Close To You; JLS FANFIC.

Chapter 35.

HEY GUYS, THANKS FOR THE FEEDBACK AND THE READERS THAT READ THIS FOR READING SUMMER LOVE! IT MEANS A LOT, I LOVE YOU ALL FOR SAYING YOUR OPINION, THEY HAVE MADE ME SMILE. I HOPE YOU LIKE IT AND LIKE THIS ONE ALSO! THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR FEEDBACK/VOTING AND COMMENTS! AND AFTER TONIGHT AND TOMORROW NIGHT.. I MAY NOT UPDATE ANY FANFICS UNTIL SUNDAY NIGHT, BECAUSE ITS MY BIRTHDAY ON THURSDAY AND IM GOING AWAY FOR THE WEEKEND, BUT I WILL TRY!:-) 

EMMIE X X X

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ASTONS POV:

My emotions were everywhere, i didn't know what i was feeling.. upset happy annoyed angry i honestly had no single clue i hated feeling like this. The week was perfect until Emily she is leaving me for a month,  but i went longer than that and i felt like my heart had been torn from my chest and now I'm closer its going to hurt just the same. But im so happy for her, she deserves something like this, a break away from here and a chance to get big and get further in her dancing career. I lay down on my sofa and rubbed my eyes just to realise i was doing nothing today and i had nothing to do, Emily was packing for her flight tomorrow and her mum was helping her, Jay was out with Chloe then Oritsé was with Lutricia on a day out, along with Kelly and Marvin.. they kind of double dated. 

'Hey Aston hun, can you come and sort Tambi out she wont leave the house phone alone and its annoying me? Shes at the door now, i let her in but i need to go so come and speak to her?xx' My phone beeped with a text from my mum. Now i knew my mood, i couldn't be fucked for anything and now Tambi is pestering my family like i mean i thought we were through.. i would always have that soft spot for her but just she broke my heart i guess and i moved on she just didn't. I went upstairs to quickly put on joggers and a jumper along with my high tops, just something casual to nip to my mums house to get her away.. my mum never really liked her i guess. I grabbed my car keys and locked my door walking down to my car which i unlocked and jumped into. After my long drive to my mums, my head was basically dead right now, i wasn't in the mood at all i missed Emily, i just wanted to cuddle her and not let her go. I arrived and parked up in the driveway and ran up to the door and opened it quickly, my mum and Tambi were sitting on the sofa, my mum did not look impressed at all. 

"Right you two sort it NOW, im going see you later son, bye Tambi." She kissed my cheek and walked out the door. 

"Right why are you here? Why are you pestering my mum.. we have said this ENOUGH TIMES you broke up with me it is your fault." I sat down closest to the edge than possible. 

"Aston, you wont return my calls or messages, i just want to see how you was.. i miss you so much i never meant to i was so upset and just, please aston." She basically begged and let out a tear. Shit. I hate when girls cry, no matter who it is i hated it. 

"OI don't cry, don't come here." I don't know what came over me. "Look Tambi, you broke up with me and i know you never meant it but it killed me okay? But you have to accept that I'm not going to get back with you, or if i do, not anytime soon i guess, our relationship was fine but you just had enough i guess didn't you? I miss you, why wouldn't i? You are a great girl but what you did to Emily just killed me, let alone almost physically killing her. I have moved on, i don't love you in that way anymore, you proved to me you can go over the top when not needed.. you hurt her so much which caused you pain. Look you will find someone out there who deserves you, will love you for who you are inside and out, and just is perfect for you and that day i will congratulate you because you do deserve to be treated nicely, everyone does even what they have done. Now don't cry i hate seeing people cry, just remember you was my special girl but im just sorry.. the sparks faded." She cried through it all, which made her closer to me, she was cuddled into my chest.