SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN ABOUT.. FOREVER? ILL TRY MY HARDEST BUT EXAMS AND REVISING ARE TAKING OVER:( BUT WHILE I HAVE BEEN BUSY THE AMOUNTS OF READS I HAVE NOTICED ARE AMAZING, LIKE THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS MEANS SO MUCH! I HOPE YOU ARE LOVING THE STORY BUT ITS GOING TO BE ENDING SOON:( ENJOY IT WHILE YOU CAN, AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE READS / VOTES / COMMENTS! ILY GUYS, EM X
oh and im skipping time, just too make it kind of present.
ASTONS POV:
The scorching heat of LA reflected off the mirror and hit my body hard. I tensed my abs tight and stretched my arms out, making my body relaxed after. I yawned dramatically, feeling beyond tired after the jet lag which had hit me hard after coming here. I was still recovering from the break up of my basically my life, i still wish it was a dream but i guess we were successful. We worked to our all, gave everything we could to help everyone and the reason we made the band, we had to put our lives to it, everything we had... we needed to. I jumped out of bed, thoughts jumbled up manically in my head not being taken away my head pounding from the late nights and meetings. But the one thing that still kept me going, smiling... got me through this time was Emily. I peaked softly over my shoulder to find the beautiful girl cuddled up in my jumper, dark lashes showering her heavy eyes, hair lay over her blushed cheeks. Rubbing my eyes and making my way over to the balcony doors, opening them peering over the sea in front of my eyes. Leaning heavily on the bar i looked down thinking about everyone back home. I always had these moments where i just wanted to crack, but being strong was in my blood... i had to carry on whether it was really hard or not. Feeling a fizz travel to my fingertips i felt smooth thin arms slither around my waist, smiling knowing the company of whom it was.
"Good morning beautiful." I turned and kissed her head stroking her long hair.
"Morning baby." Her head rested on my chest, her breath making the hairs on my arms stand up frantically.
"Good sleep?"
"Had better, i shouldn't of wore this jumper im boiling." She tried to struggle out of it.
"Come here." I slid the gray penola jumper over her head, leaving her hair to attack her face. "Oops."
"Thanks for that Aston." Her giggle automatically changed my mood without any physical touches.
"I love your smile."
"I love you." Her lips pounched onto mine, my hands rested on her hips and i smiled into the kiss pulling her closer to me. I didn't want to let her go, she was my everything at the moment.
"I love you. Now come on lets get ready." I smiled slapping her bum slightly as we ran back in the doors to the nicely done room.
EMILYS POV:
Just exiting the shower i heard a little cry from the room, just the slightest of whimpers so i peeked my head around the door frame. Suddenly my eyes were attached to the man of my world on the side of the bed, fingers pressed at the sides of his eyes, back hunched over. It broken my heart to see him like this, the break has killed him he was lost for a while after and it hits him hard now and then. I just want him to be happy with decisions he makes. I quickly slid on my underwear and my top and skirt walking out of the bathroom. Slightly i could see his eyes, red and puffy definitely crying i heard i gave him a reassuring smile. I crawled over the bed and lay my head onto his chest holding him closer to me by the second.
"Everything is going to be fine, i promise."
"I miss them Emily."
"Im sure they miss you too, everything about the band but listen. Make this last year, every moment minute hour day the special one try and top every performance. I know you will, but do it for the ones who care. Do it for all the fans, family... do it for the ones who you care about the most."
"I try too, every performance. I wish we didn't hit our fans with it there and then on that day. It was a school day how could they of concentrated? I saw their tweets they sent me, how they couldn't do anything, asking us why. I couldn't answer my throat was bare dry and fingers trembled every time i touched the screen. I want them to be certain that they know we are doing it for the best."
"I am SURE they know that, they mean the world too all four of you guys, and you four mean the world to them. Now come on be strong for them?"
I kissed his cheek jumping off the bed to sort myself out for a day at the beach while Aston was in the studio. We travelled out here and i brought Lutricia with me as i needed some company, to keep my going i guess while Aston is busy at work. The time flew by and i was ready holding my bag ready to leave.
"Ready?" I held out my hand for Aston to take. His nod wasn't very convincing but he made his way towards me, hands in pockets which made me edge out of the door slightly more. I walked down close to his arm, fingers intertwined tightly refusing to let go. Spotting Lutricia in the distance i said goodbye to Aston who had to travel a different way to get to his destination.
"See you later boo." I kissed his quickly before parting.
"Be safe see you later for dinner." I smiled waving back at his as he kept his head down and got into a taxi which directed him to the studios.
"Hello." Lutricia simply greeted me looking her usual self.
"Morning Lu." I smiled as we walked to a café not long from the hotel.
"You okay? Is Aston okay? He seemed quite down."
"Yeah im fine. Erm he had a little down moment this morning. Taking it all in, reality has hit him again, he misses the boys so much."
"Good and ah well its going to take a long time to get used to won't it? He will be fine im sure, just think of the positive. And like they still have eachother."
"I told him, hes trying to be strong for the fans, the boys, family friends. Everyone who means the world to him basically."
"I see babe, well he will be strong for everyone just give it time he can do it."
We arrived at the café and sat down waiting for our order to be taken.
NOT A VERY GOOD CHAPTER BUT I HAVE GONE BLANK MY HEAD ISN'T WITH IT AT ALL. SORRY! ANYWAY I HOPE YOU ENJOY AND IM SO SO SO SORRY ITS TAKEN ME FOREVER TO UPDATE. THANK YOU ANYWAY & I HOPE THAT YOU'RE ALL OKAY AFTER WHATS HAPPENED IM ALWAYS HERE! @emielizabethxo ily x
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