billies pov
i dont want it, i thought to myself.
and i especially dont want to want you
i then looked over to my left and saw her looking at me.
"but in my dreams i seem to be more honest and i must admit you been in quite a few" she said.
she was talking the whole time and
and i wasnt even listening.
well that made me feel bad.
she proceeded to look up at the stars smiling
"haileys comet" she said softly while smiling
i looked up to see what she was talking about and my eyes widened at what i saw.
"comes around more than i do" she mumbled
i was confused at what she meant by that but i really didnt think much of it.
"billie." she whispered yelled.
i looked at her and she smiled at me before saying
"youre all it takes for me to break a promise."
i didnt say anything but looked at her trying to contemplate what she meant before she just looked away from me and stared at the grass.
"silly me to fall in love with you."
then i watched as she got up and walked away
your pov
i cant believe i left home for this girl and i tell her how i feel and she just stares at me, i thought to myself while standing at my window
i havent even slept since sunday im so tired.
and its like 3am pass midnight
"my sleepless nights are better when shes with me then they are alone" i said to myself before walking over to my bed and flopping face first on it.
then i heard a knock at my door.
i rolled my eyes knowing who it could possibly be and got off my bed and went to open the door.
i looked through the peephole and saw who it was
billie.
"as i suspected" i whispered before opening the door.
before i could even open the door all the way billie came in immediately and started talking.
"i was good at feeling nothing now im hopeless." she said talking fast.
"fuck it you wanna go to the park?" she asked.
"huh billie you know what time it is"
"come on dont be a drag." she said playfully hitting my arm smiling.
i glared at her before smirking.
"okay fine." i said before going to get ready.
what a drag to love her like i do.
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when we got to the park we sat on the swings and talked to each other for a bit.
"ive been loved before but right now in this moment." she said staring at me.
" i feel more and more like i was made for you." she said kinda nervously.
we stared at each other for a while not knowing what to do.
------a week before-----
billies pov
im sitting in my brother's room
i havent even slept in a week or even 2
her i cant stop thinking about her.
oh no
i think i might've fallen in love
i went to the bathroom and splashed water on my face and looked in the mirror.
"what am i to do." i said to myself.
