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"Mell cmon Iet's go"
"for what ?"
"you need to go outside. At least for a walk" I tried to compromise
These past few days he's been just under me, eating and sleeping. I liked that he was around me being that he was usually always outside with his friends but I was starting to get concerned, he wouldn't even play the game.
...
"pleaseee"
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"look ion feel like it right now aight"
"ok well I'm leaving"
"where you going ?"
"out"
"you got an attitude"
"no" I said truthfully. I just didn't like seeing him like this and I thought maybe some time outside would take his mind off things.
"so why you acting like that" he said pulling me down on his lap
"because I don't wanna sit around and watch you like this. I know you probably going thru it right now but at least let me try to help you instead of shutting me out"
"Then I'm just putting my problems on you"
"but you aren't though, If I'm supposed to be your girlfriend then it's my job to help you with whatever your going through."
"oh and stop.thinking.imma.leave.you" I said aggressively tapping his head between every word
I don't know where he got that idea from but I'm trying to get it out of his head
"aight chill out" he said grabbing my hand
I don't know what came over me but I leaned down to give him a small kiss. I went to pull away but he grabbed my face and reconnected our lips deepening the kiss. My heart was beating out my fucking chest this was my first real kiss so I don't even know if I was doing it right
