𝑭𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒓 - technoblade

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TW: mentioning panic attacks, drugs and rape

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Well... It's been 2 months. Let's just say it's not so good so far. I mean, it's better than staying in my home town. But still... I don't really get more than 3 hours of sleep a night, and if I do that's because I had a panic attack and passed out afterwards. Sometimes I don't even get sleep because Emily brings home a guy to hook up with. And let me tell you, the neighbourhood is not safe at all. In these past months, I've seen multiple drug dealing, heard lots of cat callings and sometimes... sometimes even rapes. I couldn't do anything about them. I'm scarred for life of what I had experienced. I'm terrified and weak. I mostly had panic attacks because of them. Luckily, I haven't been the victim in any of those since I moved here. But I want to leave this place as soon as possible. 

I almost have the money for an apartment in the city. I applied for a job a few days after I came here, and I got it. I work at a café shop near the city center. I'm one of the bakers there. I make the muffins/cupcakes, while (kinda) my partner, Amelia, makes the pastries and sandwiches. My shift is 10h/day, but I might stay for another 2 just to get more money. Sometimes Amelia needs to go somewhere before her shift would end and asks me to do it which I always do because I can't say no to people and at least I don't need to get "home" sooner.

It's currently 2:53pm on Friday and I'm at work. I have 1 hour left from my shift. It started at 6am and with a lot of coffee. I slept 2 hours which is quite good this week. I'm making a raspberry flavoured topping right now and man, it.is.hella.good!!! I'm really happy with it. My boss told me that I can be creative and do what I want as long as I make at least 5 fully different types/flavours. I could even draw on them if I want to which is great. Because I don't need to interact with people I can listen to music on earphones which is again great!

I'm listening to Good As It Gets by Little Hurt right now. (a/n: or any other song you like bc I know not all ppl like what I like:)) It gives me happy vibes.

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' 3:47. 13 minutes left. ' I thought. That's when Amelia comes in, talking to someone on her phone.

"Hey Y/n! Can you finish my shift for me? Thank you!" And with that, she's out.

' Isn't her shift is till 7?! Ughhh... ' I thought as I walked to her stuff. Let's see... A few more sandwiches and no pastries as I see. Won't be too hard. Let's get done with it.

A/n: Hey guys! How are y'all? I got my first covid vaccination on Tuesday and now I finally can sleep on my left side yayyyy:D And uhmm I did  ot write this at 0:48am on Sunday... I-I'd never mhm:))))