No Turning Back..

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I paced back and forth across my bedroom floor biting my thumb as I thought, is this really how I want things to be? Should I back out? No dammit stop... I sighed in frustration but jumped once a knock appeared on the front door, I scurried to the door and opened it seeing Daryl, I tried not to frown so I forced a smile,

Daryl:"May I come in for a second?"

I nodded and stepped out of the way, once he walked in I closed the door. He crossed his arms as he looked at me,

Daryl:"Maggie told me.."
Me:"I'm sorry..."

I looked down not wanting to look at him anymore, he sighed and pulled me into a tight hug,

Daryl:"Promise me one thing?"
Me:"Of course."
Daryl:"Please take care of yourself and keep your guard up."
Me:"Of course I will, I promise Daryl."

He pulled away and nodded as he grabbed my hand placing a walkie in it,

Daryl:"Anything goes wrong just radio in and we will come guns blazing."

I chuckled and smiled,

Me:"I will, you will be the first to know."
Daryl:"Thank you."
Me:"For what?"
Daryl:"For being a joy to be around kid, hell use the walkie just to say hi from time to time."

I smiled more and sighed,

Me:"I'm going to miss you the most."
Daryl:"Oh hell, don't lie you'll miss Judith the most."
Me:"That's for damn sure."

We both chuckled and hugged once more,

Daryl:"You should make sure he ate today."

I jumped and smacked my forehead,

Me:"I was so caught up in my head I forgot to feed him!"
Daryl:"Is he sure he wants you to go with him? He may starve."-he teased-
Me:"Ugh shut up, come on."

He laughed as we walked out of my house that will only be mine for the rest of today... Daryl waved as he walked away, I sighed and grabbed a plate of food heading to the cell. I walked in seeing Negan had looked up, he smiled a toothy smile,

Negan:"Here I thought you forgot about me."

I lowly chuckled and opened the cell door walking in, I handed him the plate then rubbed my arm,

Me:"Sorry, I didn't forget about you, was stuck in my head.."

Negan patted the bed so I sat next to him,

Negan:"About what?"

He took a bite as I stayed quiet, he nudged me with his elbow so I looked at him seeing he was motioning me with his hand to speak. I sighed and turned my body towards him,

Me:"Is this a good idea?"

Negan swallowed the bite he had taken then spoke up,

Negan:"Your scared, huh?"
Me:"A little.."
Negan:"You don't have to come, I'll find a way to see you without them knowing. Like that spot I took you to awhile ago, we could always meet up there, have a fuck or two, hell maybe three or more."

I chuckled and rolled my eyes,

Me:"Shut up."

Negan smiled and shrugged,

Negan:"Just a thought, would you feel better doing it that way?"

I looked down then back up at him with a smile,

Me:"Now why would I let you run free to have fun by yourself? Yea I will miss this place but where I belong is with you...God that sounds so damn cheesy.."

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