[Kamukoma] Unpredictable Love

17 | Another Lesson of Hell

---5 Weeks Later---

Bro, school somehow sucked ass today and I don't know why. I couldn't pay attention in any of my classes whatsoever. Frankly, I don't want to put up with Kamukura's bullshit in the afternoon, but I guess that I have no choice for the time being. Damn, school is literally about to be over in less than two months... Why can't it be over sooner...

Ah, I guess that my life just continues to suffer more and more.

When I get home from school, I feel like shit. I lay down on the couch for a couple minutes and wait for time to pass by as usual. I hear the door bell ring at my front door and I could already predict that my shit is going to get worse like every other day.

At this point, when Kamukura comes over, we don't even make eye contact, well, at least I don't. I just want everything to be over with. I was surprised that he continued to come over to my house every other day and dealing with my whiny ass bullshit, but that's his deal, not mine.

I laid out the papers for math that I wanted to review. I didn't care to check whether they were papers that we'd already covered, I just laid them out.

During the lessons, I felt myself zoning out as Kamukura explained whatever the fuck that I placed on the table.

"Uh-huh..." I would reply aimlessly every now and then.

After a while, I just stopped replying.

I just stared mindlessly... emotionlessly....asdfhjklsdfhjkls

It was all just static...

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"Hey, are you even paying attention?"

"Hm..."

"I asked you a question. I'm expecting a clear answer. Got that."

"U-Uh-huh." I hesitated. He suddenly grabbed me by my chin and made me look him in the eyes as he told me that I better be listening because he wouldn't repeat himself again.

There it was again... That scared face...I started to feel the intimidation and my body externally shaking, but at the same time, I didn't feel emotional.

"You know what. If you don't want to learn anything and waste other people's time, you might as well just quit. I don't want to waste my time reteaching you the same material over and over again just for you to fail the class and still not understand anything."

"Hm... Good idea." That was the only words that I've said this whole time. It was the best idea yet that he came up with.

"You're a lost cause. I can't believe that I wasted so much time teaching you for nothing."

"I can't believe you kept coming over even when you knew that I wasn't learning anything," I faced Kamukura one last time. I looked him directly in those fiery eyes once again and watched them fill with rage. Then...

BAM

It happened so fast. I felt him punch me on the face, yet the pain felt like it covered everywhere. It was sure to leave a livid bruise upon my cheek. But just like that, I closed my eyes as I heard the front door close.

Tomorrow, I'll end things once and for all.