked at his dirty thought and she slowly rolled on the condom onto him. He grabbed both her hands to roll her under him but she resisted and made his hands hold her waist.
"I want you to see me" she answered his confusion.
"baby, you were already on top in the morning.. you'll get cramps.. I don't want you to get more weak" she kissed him before he could speak more and took him in with the help of her hands.
She eased herself down on him. He closed his eyes and she pulled apart their lips to look at him. He closed his eyes as she took him inside her deeper and he flexed his hips to meet her, filling and stretching her. His face in content as he exhaled.
Oh god that feels so good, possessing him, she thought!
She rise again , heavy with power of owning him , watching him slowly coming apart beneath her. He grabbed her hips and squeezed them , making her feel another pleasure. She placed her hands on his chest. He thrust into her sharply causing her to cry out.
She tilted her head back to feel him more. He groaned with her every rise and fall. She continued her rhythm with his in perfect symmetry, numbing all other thoughts. She got lost in the sensation of pleasure. Up and down.. again and again..
Opening her eyes , she stared him down , both having ragged breathing and eyes blazing.
"you are mine , naaz" he mumbled
"always" she mouthed.
She increased her speed of rising and falling on him until he groaned louder, closing his eyes. He was on the edge and she came audibly , exhaustingly spinning down and around , collapsing on his chest and he found his release , Holding her still around her waist.
She just lied on top of him , catching her breath. She was panting and glowing. He smoothened her hair at her back and his hand ran down her back , caressing her as his breath calms down.
"you are so beautiful" he gasped
She lifted her head and looked him with blank expression confusing him.
He held her tight sweeping his arm around her to hold her in place and she clutched his biceps making them nose to nose.
She smiled " you are amazingly sweet sometimes"
"sometimes??"
"hmmm" she teased
He lifts her and eases out of her making her wince in pain and leaned forward kissing her lips softly.
"you have no idea how attractive you are .. ese he nhi bolta mai k laundon ki barish hogi" he said being unapologetically possessive about her.
"tuje pta hai kya tu kitna hot hai" she said tracing his jawline to his chest with his fingertips.
"hmm , vo to hai .. achhi kismet hai teri" he replied back.
She pinched his nipples making him whimper.
"achhaa ....ouchh sorry ..." he said in pain
"mine" his eyes glowing possessively looking at her messed up face with misheveled hair.
"yours, only yours" she reassured him , smiling.
He sits up taking her in his lap and rested his back on the pillow comfortably. She looked into his face and started tracing her index finger on his lips. She caressed his rough stubble and outlined his lower lip. He kissed her fingertips and then took her finger in his mouth and bit it.
"ow" she protested.
"achha sorry" he said releasing her finger. "wait" he said leaning behind her and lifting her a little to remove his condom , dropping it on the floor.
"agar sach me pregnant ho jate to kya krte sidhaarth" she asked innocently placing his face on his chest.
"to fir hum dono parents ban jate shehnaaz"
"tujhe dar nhi lagta in sab se"
He sighed and spoke a little later.
"I have no problem in having a baby with you shehnaaz .. iam very sure of it.. you are the only one I wanna make babies with" he assured her their future together.
She felt so content with his confession of together forever.
She rolled down from his lap and pulled him down too. Lying beside him she came in his embrace and both of them dozed off.
He woke up around 5 in the evening and didn't disturb her as she was sleeping so peacefully. He carefully pushed himself off the bed and got dressed. Before leaving the room he made her wear her dress not moving her much as leaving her naked and alone in a room was never his thing. He came out in the living room to his mom who was already sitting there with a book in her hand sipping on the tea.
"Can I ask something maa?" he asked , sitting near her feet.
"you love her enough to get every happiness for her , if that's what you are worried about" she replied understanding her son's emotions.
"what if I ever let her down"
"then she will get up on her own and will even help you get up.. you both are together in this.. I have seen both of you in this one year.. its like you know each other from always.. she will never leave your side and neither you will survive without her"
He smiled at the true words his mother uttered.