I Have Always Been Yours

Blame It On The Adrenaline

Natalia's POV

"That no good, lying son of a bitch! I'm gonna hurt him, I swear to God I will make him wish he had never come out of our Mothers womb!" was all I thought while walking to the detention room, where my soon to be living dead brother currently resided. When I finally reached the door, I was happy to see that it was closed. I always did love to make a dramatic entrance. With that in mind, I was about to burst through the door when I could smell shit from a mile away. The biggest dirtbag within the entire student body, stopped to kill my brain cells.

"Natalia, headed to detention are we? No surprise there considering it's where all the rejects are". Any other moment would have been fine for this little banter but right now, I was on a mission. So I dismissed her the only way I knew how. An insult because is there really any other way? "Not that it's any of your business wench but, I was actually headed to take care of some business. So get the hell out of my way!". She just stared at me, content with herself. "How can you "take care of business" when you're dressed like a hooker on Elm street? Or maybe is your "business" with Mr. Hararing?" She asked me, completely serious. Now she has caught my attention. What is this ignoramus blabbing on about now? Being the oh-so nosy person that I am, I decided to pry. "What exactly are you talking about nerd, spit it out."

"Well..." She started, "Mr. Hararing and Katie Hiscock were caught exploring each other's bodies for "science"" she finished.

OH. MY. GOD. I can use this to my advantage, FOCUS NATALIA! Okay, back to earth now. Completely dismissing her, I continued with my perfectly executed plan to ring my brother out. I finally burst through the door and the look on his face gave me the satisfaction I had come for because, he knew I had come for him.

Stomping over to the desk he sat in, I let him have it and let me tell ya, it was a lot.

"You scumbag! You bastard! You inconsiderate, manipulative, lying dick! You, you, you...every bad thing known to man! That's what you are! How could you do this to her? She's supposed to be your best friend and apparently the girl you love! Are you stupid?" I had a feeling my face was completely red as I took a breath from yelling at him.

"Well..." he tried to answer but I cut him off. I didn't need to hear his excuse.

"No. No. You do not get to defend yourself because there is no good explanation for what you said! All she wanted was your blessing with Jason, she wanted you to approve, but oh no you couldn't do that because God forbid something be about someone else for once! She was happy and wanted you to be happy for her because if she can't have you, she wanted to at least have a guy that you approved of! I've always known she had a thing for you, even though she always denied it and nowI know, I was right to think that you were the wrong person for her.." I trailed off as I heard the detention teacher Mr. Hararing speak up behind me.

"Excuse me Miss Jagger.."

"No. You are not excused! So sit your boney, annoying, irrelevant ass down and quit interrupting me before the principal receives an anonymous tip that you and Katie Hiscock got "hot and steamy" in the boiler room. Got it?" He nodded so very quickly that I thought his head was gonna come loose and sat down slumping in his chair trying to hide from my view.

Turning back to Jesse, I continued, "now as for you.." this time I was interrupted by him.

"Wait! Fianna has a thing for me? She wants me?" Jesse asked with a shocked expression as he stood up and walked towards me.

My eyes grew wide when I realized what I had just done, what I had just said. Smooth move Natalia, you are such an idiot. Why not just put the other foot in your mouth too, might stop you from spilling any more secrets. I had to say something, anything to convince him that what I had said wasn't true, just a spew of unimportant words that meant nothing due to my anger. Yes! That's what I should have done but all I could master at that time wasn't at all along those lines.