DISCONTINUED
"I don't see a failure. I see a fighter."
!Covid-19 doesn't exist here!
-mature language
-blood
-illnesses/disorders (ex: PTSD)
-talking about/describing abuse
-soft techno (sometimes)
!English is my 2nd language!
Started: 13.07.2021
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TW: talking about physical and mental abuse CW: swearing
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The rain was pouring. All I heard was that and my heavy breath as I ran. I was terrified. That was the only thing that kept me going. Tears run down my face but I couldn't feel them. I didn't want to feel them. Not just the tears... The pain. The hits. The kicks. The slaps. The echoing sound of their voices. ' You're fucking useless! ' 'Ah, so you're hanging out with a boy? You really are a whore. ' ' Disappointment. '
"G-Get out o-of.. of m-my h-head!" I screamed as I broke down.
' You're not enough! Never was. NEVER WILL BE! ' ' No one will ever love you! I mean look at you. Laying on the floor, crying. No one loves a cry baby, do they? ' ' You are a mistake. '
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I wake up, cold sweat running down my face. I look around kind of scared, but I calm a bit as I realise I didn't scream or made anything noisy. I get my phone out of my jeans' pocket. ' I still have 27 minutes before we land. What should I do till then? ' After a few seconds of thinking, I take out my sketchbook. I thought about drawing my nightmare. I usually do that. It's relaxing and kinda calms me down. I know... It must be a little bit weird because hallooo? You're drawing literally the worst thing you could think about! EvenI honestly don't get why this is my safe place. It just is.
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(A/n: credits to ArtistKS on DeviantArt)
I suddenly hear a voice announcing that we will and in abour 5 minutes. I pack my stuff back to my bag and wait.
\\timeskip\\
im here. what's ur adress?
12th **** street, 4th floor 5th door.
k, ty
And with that I walk to the front of the airport. I walk out and the warmish hits my face. I take a deep breath and look around. Lights were all over the place, people were walking, getting out/in their cars/ubers. Speaking of ubers, I need one.
A/n: Hey loves! So sorry for the kinda inactivity. I had a camp last week and I didn't really have time to write. I'll try to update as frequently as I can! Bye guys for now:)
