AHH GUYS IM SO SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED. NOT REALLY BEEN WITH ANYTHING AT THE MOMENT!:'( SORRY! BUT I WILL TRY AND UPDATE AS MUCH AS I CAN! THANKS FOR ALL THE VOTES/READS/COMMENTS EVERYTHING MEANS A LOT! ILY ALL MWAH EMMIE X X X
I HAVE SKIPPED IN TIME ALSO ON THIS CHAPTER.
EMILYS POV:
I felt quite lost not speaking to Aston. We had an argument the other night, it was horrible we basically screamed at each other saying we didn't want the relationship. We hadn't even said that we were together to be fair, it was just a natural come together but now it had fallen apart. I think we had enough of each others company and he wanted to be more focused on his work, like when i made him late which was on accident but still. Whenever we argued it was like i had lost basically something i needed to live with or i wouldn't be complete but for now i think space was very much needed. I sat back and i got a text from my cousin Macie to make me feel a whole lot better.
"Babe come and meet me? Im with Luke he wants to see you before going back to Australia. Mace xxx' I smiled and took the offer, i couldn't sit back and be the mess i always seemed to be when i never spoke to Aston i had to make the most of it.
'Yes, at Hyde Park half an hour? Ah okay im happy i want to see him :-) Em xxx' I smiled at the thought of it. Luke was apart of The Janoskians and they were my favorite youtubers so whenever i watched them it kind of made me realise how much i missed him. I ran upstairs to change from my towel to some clothes. I put on my skinny jeans, converse and jumper then put my hair in a messy bun and put some makeup on to remove the bags from no sleep and just crying. I took a deep breath and walked downstairs and grabbed my keys so i was on my way to meet Mace and Luke. I walked out with my handbag hanging off my arm completely oblivious of Aston walked across my way. He coughed and i looked up, he gave me a look like he wasn't bothered about anything i shot him another one and got into my car. He normally walks across hiding himself to get to the park,where i was going.
'Be there in a minute." I text Macie who was there waiting with Luke. I pulled up on the curb and got out locking the car and grabbing my bag. I walked across the gardens and up to some sort of band stage thing and i saw Macie and Luke having a right laugh on a bench, i smiled and walked over. It was so weird seeing Luke after all of this time i honestly missed him so much and it seems strange. But knowing my luck, it was the one person i was not wanting to see. I could slightly see Aston walking across the grass coming my way so i hurried and got to Macie.
"Emmie you're here." Macie embraced me in a warm hug.
"I am here." I laughed.
"Finally you can see Luke."
"Hello Em. Long time no see." He smiled with laid back smile and went in to hug me.
"Hi Luke." I hugged him back and embrased the memories from a year ago.
"You look good. Great actually." He complimented.
"You do to. You look good, hows the boys?"
"They are great. Their great.
"Thats amazing to hear." My head was one hundred percent messed up. My heart was sending me so many mixed messages. The presence of my old ex who made me feel so alive and perfect. But Aston so close to me, in my heart and i couldn't let him go. I closed my eyes for a second and just took it all in.
"Is that Aston over there?" Macie asked pointing to him stretching.
"Sure is."
"Oh why does he feel the need to follow you everywhere when you are not together? I don't understand his needs."
"Neither so i Mace. Neither do i."
"Oh is that Aston?" Luke butted in looking over the scenery.
"Thats Aston."
"Fair toned man. Hes good."
"I guess."
"Come on guys lets go to Nandos." Macie attracted us to follow her. We walked behind speaking about the Janoskians and everything and how the boys where. I walked past Aston, he knew i was with Luke. His eyes filled with hurt and his blank stare haunted me as i walked straight past him. I could feel his tension radiating off him, he hated me with my ex's. But he hurt me, i can't live with what he wants all of the time. His eyes scanned me as i walked out of the park with my head down close to Luke and Macie. I missed him i guess but he basically made the whole decision. 'I need to focus on my career. Im sorry i love you so much." His exact words which burned my heart, and i felt like nothing after. I had to at least do something with my life, i couldn't sit around and be nothing over the person who i loved. He hurt me again, after everything he told me. Everything we thought we had or been through he let go. My phone buzzed on my leg, i pulled out my phone to find a text.
'Moved on already? Geez. Didn't think you was like that em? A.' The fury in my head actually hurt i wanted to just tell him straight but it will never work.
'You need to realise that you burnt me off. Let me go, i can go out with a friend and family.' I shoved my phone back in my pocket ignoring it all.
"Goodbye Luke." I laughed diving in for a hug.
"Goodbye beautiful." He dug his head into my neck softly.
"I missed you." I cooed in his ear.
"I miss this." He kissed my neck. I pulled away, it still didn't feel completely comforting. But in a strange way it did.
"Text me." I smiled and walked to Mace to say goodbye.
SHORT AND BAD CHAPTER. I HAVE LOST IDEAS FOR THIS! SO IM GOING TO END IT SOON AND FOCUS ON MY OTHER ONE. I HAVE A GOOD ENDING FOR IT AND I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY IT! THANKS FOR THE VOTES AND READS AND COMMENTS IT MEANS A LOT. ILY ALL MWAH! EMMIE X X X
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