Close To You; JLS FANFIC.

Chapter 8.

EMILY'S POV.

I woke up to rough eyes and the memories of last night. Kelly was ready up and showered while Lutricia was fast asleep.

"Hey you alright this morning?" Kelly questioned like she knew something.

"Yeah I guess I'm good thanks you?" I replied.

"Good and I'm fine, I heard your conversation with Lu last night, that's why you have been off lately?" She came and sat down next to me.

"Yeah it is, don't tell anyone please? Can't be bothered with all the fuss." I jumped out of bed.

"I won't it's sealed with me, but your going to have to tell him sometime." Kelly got up waking Lu.

I walked into the bathroom to get a shower and brush my teeth, I put it on and jumped in. The water trickled down my back like a maze, I got fresh for the tour and jumped out. I put the towel around me and brushed my teeth then walked to my suitcase to pull out some leggings, polo shirt, baggy white cotton jumper and converse. I got dressed throwing my hair up into a messy bun halving my fringe and twisting it to either side. I sprayed some perfume on and added a tad of makeup. I had to start being myself again and get over what has happened. Lutricia was ready just doing her hair and Kelly was ready. We sat on our phones considering we didn't have to meet in the lounge until 10 and it was only half 9. I checked my phone having a text.

'Look last night didn't go to plan, sorry I just tried to make it better but I guess we will have to leave it for a while:/ Ax.'

Astons text irritated me but made me well up. I wanted to tell him how I felt but the thought of his reaction was scary. I checked twitter and saw Astons tweet from last night, I wonder what he meant it by? I had to forget but I couldn't. I sent a quick tweet before returning my phone to my pocket,

'I wish I could but I can't, time to focus... on the road to INVERNESS! Here we come!!'

The time come where we had to meet the others in the lounge, we were all ready so we made sure we had everything and got our suitcases and bags and headed out locking the door. We saw Oritse and Jay sitting on the sofas so we went and sat with them while Lutricia ran and sat next to Oritse, and they just cuddled and spoke. I sat next to Jay to have a catch up considering I never really spoke to him this tour and Kelly was speaking the bar man about how he should subscribe to her on YouTube. There's always that one friend!

"You alright this morning?" Jay asked.

"Yeah I'm feeling good!" I smiled.

"Good because you have seemed off lately?" Jay tilted his head down.

"Yeah but it's alright now, time to focus!" I generally hit his leg standing up. The others were arriving and Lisa came up to me.

"Feeling okay?" She held my arm.

"Yeah I guess so?" I shrugged.

"You told him?" She questioned.

"Nope!" I bluntly came out.

"You should, but whenever it suits you best!" Lisa patted my back walking to the other dancers. Aston came down with Leon and he instantly looked over. I didn't want to face him but I looked back and smiled. He gave a small smile and looked down stroking his neck.

"READY TO GO?" Marvin shouted looking over making sure we were all here and grabbing Kelly from the bar laughing. "LET'S GO!"

We headed out to the tour bus with our bags and handed them to the driver to load. We headed onto the bus and straight away I headed to the pit upstairs. I ran up, circling the stairs. I looked through the DVD's that were there and chose the Miranda box set. She made me laugh until my belly ached so much, she made me feel better! I stuck it on and lay back on all the pillows and quilts and pulled my phone out and I checked twitter and the boys had tweeted.