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There were no advils so I took some ibuprofen dry and washed my face.
I went back in the room to look for my phone and I saw Aubani sitting up stretching
When she heard me she stopped mid stretch and looked at me with pity eyes
"what you looking at me like that for ?"
"you don't remember nothing from yesterday"
"if I did I wouldn't be asking"
she rolled her eyes
"come here" I stepped up and she grabbed both my hands and looked up at me. I hope we ain't do nothing. I mean I wouldn't be mad but that's not how I would have wanted it to happen.
"what you like me or sum ?"
"stop tryna crack jokes"
"ok what munchie I'm tryna head out before they all wake up"
"oksoyesterdayyoutoldmeaboutwhathappenedtoyou"
"slow down and say it again"
"ok" she took a deep breath
"You told me about what happened to you with Ms.Bercalise and I-"
fuck
"don't worry about" I shrugged it off and walked off before she grabbed me
"can you let me finish please"
"go ahead"
"like I was saying I'm sorry you had to go through that, nobody deserves it and I never want you to think it was your fault. I'm sorry for not being there for you and for leaving you here to deal with it on your own" she said sincerely
I always needed somebody to tell me that but the damage is already done. Its too late
"whats done is done. Its in the past, I'm not worrying about it so neither should you"
"obviously not if you still thinking about it enough to tell me. You might not wanna acknowledge it but it's still affecting you"
"what tf would you like me to do abt it Aubani...go back in time? "
she frowned " well I think you need to talk to someone about it. If not a therapist then me"
"no"
"mell-"
"I said no" I said slightly raising my voice
"Jaisani sitting here suffering in silence everyday not helping nobody. That grown woman sexually assaulted you. Its not right. The least you could do is heal yourself because I sure know you won't go to the police"
